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My knuckles turned white. I turned to look at my husband shaking uncontrollably. With my eyes, I pleaded for him to look at me. He wouldn’t turn to me, his eyes remained on the mistress he had been frolicking with throughout our marriage. No. He disliked me, that wa true. But I was his wife, we had come so far together and we had built Redmoon together in his father’s absence. He wasn’t going to throw it all away for her. Xander couldn’t sacrifice me, his wife, for a common mistress, right? Wrong. I was very wrong. “You can take her.” The room started to spin around me as I watched his index finger point at my face. My eyes widened, more out of fear than disbelief. I looked up at the mask man and shook my head, hot tears rushing down my cheeks. “Please, Xander. No. You can’t do this to me.” “It’s you or her…and I…” he started to speak, then looked away from me and fixed his gaze on his mistress. Emily, or whatever her name was. I watched in pain as he reached for her hand and squeezed it gently. He was… he was really in love with her. The leader in the mask took a step towards us. There was something oddly familiar about him. I felt like I could see him smile behind the huge wolf head on his neck. “He chose the blonde one.” He started to speak, and the men behind him - all four of them - came forward. “Seize the blonde one.” “What?! No!” Xander screamed at the top of his lungs. I had never seen him so afraid to lose anything. “Help me! Don’t let them take me!” She cried and kicked, and screamed. It didn’t do her any good. Two men tore her away from Xander’s hold and pinned her hands behind her back. At that moment, it didn’t matter what she had done to me or my marriage in the past, I didn’t want to see her like that. “What do you want?! Tell me, I’ll give you anything! Money, lands, food. You’re…you’re the rogues of Blackwater, aren’t you? I’ve heard your land is brazen.” Xander stopped to catch his breath and swallowed hard. “You do not have good roads, or hospitals, or infrastructures, or water. I can…I can make that happen. I’m the alpha king. Just tell me your wish. All I ask is that you let us go.” I nodded in agreement, fear grasping every inch of my mind that remained. I hated Xander with everything that I had, but if he could find a way to get us out of this alive… I prayed and hoped that the rogues would listen and take Xander’s offer, but they weren’t known for striking deals. “Money? Land? You would give us a better life? Can you imagine that, alpha?” The leader spoke up. He didn’t seem the least impressed. “Now you admit that people are in Blackwater whose lives matter because you’re about to lose yours?” “I…” “Don’t you fucking speak!” The man snapped, and Xander melted into the wall and sealed his lips. Grave silence fell on the room. Not a single sound could be heard, besides the pounding of my heart. The excruciating sound lingered forever, before the wolf masked leader threw his head back in laughter. I narrowed my eyes on him. I was feeling so much emotions at once, I didn’t know which to focus on. As we watched in fear, he raised his hands to his head and slowly took off the mask. With every inch of his face that was unveiled, my heart sunk deeper into the pit of my stomach. He dropped the mask on the ground and smiled at me. No! My breath hitched at the back of my throat, choking me. I parted my lips to gasp for air. My life was being sucked away from my nostrils. This couldn’t be happening. The leader of the rogues of Blackwater was the man I slept with last night?! “You.” The word slipped out of Xander’s lips in a breathless whisper, stealing the strange man’s attention from me. “Yes, it is I. And I have to say, you disappoint me, brother.” My ears couldn’t have stood any faster. What? Surely he did not just say…brother! “Father would be rolling in his grave for your cowardice.” He continued. “Do not bring my father into this, Xavier! You didn’t know him!” Xavier. His name was Xavier? The late alpha king had a son? A son that was raised in Blackwater? How? How did no one else know this? Or was I the only one aware of this? Xavier shook his head as he chuckled bitterly. The twinkle in his smile only showed how much of a twisted maniac he was. How had me masked this evil from me last night? Or was I just too drunk to see?! “I didn’t know him, alright. How could I have? I was the son he didn’t want! The don he tried to kill! I was the son whose mother had to dump by a river in a land full of rogues just so your father, who is also my father, won’t be able to find me! I was twelve, for goddess sake! Twelve years old and I just wanted my father’s fucking love!” He was screaming, raging, yet he stood at a spot. His aura was dangerously calm, if crippled me more. “He’s dead now. And I woke up everyday swearing that I would take everything that belonged to him. Everything in this kingdom would be mine.” Xander scoffed. “You’re a fucking joke. You were a joke then, and you’re a bigger one now. You think anyone’s going to listen to you? The people of Redmoon would rather die.” “I am ready to slaughter every single soul that bats an eye at me, dearest brother. Starting with yours.” Xavier retorted with a broad smile on his face, before tilting his neck, sending a signal to his soldier who stepped forward. “Cut his throat.” As the man walked briskly towards Xander with an axe in his hand, Xander fell flat on the ground and begged for his life. “No! Please! Forgive me. I would give you…I would give you anything you want!” The assassin didn’t stop. I clutched the sides of my dress, afraid to breathe. He came back for revenge. Did he know who I was when he met me at the club? Was that why he kissed me and went ahead to sleep with me even though my mouth was filled with vomit? Was it part of a plot to spite the royal family? Had I been used? So many questions ran through my mind as I watched Xavier stare at Xander with a crooked smile. “Spare me! I beg of you! Whatever you want.” “Stop.” On Xavier’s orders, the man halted. “It would be rude of me to decline an offer so good after all, wouldn’t it? Very well then, I would let you live, but on one condition.” “Wh…what?” Xavier strolled to where Xander lay and squatted, so that he could look my husband sternly in the eyes. “A seat on the table my father sat in.” “D…done. It’s done, I swear on it.” Xavier rose to his feet, his tall height conquered the presence of the room immediately. He started to walk towards me, and I looked away from him. I had been so foolish to trust a stranger enough to go to bed with him, but he had been so kind, so understanding, so compassionate. How could one possess such contrasting characters? Which of them was a lie? “I would be sure to take care of this beautiful gift you have given me, brother.” He said as he smiled at me. “I have always wanted to have a woman so beautiful. Dark hair, bright brown eyes, porcelain skin clear of any spots.” He caressed my chin and my stomach turned, but all my senses were immediately heightened. I could see last night all over again. How his hands explored my body, showing me places I had never though existed. How he guided my hips as I bounced up and down his dick. His hard length that filled me up in a way I had never experienced before, the way I had tasted on his tongue after he ate me to my first orgasm, the way he… Fuck! What the hell was I doing?! He was a murderer and a rogue! A man who had come to usurp and ruin a land I knew as my home for revenge! Why did I want to have him inside me there and then, even though I knew he could take me and my life? When he cupped my cheeks with his palms and looked me straight in the eyes, all my questions were answered. For the first time in twenty four years, my wolf purred “mate”.Lyra's POV I had known fear before, I had known pain before, but nothing, absolutely nothing, prepared me for the moment my body tightened around a burning ache and I collapsed in Ava’s kitchen.I had gone to visit her since that had been my routine in the last couple of months. Xavier hadn't fully forgiven her yet, but at this point, I liked to think it was safe to say that the relationship between them was slowly coming together. I didn't mind playing the role of an intermediary between them because just as I was trying my best to reconcile Xavier with his mother, I was actually enjoying the woman's company. One moment I was laughing with her, sipping tea, feeling Xavier’s warmth lingering from the morning kiss he’d pressed to my forehead before heading out for his Alpha duties, and the next, the cup fell from my hand, shattered, and a sharp, twisting agony tore through me like claws dragging through my womb.“Ava…” I gasped, grabbing the edge of the table. “Ava, something’s w
Xavier’s POV I never believed redemption was a real thing. At least not for men like me. I didn't believe it was for men shaped out of abandonment, violence, and rage, nor for a creature who clawed his crown out of the ashes of those who wronged him.But when Lyra had stood there in my mother's cabin all these weeks ago, bloody, shaking, terrified, and still whispered the words “Let me stand by you. Let me love you.” it had bromen me beyond compare. A single sentence, and the world I knew cracked down the middle. Since the night she confessed, something had shifted in me, slowly and painfully, like thaw breaking in the heart of winter. I didn’t trust it at first, didn’t trust myself. But Lyra she believed.Every time she touched her belly, every time she looked at me without fear, every time she said my name like it wasn’t something cursed, and as crazy as it sounded, I felt myself changing.And so, for the first time in my life, I forced myself to face the one thing I had alwa
Xander's POV I wasn’t supposed to hear her voice, not like this, not in that tone, and definitely not saying those words. But fate was cruel, and apparently so was the universe, because I reached the clearing at the exact moment her voice cracked through the open doorway of the small wooden house.I didn't want to believe it, but with how Much those words had echoed in my ears the moment I heard them, I liked to think it was hard to ever forget them. For the next couple of seconds, everything around me seemed to come to a halt. My breathing stopped and with each passing second, I could swear I felt my body shutting down. Did I really come all the way here for this? Did I really really murder that guard after he'd told me gave Intel to Xavier as well? Just to see this? A million and one thoughts ran through my head all at once, but apparently, it was nothing for my body. My boots froze mid-step as I listened even closer. “…whatever you choose, I’ll stand by you.”Her voice trem
Xavier’s POV The forest went silent the moment I stepped into the clearing, and I wasn't sure how i felt about that. On one hand, it was almost poetic. The forest bowing because they recognized my power and what not, and on the other hand, I couldn't help but feel like the quietness around me signaled something else. Danger, maybe., but not to me.I shook the thought away before it could fester into something else. I'd literally walked through the eye of the needle, just to get here and the last thing I wanted would be for me to realize I was too late. This village, settlement or whatever would burn. That's for sure. A small sigh slid past my lips as I pushed the thoughts out of my head again. This time, and like a child clinging to its mother, I felt the air around me become quiet immediately. Well, not quiet, but almost silent.Like the trees themselves had stopped breathing, like the world folded in on itself, bracing for something it already knew was coming.My boots sank in
Xander's POV I had spent months believing the worst was behind me, but alas It wasn’t. Hell, this was only the beginning, and if there was one emotion that seemed to be dominant in the rest of my body, then it had to be anger. Anger amongst many other things. Growing up, I'd been a lucky child, as people liked to term me. While a couple of people felt I truly deserved only the best things in the world, not everyone agreed with that thought process. Did that bother me though? Not one bit. In fact, I didn't care about a lot of things unless it was affecting me negatively. I used to think I didn't have a single bad luck bone in my body, but in the last couple of months, things had switched up so bad I didn't even see it coming at all. Right now, if someone were to whisper in my ears that I was cursed, best believe I would do anything to make sure I shook that black shadow away from me. I'd gone through many things, but what hurt the most, was the fact that the throne I was raised t
Lyra's POV I didn’t sleep the night Ava told me the truth, and if I was being honest, I wasn't sure anybody was going to blame me. How could I? How was I supposed to?Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Xavier as a child, small, thin, wrapped in a blanket and left beside a riverbank with nothing but the hope that someone better would find him.“I thought I was saving him…” Ava’s voice replayed in my head like a wound I couldn’t stitch shut. “I thought someone stronger would care for him.”I must have repeated those words a hundred times since that night, but they didn’t sit right. Nothing about that story sat right.Days passed, but the shock didn’t fade. It clung to me like a second skin. Every chore I did, every step I took, every glance at the forest line, and Xavier’s past hovered over me like a ghost.And now, everything made sense. The rage, his cruelty, his coldness, and his terrifying loyalty to his rogue clan. Yes, he didn't always agree with them, but deep down I knew h







