ABYSS OF HIS SEED

Chapter 1

I always knew I was a freak.

Not because I desired men—that was common enough in the gutters where survival meant selling pieces of yourself. The real curse ran deeper, woven into my very bones: I was a male omega who could conceive. A living anomaly in a world that treated creatures like me as exotic freaks or expensive breeding stock. Doctors who studied such rarities called us “miracles.” Everyone else called us abominations. Valuable until we broke. And I had been breaking for years.

My name was Finn Vale. Twenty-two years old. Silver-white hair, too-pretty green eyes, and a body that could carry life despite the cock between my legs. Linda had discovered my secret early and turned it into profit. Obedience bought bread and a thin mattress. Defiance meant dying in a dark corner with the rats.

Tonight, the brothel’s upper rooms smelled of cheap incense, stale sweat, and desperation. Linda’s sharp nails dug into my shoulder as she steered me down the dim hallway toward the most expensive private suite.

“Smile, freak,” she hissed, breath hot and sour against my ear. “This client pays triple the usual rate. He doesn’t like broken toys. Be perfect, or I’ll carve that pretty face myself and sell what’s left of you by the piece.”

I nodded mutely. Words were dangerous. Three years under her roof had taught me silence was the closest thing to armor I possessed. The sheer black silk robe she’d forced me into clung to my frame, outlining the subtle changes I’d been hiding for weeks—the slight swell low on my belly, the tenderness in my chest. I prayed the dim lighting and my practiced poses would conceal it.

Linda shoved me through the door and locked it behind me with a final, ominous click.

He was waiting.

The man radiated power like heat from a furnace. Tall—well over six-four—broad-shouldered, and dressed in a black tailored suit that cost more than Linda’s entire operation. When he turned from the window, neon light from the city outside carved sharp shadows across his face: a strong jaw, straight nose, and eyes so dark they seemed bottomless. A thin scar bisected his left eyebrow, giving him a permanently dangerous edge. Tattoos peeked from beneath his collar.

“Name?” His voice was low, commanding, laced with the kind of authority that expected immediate obedience.

“Whatever pleases you, sir.” The scripted response came automatically.

A faint, predatory smile curved his lips. “Honest. I like that.” He circled me slowly, eyes devouring every detail. I felt exposed, stripped bare even before the robe came off. His gaze lingered on the faint bruises marring my pale skin, the silvery hints of stretch marks beginning to appear, and the way the silk draped over the small, secret curve of my abdomen.

“Strip.”

My fingers trembled only slightly as I untied the robe. It whispered to the floor, leaving me completely naked. Cool air raised goosebumps across my flesh. I was already responding—my cock half-hard, my hole slick from the unwanted heat that always simmered beneath the suppressants Linda shoved down my throat. My body betrayed me even when my mind recoiled.

“Beautiful,” he murmured. Not flattery. Fact. “On the bed. Hands above your head. Don’t move them.”

I obeyed, lying back on surprisingly clean sheets. He shed his jacket and shirt with deliberate calm, revealing a sculpted torso marked by violence—ridged abs, old knife scars, newer bullet wounds, and a large tattoo of a serpent devouring its own tail curling over one powerful shoulder. When he unbuckled his belt, my breath caught.

He took his time.

His mouth claimed me first—hot, demanding, leaving marks everywhere. Teeth scraped my throat, sucking dark bruises over older ones. I gasped sharply when he bit down on a sensitive nipple, my back arching. His large hand slid down my torso, pausing deliberately over the gentle swell of my belly. For a heartbeat, I froze in terror, but he said nothing. Instead, thick fingers found my entrance, pushing inside with practiced ease.

“Already so wet for me,” he growled against my collarbone, voice thick with satisfaction. “Perfect little freak.”

Two fingers stretched me, then three, curling relentlessly against that spot inside until I was whimpering, hips rocking despite my shame. When he finally freed his cock—thick, heavy, veined, and already leaking—he didn’t ask permission. He simply hooked my legs over his shoulders and thrust in deep.

The burn was exquisite. I cried out, nails digging into the sheets above my head as ordered. He bottomed out in one powerful stroke, his growing knot stretching me wider. The rhythm started controlled but quickly turned savage. Each thrust slammed me into the mattress, the wet sounds of our joining mixing with my broken moans and his low, animalistic grunts.

“Mine,” he snarled against my neck as his knot swelled fully, locking us together. He ground deep, flooding me with pulse after heavy pulse of scorching seed. The sensation pushed me over the edge. I came hard, spilling between our bodies with a sob of overwhelmed pleasure and shame.

For long minutes afterward, his weight pinned me down, knot still throbbing inside me. One possessive hand rested over my belly again, as if he could sense the secret already taking root. His face was buried in my neck, inhaling my scent like a man claiming his territory.

When the knot finally subsided, he pulled out slowly, watching his release leak from my swollen hole with dark hunger. He dressed in silence, then dropped a thick envelope stuffed with cash on the nightstand—far more than Linda’s cut.

“Try not to break too easily, little omega,” he said, voice rough with lingering lust. Then he was gone.

I lay there, trembling and leaking, one hand instinctively drifting to the small curve of my abdomen. A freak who could conceive. A rarity that should have been impossible, yet here I was—carrying the child of a man whose name I didn’t even know. For the first time in years, a fragile spark of hope flickered to life in my chest. Maybe this baby would change everything. Maybe I could find a way to escape this life and protect it.

I was wrong.

Two weeks later, the nausea started.

At first, I blamed the rotten food Linda served when clients were scarce. But the fatigue, the tenderness in my chest, the way my belly was rounding faster than any normal weight gain… I knew. It was obscure to be pregnant as a male omega but it turned out I was, amongst the few, hidden for their own life and their child . One knotting from an alpha as potent as him, and nature had done the rest.

Two weeks passed in a haze of nausea and exhaustion. I hid the pregnancy as best I could—loose clothes, skipped meals, binding my growing belly when clients demanded my services. At night, alone on my thin mattress, I whispered promises to the life inside me.

“You’ll be safe. I swear it. I won’t let this world break you like it broke me.”

Linda discovered the truth anyway. She always did.

The basement was a concrete tomb reeking of mold and dried blood. My wrists burned against coarse ropes tying me to a rickety wooden chair. My left eye throbbed shut from her opening slap. The single bulb overhead swung like a hanged man.

“You disgusting freak,” Linda snarled, brandishing a blood-stained club. “A male omega who can actually conceive? I kept you on the strongest suppressants, and you still let one rich bastard pump you full? Thought you could hide it in my house?”

The club whistled through the air. Agony bloomed across my ribs. I curled inward as much as the bonds allowed, gasping. Another strike landed on my thigh, then my shoulder. She worked downward with cruel precision until the club pressed hard against my rounded belly.

A sharp, tearing cramp ripped through me. Warm fluid trickled down my leg. Panic surged. “No—please—not the baby—”

One of the newer girls whimpered from the shadows. “Linda, don’t go too far… It’s that gentleman’s child. The one in the black suit. He looked dangerous.”

Linda threw her head back and laughed, the sound ugly and wet. “Dangerous men forget whores the second they pull out. This freak is nothing. Say goodbye to your little bastard.”

I closed my eyes, tears streaming, accepting that someone like me—a freak who should never have been able to conceive—was destined to hold onto nothing.

The final blow never came.

The basement door exploded inward in a shower of splinters and blinding light. Men in black suits poured inside, weapons drawn. And then he stormed in—taller and more terrifying than I remembered.

Lucien.

His hand lashed out with lethal speed, snapping Linda’s neck with a sickening crack. Her body dropped like discarded meat. He still pressed the cold barrel of his gun to her temple, voice trembling with volcanic rage.

“How dare you touch what belongs to me?”

Our eyes locked across the bloodied space.

In that shattering moment, as pain and fear collided with desperate relief, I believed my salvation had finally arrived.

I had no idea he would become the very abyss I would spend the rest of my life desperately trying to escape.