CHAPTER 15

Angelina POV

After the rape, I was determined to be a human rights activist. Or perhaps I could just be a judge, someone that would put all these rapists in their places.

That aside, I suffered mentally because of it. Going through daily activities has always been very difficult for me. I also developed a phobia of men in general.

My father made matters worse when he refused to show up. I felt so lonely and I realized what sex could do to people.

No, actually what a half-consented sex could do.

Should I then say the sex I had with Winston was half consented or just a rape?

Ok, Winston clearly asked me if I wanted to proceed. But would he have stopped if I told him to? We had a deal. So, somehow the sex was against my wish. I had to do it under circumstances.

But why does it not match my mental definition of what rape is? I had so much hatred for rapists and strongly felt they should die. But why do I feel like having sex with Winston? What is the urge I suddenly had? During sex? That