LOGINChapter 4
The night of the Alpha Summit Gala arrived like a guillotine blade.
My pregnancy had advanced into the late second trimester. My belly was prominently rounded and heavy, making every movement deliberate. The custom robe Lucien commissioned for me was elegant—deep emerald silk that draped gracefully over my swollen form, embroidered with subtle gold threading that caught the light. It accentuated rather than hid what I was: a male omega, visibly carrying his child. A living rarity. A freak on display.
I stood before the mirror, hands trembling as I adjusted the fabric. This was my chance. For the first time in months, we would leave the heavily guarded penthouse. The gala was in a grand neutral venue—a towering historic ballroom filled with hundreds of powerful alphas and their omegas. Security would be tight, but not his security. In the chaos of the crowd, I could slip away. Disappear into the city. Find someone—anyone—who might help a pregnant omega escape the abyss.
Lucien stepped behind me, magnificent in a tailored black tuxedo that emphasized his broad shoulders and lethal grace. His hands settled possessively on my belly, feeling the strong kicks of our son. “Perfect,” he murmured, lips brushing my neck. “They’ll all see what I’ve claimed.”
I forced a small smile, heart hammering with equal parts dread and desperate hope. “Lucien… please. If it goes badly—”
“It won’t.” He turned me, kissing me deeply, tongue claiming my mouth as one hand slipped lower to cup me through the silk. Even now, heavily pregnant, my body responded to him with shameful slickness. “You are mine to show off. Mine to protect.”
The ride to the venue was silent. My escape plan was simple and fragile: wait for a distraction, lose myself in the crowd, use the service exits. I had hidden a small amount of cash and a burner phone in the inner lining of the robe weeks ago. For our child’s sake, I had to try.
The ballroom was opulent—crystal chandeliers, marble floors, tables heavy with champagne and hors d’oeuvres. Powerful alphas in designer suits mingled with graceful omegas draped in jewels. Conversations hushed as we entered. Eyes widened. Whispers spread like wildfire.
“Is that… a male omega?”
“Pregnant? Voss bred a freak?”
Lucien’s arm stayed locked around my waist, his presence a wall of pure dominance. He guided me through the room, introducing me with pride bordering on arrogance. “My omega, Finn. Carrying my heir. The first of many.”
Some nodded with forced respect. Others stared with open curiosity or thinly veiled disgust. My cheeks burned. The weight of their gazes made my skin crawl.
Then Marcus Kane appeared.
Tall and lean with sharp features and cold gray eyes, Marcus moved like a predator scenting blood. A beautiful but cruel-looking female omega clung to his arm. He smiled as he approached, voice carrying across the nearby crowd.
“Well, well. Lucien Voss finally shows his hand. Or should I say… his freak?” Laughter rippled through nearby groups. Marcus’s gaze raked over my swollen belly with mocking delight. “A male who can conceive? How delightful. Tell me, Voss—did you have to drug the poor thing, or does the abomination spread its legs willingly for anyone with a fat wallet?”
The whispers turned to outright chuckles. Someone nearby muttered, “Voss has gone soft. Breeding a sideshow attraction.”
My stomach twisted. This was exactly what I’d feared. The mockery would taint Lucien. I could already see the calculating looks from other alphas—opportunities to challenge his power. My escape window was opening amid the growing tension.
Lucien’s grip tightened painfully on my waist, but his voice remained ice-cold. “Careful, Kane. Insult what’s mine again and I’ll paint these floors with your entrails.”
Marcus laughed louder, drawing more attention. “Mine? Look at him—round and blushing like a common whore. How long before the novelty wears off and you discard the freak? Or perhaps you enjoy parading your unnatural pet. Does he whelp like a bitch in heat?”
The laughter swelled. Omegas tittered behind fans. Alphas smirked. My vision blurred with humiliated tears. Freak. Whore. Abomination. The words I had whispered to myself for years, now public. I felt our son kick hard, as if protesting the venom in the air.
This was my moment.
As Lucien stepped forward, radiating lethal fury, I eased backward into the thickening crowd. Shoulders bumped me. Conversations masked my movement. I turned toward a side hallway marked “Staff Only,” heart pounding so hard I feared it would trigger early labor. Freedom was close—twenty steps, maybe less. I could flag down a cab, disappear into the undercity where even Lucien’s reach might falter long enough for me to hide.
A sharp, feminine scream of rage cut through the noise.
Marcus’s omega forged forward like a viper, a small jeweled knife flashing in her hand. Her eyes were wild with loyalty and cruelty as she lunged straight for me—for my belly. “You freak! You don’t deserve to carry anything!”
Time slowed. I stumbled back, arms instinctively wrapping around my swollen abdomen to shield our child. The blade arced downward—
Bang.
Lucien’s gunshot was deafening. The bullet struck her square in the head mid-step. Her skull exploded in a spray of blood and bone. The knife clattered harmlessly to the marble floor as her body crumpled.
Warm blood splattered across my face, my chest, and my pregnant belly—hot, sticky, horrifying. I gasped, frozen in shock as crimson droplets ran down the emerald silk. The baby kicked violently inside me, reacting to the terror and the metallic stench now coating us both.
Chaos erupted.
Marcus roared in fury and grief, lunging at Lucien with murderous intent. Their bodies collided with brutal force—fists, elbows, the wet sound of violence. Other alphas shouted, some backing away, others forming a loose circle as if this were entertainment.
Security rushed in, but Lucien’s men were faster, forming a protective ring while their boss unleashed hell. I stood there trembling, blood dripping from my chin, the weight of my belly and the horror pinning me in place.
“Finn!” Lucien’s roar cut through everything. Pure rage. Pure possession.
I didn’t run. Couldn’t. My legs shook too badly. The failed escape attempt died in the spray of blood.
Lucien dispatched Marcus with terrifying efficiency—a slash across the throat followed by a point-blank shot to the chest. The rival alpha fell beside his omega in a growing pool of red. The entire gala had descended into pandemonium—screams, running feet, overturned tables.
Two of Lucien’s guards appeared at my sides. They didn’t hurt me, but their grips were iron as they escorted me back to him.
Lucien met us halfway, yanking me against his bloodied chest. His hand immediately cradled my belly, feeling for movement despite the gore now staining both of us. The baby kicked strongly against his palm. Relief flashed across his face, quickly swallowed by fury.
“You tried to run.” His voice was deadly quiet, trembling with something darker than anger. “In front of everyone. After I warned you.”
“Lucien, please—” Tears streamed down my face, mixing with the blood. “They were laughing. Humiliating you because of me. That woman—she tried to… our baby—”
His fingers dug into my hips, pulling me impossibly closer despite my pregnant belly between us. “No one touches you. No one touches what’s mine.” His kiss was brutal, tasting of violence and desperate claim. Even here, surrounded by the aftermath of murder, his body pressed against mine with unmistakable hunger, as if the bloodshed had only heightened his need to reclaim me.
The ride back to the penthouse was silent and tense. Lucien’s hand never left my belly, but his grip on my wrist was bruising. When we arrived, he carried me straight to the bedroom, ignoring my protests and the blood still drying on our skin.
“You will learn,” he said darkly as he laid me on the bed, already stripping the torn, bloodied robe from my body. “There is no escape from me, little omega. Not tonight. Not ever.”
His mouth claimed every inch of my swollen, trembling form—kissing the stretch marks, sucking marks into my neck, fingers teasing my slick entrance while I sobbed with fear, exhaustion, and unwanted pleasure. When he finally knotted me, deep and relentless, the intensity stole my breath. The scent of blood still lingered faintly in the air.
As we lay locked together afterward, his arms like steel bands around me and our child, one terrifying realization settled over me:
My escape had failed spectacularly.
And the abyss had never been angrier—or more possessive.
Chapter 22Lucien’s words followed me for the rest of the day.'Know your place.'I moved through the penthouse with them sitting under my skin like a bruise I could not stop pressing. In the kitchen I measured flour and sugar with more strength than necessary. In the nursery I held Elias longer than usual, breathing in the clean scent of his hair while Becky quietly folded tiny clothes at the changing table. She glanced at me once or twice, eyes still grateful, but she did not speak. I was grateful for the silence.I had begun to believe the ground beneath us was shifting. The kitchen that was mine. The dream he had pulled back into the light. The way he had stood on a bomb so I could walk free. The night he shut the door on Luke for good. Somewhere in those moments I had started to think he saw me as more than the rare omega who had given him an heir. More than something claimed and kept.'Know your place' dragged me back to the beginning—to the basement, the gala, the trunk, the pr
Chapter 21It started with small things. A plate slipping from her hands while she cleared the breakfast dishes, shattering against the tile in a sharp explosion. Two days later a cup followed, then a glass. Each time she apologized in that same low, hurried voice, head bowed, already kneeling to gather the pieces before I could say anything. I watched her carefully after that. Around Elias she was gentle enough—her hands steady when she held him, her voice soft when she murmured to keep calm Him—but the breaking continued in the kitchen and the hallways, little accidents that left me tense.After everything with Clara and Luke, after the way Lucien had shut down every disruption with speed, I told myself I could handle this one myself. I was learning to stand a little straighter in this house. I was baking, caring for Elias, existing as more than the rare omega who had given him an heir. Reporting every cracked plate felt like running back to the safety of his shadow when I had only
Chapter 20I was in the middle of folding whipped cream into a light chocolate mousse when the elevator opened.My hands kept moving out of habit—spatula turning in slow, careful strokes—but my attention had already shifted. Lucien rarely brought anyone new into the penthouse without warning. After Clara, after Luke, after everything that had followed Elias’s birth, unexpected arrivals still put me on edge.He stepped into the kitchen with a woman behind him.She was younger than Clara had been, maybe in her mid-twenties, with neat brown hair pulled back in a low ponytail and a simple dark uniform that looked freshly pressed. Her head stayed lowered. Her hands were clasped in front of her. Everything about her posture said she was trying to take up as little space as possible.I set the spatula down and gave Lucien a surprised look.He met my eyes without hesitation, then gestured slightly toward the woman.“This is Becky,” he said. “She will assist you with Elias.”Becky dipped her h
Chapter 19I was in the nursery settling Elias when the elevator chimed. Like the sound of a lingering ghost —unhurried. By the time I stepped into the living room, Luke was already standing near the windows, his hair flatten, reaching his collar, coat folded over one arm as if this were any other visit.Lucien sat in the armchair with a glass of whiskey, expression unreadable.“I’m leaving town,” Luke said staring at Lucien lustly. “For good this time.”Lucien took a slow sip, then set the glass down. “You could have said that over a phone call.”The words were flat, almost bored, harder than any raised voice could have.Luke’s face tightened. For a moment the polished charm cracked completely. Bitter laughter escaped him, sharp and short.“You really have moved on,” he said, staring at Lucien as if seeing him clearly for the first time. “I kept telling myself this—” his eyes flicked toward me for half a second, “—was temporary. That the freak was just an excuse. Something you used
Chapter 18After that first batch of strawberry cream-filled cupcakes, Lucien simply left the space untouched for me. No staff rearranged the tools. No one questioned the hours I spent there. Ingredients appeared as soon as they ran low. I baked in the early mornings while Elias still slept, and again in the long afternoons when the penthouse felt too large and the thoughts too loud. The rhythm of measuring, folding, and waiting for something to rise gave my hands a purpose that had nothing to do with survival or obedience.Lucien kept his word. He was my first customer every time, and He gave me a hundred dollar every time He would appear without announcement, lean against the counter or take the same chair, and wait. Sometimes he said nothing. Sometimes he asked what I was making in that low, expectant voice that still sent a ripple through me. He ate whatever I placed in front of him—tart lemon bars, dark chocolate entremets, delicate choux filled with coffee cream—and the approva
Chapter 17One night, after Elias had finally settled and the penthouse had fallen into its usual late quiet, Lucien asked me the one question nobody had ever cared to ask.We were in the living room. He sat at one end of the long sofa with a glass of whiskey resting on his knee. I sat at the other, legs drawn up, still wearing the soft shirt I had put on after Elias’s last feeding. The city lights beyond the glass washed the room in muted silver. For a while neither of us spoke. It was the kind of silence that had become familiar—heavy, but no longer unbearable.Then Lucien turned his head and looked at me properly.“What is your dream?”The question was simple. It should not have landed as hard as it did. People had asked me for my body, my obedience, my silence. No one had ever asked for the thing I had buried the deepest.I stared at him for a moment, uncertain I had heard correctly. “My dream?”“Yes.” His voice was calm, almost casual, but his eyes stayed steady on mine. “The thi







