Angelina POVAfter the rape, I was determined to be a human rights activist. Or perhaps I could just be a judge, someone that would put all these rapists in their places. That aside, I suffered mentally because of it. Going through daily activities has always been very difficult for me. I also developed a phobia of men in general.My father made matters worse when he refused to show up. I felt so lonely and I realized what sex could do to people.No, actually what a half-consented sex could do.Should I then say the sex I had with Winston was half consented or just a rape?Ok, Winston clearly asked me if I wanted to proceed. But would he have stopped if I told him to? We had a deal. So, somehow the sex was against my wish. I had to do it under circumstances.But why does it not match my mental definition of what rape is? I had so much hatred for rapists and strongly felt they should die. But why do I feel like having sex with Winston? What is the urge I suddenly had? During sex? That
Angelina POV"You just spoke about wedding rings. How did you know about it if you've not been to my world?"She blinked once and stretched out her hands ignorantly. "I didn't say that. I said rings alright but I didn't say anything about weddings. We have rings here as well."I may not be good at some things but my listening skills are very sharp and accurate. I was certain Bentley said wedding rings. Though, I wondered why she was lying about it.Bently hurried to the dresser. "You should eat. Thankfully, you will be tidying up the Alpha's room after her. You will be able to speak with him," she rushed the words as if she was in the interrogation room. I'm sure she purposely wanted me to forget about the wedding rings but I couldn't forget about it.I will ask her again when I'm sure it's the right time.I hurried up with applying beauty products. The dress is pink and very loose. She must have selected it because of the jobs I will be doing afterward.The biscuits were delicious, I
Angelina POV"Alpha, please forgive me," the supervisor beseeched.I couldn't talk, I didn't even know what to say. And since Winston had shut me up once, I decided to keep mute."Get_," his voice went even deeper, the tone scared me and I shuddered. "_Out of my sight before I change my mind!" He yelled.The maids jumped up in fear and scampered out of the room.I watched Winston for a moment, the dark lines that marred his face and the hardened cheekbone. He seemed to be in deep thought, but somehow, it looked like he was calmly watching me.Suddenly, he turned around and it looked like he would walk away."Winston," I called quickly, and I felt a shudder the moment his name slipped out of my mouth.Images passed over my eyes quickly. Memories filled me and I found myself silently wishing he would touch me. Perhaps he would hold me like he did yesterday. Perhaps, he would make love to me again.Though, I had no idea why I couldn't stop thinking about it. "Don't!" He snapped as he t
Angelina POVShock kept me motionless and speechless for a moment as I watched him with curiosity."What did you do to me?" I asked instead when I realized he was watching me as well."The Alpha spit has healing substance," he said as a matter of factly and withdrew from me. He pulled back and instead sat on the bed beside me. I scoffed. "This is a dream that I'm going to wake up from. There's no magic in the world!" I protested.He made a side smile. "Sorry to burst your bubble darling, but you are going to live in this dream till you give me what I want."The word 'darling' elevated my spirit. I know that I'm not supposed to feel this way but I just couldn't stop it. I couldn't stop the hammering of my heart or the way I enjoyed him when he touched him.Or the way that I suddenly wished to go through the path with him. I desperately wanted him to touch me, to make love to me again.But never! That wouldn't happen! I won't stoop too low!His dark glare watched me for a moment. He lo
Winston POVI stared at her for a moment and swung the plank in my hand. "You will go to your room now or you won't be the one that will die. Like I've said, your disobedience will only hurt your father. If that's what you want, then you will get it," I warned through my teeth.What she was doing was what I hated. She was being stubborn. It was only a matter of time before she started walking around the place as she owns it. I had to tell her where she stood.She wasn't my Luna and would never be! And she would listen to me.Her head hung in the air and she went silent for a moment. She took several steps closer to me and when I thought she was going to say something that would place her father in deep trouble. She only said, "I will go. Please, treat my father."My heart shook as I watched the tears on her face. I felt a rush of air attack me suddenly and filled me with every emotion she was having.Hatred, for me and my pack. Sadness, for herself and her father."It's time to play
Angelina POVI woke up with a sudden sense of doom. No, I've been dreaming. I saw myself running through the forest. I was eventually able to escape this place and I was running as fast as I could. I was almost at home when I remembered that my father was still held prisoner here.Then, Winston showed up with my father's head. His head was hanging in his hand. My father was gazing straight at me as if reminding me of the fact that I killed him."I told you, Angel. I told you, didn't I? That your father will suffer the consequences of your actions. This is the punishment for escaping," Winston muttered and let out a heartfelt laugh.I felt the blade in my heart squeeze even tighter. I couldn't stop the tears, I couldn't even stop sobbing.The door opened suddenly, jerking me out of my reverie. "Luna_," Bentley called softly.I let out a sigh and turned to look at her. My face was damp with tears and it also felt ragged and dried up, because I had been crying before I fell asleep.Actu
Angelina POVNo fucking way! It wouldn't be Winston, right?"Yes, continue. I'm listening," the same deep voice urged. And again, I couldn't stop the mad beating of my heart. The voice was really the same! It's Winston. What is he doing here?"I'm coming inside," he said suddenly and the hair stood up on me."No! Don't!" I yelled quickly. I was naked, I wouldn't let him see me this way!Wait, why am I stopping him? Wasn't it what I was secretly hoping for? No! I must be insane if I still would let him fuck me after what he did to my father.Well, if I don't, my father might get hurt.But, he's not even proposing this. These are all fragments of my imagination. Am I running mad?Perhaps, it was true. The researcher concluded that shock could make someone lose their mind. Am I losing my mind?"Why? Are you alright? Can you get up?" His voice sounded soft. It actually felt like he cared about me."Yes," I responded quickly. "I'm fine. I will be fine. I only need to bathe and clean up, y
Angelina POVI grunted, and a sick feeling slowly developed in my stomach. I tried to rule out the fact that we might have sex again but I couldn't."The offer will end soon," he said, with a smile.I let out another sigh. "Fine! Can we get this done with?"He regarded me for another moment. "Now, that's not the way to ask for a favor. I won't do anything if you keep proving stubborn."I groaned, "fine! You win. Please, can you help me?!"He beamed. "Fine! You did great!" He walked to the tub and filled it with water. "I didn't know you enjoy doing things like this," I stated, with a teasing voice."I never did. You should be glad I'm not leaving you here to freeze. You should be glad I'm doing this for you," he muttered.I laughed at his words. I felt a bit at peace that he was having a nice conversation with me. It was the first time and probably the last."I would still be grateful, if you do. At least I might serve as a statue in your so-called kingdom," I smirked.He chuckled. "