CHAPTER 53

Raquel's POV

I sat in my bathroom floor waiting for the fifth pregnancy kit to show the result. I know it's ridiculous. The other four pregnancy test confirmed that I was pregnant. It's not like the fifth one would make any difference. I'm pregnant. Rustin and I are going to have a baby. How can I be so careless? How can I let this happen? Well in my defense, he is a walking sex god. He might have assumed I was on birth control. Thinking of it we had more unprotected sex than the times he used a condom. I can't really blame it all in him. It's not like I made any objections. I let him fuck me unprotected earlier for crying out loud. 

I can raise this child on my own. My mom raised me as a single mom. I turn out pretty good. I can't be upset over something that was technically bound to happen. We were practically having sex most of the time we were alone. It just didn't cross my mind that I can get pregnant and now I am. So I made a doctor's appoin