Colten’s POV
The fire had long since died out in the hearth, but I was still pacing like the damn thing was burning behind my eyes.
I’d scrubbed off the blood from yesterday’s hunt. Changed clothes. I tried to distract myself with reports from the outer territories. Nothing worked. My thoughts kept circling back to the same goddamned place. Or rather, the same scent.
Kieran.
That omega’s scent had wormed its way under my skin and refused to leave.
It wasn’t perfume or any cosmetic trick. It was her, clean rain on pine bark. Faint. Subtle. But maddeningly persistent. Like her. No matter how I tried to shove her to the edges of my mind, she lingered.
And the worst part?
It didn’t smell like an omega.
It smelled like mine.
I stopped pacing and stared out the window, the distant trees blurring into shades of gray and green. The entire world felt wrong since the Ceremony. Off-kilter. The Moon Goddess had made a joke of my position, of my bloodline, pairing me with a powerless, trembling slip of a girl whose only notable trait was her absolute unfitness to be Luna.
I’d rejected her.
Publicly.
Unmistakably.
So why the hell did I still feel her everywhere?
I dragged a hand through my hair, frustration knotting up the back of my neck. I needed answers. Or at the very least, a target for the boiling fury that had been building in my gut all morning.
I was about to head out to the training grounds, maybe spar until I forgot the color of her eyes, when a knock rapped twice on my door.
“Come in,” I barked.
Gareth, one of my younger guards, stepped inside and bowed low. “Alpha, pardon the interruption, but Beta William is down in the southern wing. He’s requested additional staff for the fifth courtyard.”
I narrowed my eyes. “The fifth?”
“Yes, Alpha. He mentioned preparations for tonight’s Summit gathering. Something about accommodating a—uh—presentation.”
My jaw tightened.
The fifth courtyard was reserved for visiting dignitaries or high-ranking introductions. Not lowly servants. And certainly not suspended betas playing god while I wasn’t looking.
“What preparations?” I asked, though I already had a sick feeling clawing at my ribs.
“I’m not sure, sir,” Gareth said carefully. “But... Lady Maria was seen entering the western side with her attendants. They brought grooming kits. And... silks.”
Silks?
My blood ran cold.
“You are dismissed,” I said through clenched teeth.
He bowed and left. I stood perfectly still, heart hammering.
William.
That bastard had defied me.
I turned on my heel and stormed toward the door, fury simmering hot and sharp in my chest. Every step I took echoed like thunder in my ears.
I’d suspended him. Ordered him to stand down until further notice after the Ceremony. And now he was grooming the omega as if she meant something? Dressing her in silks like she belonged beside me?
The nerve. The insubordination.
He was grooming her for the Summit. Without my say. Without even telling me.
And worst of all—
Some twisted, quiet part of me wanted to see her.
I ground my teeth. No. This wasn’t about her. This was about control, loyalty and order.
I wouldn’t tolerate disobedience. Not from William. Not from anyone.
************The fifth courtyard glistened in the late-afternoon sun, fountains bubbling gently beside blooming rows of moon lilies. Soft harp music floated in from somewhere distant. The entire place looked ceremonial. Regal.
My boots clicked loudly against the stone as I approached, shoulders squared, breathing hard through my nose.
If William had dared go this far, I’d—
Then the doors opened.
And everything else... fell away.
She stepped into the light.
I froze.
No. That wasn’t the same girl. It couldn’t be.
Kieran, if that was still her, stood stiffly between two stylists, the ends of her pale blue gown brushing the tiles like water. Her hair, which last I saw was pulled back in some frayed braid, fell in soft waves down her back, glowing black under the sun. The transformation wasn’t dramatic; it was deliberate. Strategic. She looked like herself, but... more.
Every inch of her screamed unwilling grace.
She wasn’t trying to impress. She was surviving.
And gods help me, it made her even more breathtaking.
Her eyes scanned the space as if looking for escape. She didn’t notice me at first.
But I noticed everything.
The way her hands fidgeted with the seams of her gown. The way she swayed slightly on her heels, unused to the height. The way she held herself as if waiting for someone to tear her down again.
And still—she stood.
A flush crept up her neck as her gaze finally met mine.
And she didn’t flinch.
Not like before.
There was something steely in her now. Something tired, but unwilling to bend. It twisted in my gut in a way I wasn’t ready for.
I’d come to punish my beta. To stop whatever farce this was before it reached the Council’s ears.
But I hadn’t expected this.
Not the way her scent hit me harder now, fresh lavender and smoke, calm and ruin all at once.
Not the way the world stopped spinning for a single second when she looked at me like that.
Not like prey.
Not like a servant.
But like someone who knew I’d broken something.
And had nothing left to lose.
I didn’t speak. I couldn’t.
William emerged from the side arch, arms folded, watching me closely.
“She’s ready for tonight,” he said, like this was some formal transaction.
I didn’t respond.
My eyes were still on her. On the soft tremble of her breath. On the impossible contradiction of strength and fragility standing right in front of me in silk and moonlight.
She looked...
Like the mate I didn’t want. And the Luna I was terrified she could become.I stepped forward, ignoring William entirely. I didn’t stop until I was inches away from her.
Close enough to see the faint scratch below her ear. A remnant from the scuffle in the Ceremony.
Close enough to hear the panic in her pulse.
But she didn’t back down.
And I didn’t look away.
My voice came out low, rough. “Who gave you permission to dress like this?”
She blinked. Then whispered, “I didn’t ask for permission.”
That response should’ve infuriated me.
But all it did was make something deep inside me ache.
Because she wasn’t wrong.
None of this was her doing.
I turned sharply to William. “We’ll talk later.”
Then I turned back to her. My tone dropped lower. “Come. Walk with me.”
She hesitated. Then nodded.
And as we stepped out together, the silence between us wasn’t tense, it was loaded. With too many things we hadn’t said. Too many things I wasn’t ready to face.
But I couldn’t look away from her.
Couldn’t ignore what I was feeling. What I was smelling. What I was fighting.
This was no longer just about defiance.
It was about her.
And the terrifying realization that I might be too far gone.
—To be continued.
Third Person POVThe palace didn’t feel like the cold, echoey place it used to be. Not anymore.Now it breathed, it laughed. The floors that once carried only the heavy steps of guards now rattled under the stampede of little feet. The walls, which had heard more orders and arguments than anything else, now soaked up squeals, giggles, and the occasional crash when something breakable met its doom. No one really minded much, because every bit of chaos came wrapped in joy.Kieran had lost count of the times she’d been in the middle of something serious, going over supply lists with the steward, hearing a patrol report, only to stop when she heard that piercing giggle from somewhere in the halls, followed by Colten’s deep, booming laugh. Every single time, without fail, her lips curved up. She didn’t even fight it anymore.The Blue Ridge pack had gotten used to it too.It wasn’t strange now for a warrior mid-report to pause as a little girl with crooked braids ran through the council cha
Kieran’s Point Of View It felt surreal, standing right in the center of the white fur square, where me and Colten’s story began, every pair of eyes in the Blue Ridge pack fixed on me, and for the first time in my life, I didn’t feel small.The old me would’ve been a mess of nerves. I’d be fidgeting with my sleeves, keeping my head down so no one could see the shake in my hands, just praying I could blend into the background and get it over with. I remember that girl so clearly, the quiet omega who barely spoke above a whisper, who thought making herself invisible was the safest way to exist.But that girl wasn’t here anymore.Now, I stood with my shoulders back and my chin lifted just as Laura Maria taught me again two days to the wedding. I felt the weight of the moment without letting it crush me. The gown draped soft and heavy over my legs, the fabric whispering against my skin with every breath. Somewhere behind me, I could hear my children’s laughter, bright, unfiltered joy that
Kieran’s Point Of View I’d always thought fear had a taste, bitter, metallic, like the tang of blood in your mouth. Turns out, it has a weight too. It sits on your chest, crushing, squeezing until your breaths feel like they might just snap your ribs from the inside.Eight pairs of eyes watched me, wide and unblinking. My babies. My octuplets. Huddled together on the cold concrete floor, their hands clinging to mine like they could anchor themselves to safety through me. I wanted to tell them it was okay. I wanted to promise them we’d get out. But the truth? My mouth was too dry to speak, and I didn’t trust my voice not to crack.Selina paced in front of us, her heels clicking against the floor in a rhythm that felt like it was counting down to something terrible. Her face, gods, that smug face, was the picture of satisfaction. She’d won something, at least in her head.“You know,” she said finally, stopping just close enough for me to smell the expensive perfume clinging to her skin
Colten’s Point Of View I used to think happiness was a prize you got for surviving hell.Like one day you’d wake up and boom you’d cross some invisible finish line where the bad days stayed locked behind you. That the universe owed you some neat, shining reward for all the times you’d been dragged through the dirt.Turns out, it’s nothing like that.Happiness doesn’t slam into you like a hurricane. It trickles in.It’s quieter. Slower. It’s Sunday morning pancakes with too much syrup because Gabriel “accidentally” tipped the bottle. It’s the sound of eight kids in the backyard, shrieking like wild animals while Kieran calls from the kitchen for them to keep it down, knowing full well they won’t.It’s her voice, half amused and half annoyed, telling me I was “fine, but don’t burn the eggs.”It’s… life.Not the kind I used to chase with teeth bared, but something softer. And I’d been living in it for months now.Every day, I felt it taking root, not just in me, but in her. She’d let me
Kieran’s Point Of View I’d told him co-parenting wasn’t a gift, it was a responsibility. I’d meant it, too.So when Colten agreed without argument, without trying to push for more, part of me had been… surprised. Suspicious, even.Because Colten used to push. Always. For control, for answers, for his way.But the thing about suspicion is, it’s hard to hold onto when the other person keeps showing up.Literally.Within two weeks, he’d found a place ten minutes away from my brownstone in Brooklyn Heights. Not some flashy penthouse or sprawling estate with glass walls and an elevator, Colten could afford that, sure, but a quiet townhome. A real home. The kind with scuffed wooden floors and a big enough kitchen for eight little people to sit around a table and drip syrup onto pancakes. He didn’t even tell me until the lease was signed.“I wanted to be close,” he’d said when I asked why. “Close enough to be there when they need me. Or when you need me.”I’d ignored that last part. Pretend
Kieran’s Point Of View The office was too quiet.Not the peaceful kind of quiet, either, the kind that makes your shoulders tense and your skin feel a size too small. I’d been reading through a contract, halfway through making a note in the margin, when the stillness hit me. In New York, silence isn’t neutral. It’s a warning.Then came the knock. Two sharp taps. No pause in between. Confident. Decisive.I didn’t need to guess. I’d felt him long before the sound reached my ears.“Come in,” I said, hoping my voice didn’t betray the sudden sprint of my pulse.Colten stepped inside, and… he looked different, like someone had put a thousand pounds on his back and told him to keep walking. There was a heaviness in his eyes that didn’t used to be there.He stayed by the door, and I stayed behind my desk. My safe space. My barricade.“Kieran,” he said finally.Damn it. My name in his voice, it was a tug I didn’t want, didn’t need.“What do you want, Colten?” I kept it clipped. Professional.