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95. Surprise?

作者: Hazeel
last update 公開日: 2026-03-27 19:18:33

Three weeks back at college and I was failing at normal.

Not academically — my grades were fine, my attendance was fine, I showed up and took notes and contributed to seminar discussions like a person who was present and engaged. On paper I was doing great.

Inside my head I was in Seattle approximately eighty percent of the time.

"You're doing it again," Priya said.

I looked up from my laptop. My roommate was sitting cross-legged on her bed, painting her nails with the focused expression she re
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  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   101. Can't Lose You, Baby

    ---He came inside and I closed the door and we stood in my small dark room with the rain against the window and looked at each other."You drove three hours," I said."I know.""In the rain.""Lily.""I'm just noting it.""Can I talk?" he said. "I have things I need to say and I practiced them in the car and I'd like to say them before I lose the nerve."I sat on the edge of my bed and looked up at him and waited.He ran a hand through his wet hair. Sat down beside me. Looked at his hands for a moment and then looked at me."The guilt about Tyler is real," he said. "I want to be honest about that because I think you deserve my honesty more than my comfort. It's real and it's heavy and it's not going away until I've actually talked to him, which I'm not ready to do yet, which means I'm going to be carrying it for a while." He paused. "But here's what I know. I know that guilt is not the same as regret. I feel guilty because I love Tyler and I've kept something from him. I don't regret

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   100. Pleasant Surprise

    I noticed it on a Tuesday.The texts got shorter. Not dramatically — not in a way I could point to and say there, that's where it changed. Just incrementally. Responses that had been paragraphs became sentences. The calls that had been happening every few nights stopped being initiated by him. When I called, he picked up, and he was warm and present and said the right things, but underneath it was something careful. Something managed.I knew that quality of careful. I'd felt it from other people before. It was the specific texture of someone deciding how much of themselves to give.I told myself I was imagining it.I told myself this on Wednesday and Thursday and by Friday I had constructed an elaborate internal argument for why everything was completely fine that was so detailed and thorough it could only mean one thing.It was not fine.---The spiral happened the way spirals do — privately, persistently, in the margins of everything else. I sat in lectures and took notes and the pe

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   99. Extra Careful

    The television in the other room.Tyler's laugh at something on screen.We broke apart but didn't move, his forehead against mine, both of us breathing in the stove light.This was the thing about forbidden that I hadn't understood before him — it didn't disappear just because the feelings underneath it became real. It deepened. Because now there was something to lose.His hands moved from my face to my waist, not pulling closer, just holding. Grounding. I pressed my palm flat against his chest and felt his heart and it was doing what mine was doing."I hate this," I whispered. Barely sound at all."I know," he mouthed against my hair.Tyler laughed again at something on screen, loud enough that we both went still. Then the television continued and neither of us had moved and the kitchen went on being small and dark and full of everything we weren't allowed to say.He kissed my forehead. Stepped back. Put the distance between us that the house required.I filled my glass of water. Tol

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   98. His Mouth On Me

    LilyComing home felt different now.Not the house itself — that was exactly the same. The smell of it hit me the moment I walked through the door, that specific combination of my mom's candles and old wood and something that had no name but was just *home*, and for a second I stood in the hallway with my bag and felt nineteen again. Uncomplicated. Before everything.Then Tyler appeared from the kitchen and hugged me and said *you look good, what's going on with you* and I understood that the uncomplicated feeling wasn't going to last very long."Nothing's going on," I said, extracting myself from the hug. "I'm just not exhausted for once. End of semester stress is over."He looked at me with the particular attention of someone who had known me my entire life. Tyler was twenty-four and occasionally annoying and one of my favorite people in the world, which made the lying significantly worse than it might otherwise have been."You seem different," he said."Good different or bad differ

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   97. I Miss You

    It started the way the best things do — without a plan.We were just kissing, just close, just breathing the same air. His jacket came off at some point, and my cardigan, and we were tangled together on my narrow bed with the streetlight starting to come through the curtains as the afternoon faded.Then he shifted and pulled me against him and I felt it — that specific warmth, the pressure of him through denim — and everything slowed down.He didn't move to take anything else off. Neither did I. We just — stayed. His hands on my hips, mine at his chest, his forehead resting against mine in the dim room."Okay?" he murmured."Very okay."He moved slowly, deliberately, and I understood immediately that this was intentional. That he had all the time in the world and intended to use every minute of it. The friction was slight and devastating — layers of fabric between us making everything both muted and intensified, every small movement amplified by the anticipation of it.I made a sound

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   96. Sweet Kisses

    I didn't say anything for a moment.Neither did he."Hi," he said finally.I grabbed the front of his jacket and pulled him inside.He stumbled slightly through the doorway, laughing, and I got my arms around him and pressed my face into his neck and just — stopped. Just held on.He held back immediately, arms coming around me, one hand in my hair, his bag dropping to the floor. He was solid and warm and smelled exactly like I remembered — that clean woodsy smell underneath his jacket, cold air still clinging to him from outside — and I felt something in my chest that had been held at tension for three weeks finally, quietly release."Hey," he said softly, against my hair. "Hey. I've got you.""You're here," I said, which was not the most articulate thing I'd ever said."I'm here.""You didn't tell me.""I wanted to surprise you."I pulled back and looked at his face — the dark eyes, the slight smile, the satisfaction of someone who had calculated a risk and watched it pay off. "You'r

  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   21. Ready To Take My Cock

    I crossed the room to him and he cupped my face in both hands, tilting my head up to look at him."I'm going to kiss you now," he said, his voice low. "And then we're going to take this slow. Really slow. No rushing. This is about you, Lily. About making sure you feel good. Okay?"I nodded, not tru

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  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   20. Come To Me

    The silence that followed was deafening. Cade just stared at me, his expression cycling through shock, disbelief, and something darker that made heat pool low in my stomach."You're joking," he said finally."Do I look like I'm joking?""Lily, you're—" He stopped, ran a hand through his hair, clear

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  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   19. Please, Take My Virginity

    Lily's POVI'm nineteen years old and still a virgin, and I'm so fucking tired of it.Not because I feel like I'm missing out on some magical experience, or because I'm embarrassed, or because of social pressure. I'm tired of it because every guy I've been with at college has been a complete disapp

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  • ALL YOURS, DADDY   17. Cum On Your Daddy's Cock

    "Tell me what you want to do to me," I whispered, my hand working him from base to tip. "Tell me your fantasies. The things you've thought about late at night when Mom's asleep beside you."His eyes snapped open, blazing with desire. "You really want to know?""Every filthy detail."He grabbed my h

    last update最終更新日 : 2026-03-19
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