Cyn.
I tried to quiet the pounding of my pulse. I looked at the couples on the dance floor, their bodies entwined as they moved in a rhythm that seemed far too…sexual to simply call it dancing.
Ace trained his bright white smile on me, but this smile was different than any other he had given me before. It was almost predatory. He extended his hand.
“Dance with me.”
Not a question, a command. And for some reason a thrill ran through me rather than the anger that I had expected, needed. Something about him was breaching my defenses, softening me to him. He was surprising me. He wasn’t just a shallow playboy, and I had been much more comfortable with him when si had been able to just write him off as such.
I accepted his offered hand, hoping he didn’t notice that my own was damp with perspiration, and allowed him to lead me onto the dance floor. Not smart. My practical inner voice was all but screaming at me not to do it, I had two left feet.
Necessary, i countered, ignoring the churning pleasure in my stomach when he took me in his arms and brought me close to the heat of his body. Dancing with my husband was necessary. It wasn’t about anything but keeping my end of the bargain
The music was sultry, captivating, and I found myself swaying in time to the rhythm. One of his hands held onto mine, the other was low on my back, holding me to him, bringing my breasts into contact with his hard muscled chest. My nipples tightened, ached. It was so unfamiliar, so unexpected, and no matter how much i wanted to, I couldn’t hate it.
I couldn’t even muster up a faint dislike for it.
My heart was pounding and i was certain he must be able to feel it.
Certain he would be able to see the fluttering pulse that i could feel moving at the base of my throat.
Marrying a stranger didn’t frighten me. Standing up in front of family and friends making vows i wasn’t going to keep didn’t bother me in the least. But this man holding me like his wife scared the hell out of me.
I gripped his broad shoulders more fiercely in an instinctive effort to keep my knees from buckling beneath me. I regretted that instinct almost immediately.
He chuckled low, his hot breath fanning across my cheek, his grasp. becoming stronger. Everything in me suddenly wanted to lean into him, kiss him again, to feel his mouth, hot, hard and insistent on mine.
I pulled away from him, my breathing labored, my body sluggish from unfamiliar desire. He looked amused. It was infuriating. Even worse that he knew exactly how he had affected me.
“Why did you pull away from it, Cyn?” he asked, his dark eyes. compelling. Tempting.
“From what?” Playing ignorant was pointless, and i knew it, but pride and a desperate need to gain some sort of control pushed me to try anyway.
“From this.” He hooked his arm around my waist and drew me to him, tilting his hips so that i could feel the length of his hardened arousal.
I drew in a shaky breath. “Because I don’t feel the same way.”
He chuckled. “This isn’t about feelings. This is about lust. Want. Need. And you do feel it.” He stroked a thumb across my hot cheek. “It is written all over your pretty face.”
And just like that he was back in the slot I had placed him in at our first meeting. It was a relief. But it didn’t cause my own arousal to lessen.
My breasts felt heavy, sensitive, and i felt an embarrassing slickness well up between my thighs. I didn’t have to be an expert on sex to know that my body was getting ready to experience it.
Too bad.
"Whats wrong?" he suddenly said getting me out of my random thoughts in my head.
"Nothing."
He laughed softly, mocking me a little bit.
"Your face is white Cyn."
"Maybe I should call it a night." i said walking back to the bar where I had left my bag, "You don't have to come with me, but I would like to go home now."
"Ofcourse, it would be rude of me to leave my own party." he said as he pulled up his phone and started typing something.
"Plus you need your beauty sleep for tomorrow."
"Why? What's tommorrow?" I asked confused.
"Tommorrow, my little princess is your wedding."he said with a huge smirk in his face.
" Wedding? What wedding?"
"you know, when you put on a white long dress and say I do to me."
"I know what a wedding is Ace."
"I wasn't sure."
I could either answer to his sarcasm or find out about this wedding I had no I idea about.
"But we are already married, remember?"
"We are, but I know it's every girls dream to have a wedding and vogue also wants to do an issue on me getting married so I need good quality wedding photos."
I was about to protest, when he abruptly took my hand and started leading me outside.
The limo had already pulled up to take me home.
" The next time I will see you, will be at the wedding." he said before he left a small soft kiss on my cheeks and closed the limo door.
Cyn. Nine Months LaterI started to laugh as my little sister twerked her way down the aisle of my parent’s Baptist church. If Daddy walked in and saw that, there would be hell to pay.Ace pulled me back against his chest as he, too, laughed, a rumbling laugh that came from deep in his chest. I loved to hear him laugh like that.“Do you dare me to do that during the ceremony tomorrow?” Shelly asked.“I’ll pay you five hundred dollars if you do,” Charlie called to her.I smacked my brother on the arm.“What?”“Don’t encourage her.”“Hey, someone’s got to inject a little levity into this whole affair.And it can’t be at my wedding because if you think our parents are bad, wait until you meet Vanessa’s.”“When’s Vanessa going to be here?”“In the morning.”“Cutting it close.”Ace’s arms tightened around my waist, his hands wrapping around my swollen belly. “I think we all are, aren’t we?”I groaned. This whole wedding thing wasn’t my idea. It was my dad’s. He insisted that we be married
AceCyn was taking so long getting the ice cream that I finally went to find her. As I was coming down the stairs, I thought I heard voices. And then I turned the corner into the sitting room just as a gun fired.All I could thing was, Fuck!Margaret was on the floor with Cyn tangled up next to her, and they were struggling over this damn big gun. I reached in, tried to untangle them and get one or both up on their feet. And then Margaret pressed the barrel of the gun against Cyn’s side and wrapped her finger around the trigger. I did the only thing I could think of and that was to grab her wrist and yank. I felt something give and then the gun went off.The next thing I know, Margaret’s on her feet, the gun pointed at my chest. There’s blood, but I can’t tell where it’s coming from. And Cyn is still on the floor.“Why, Ace?” Margaret asked, her wrist limp where I broke it trying to pull her away from Cyn. She calmly changed hands, holding the gun with her other hand now. She pointed
CynI curled up in the bed next to Ace and took another bite of pizza.“I’m sorry,” I said, as I nibbled at a slice of pepperoni.“For what?”“For not remembering you. For putting you through that whole ordeal.”“It’s not like it was your fault.”“It must have been hard, though, living here with me when I didn’t even know who you were.”He reached over and rubbed a smear of grease off my chin. “It was rough,” he said, his eyes softening as he studied my face, “being near you and not feeling free to touch you.”“It must have been surreal.”“It was…difficult.” He chuckled a little as he picked at his own piece of pizza. “I thought it was all over when your parents showed up and demanded that you go home with them.”“Yeah?”“I thought for sure that you would agree to go. I mean, I was standing there, imagining you and your mom in the spare room packing your things while your dad lectured me about forcing myself on you after you made it clear that you no longer wanted me.”“He would have,
AceI wanted her to stay at the house, but she refused. She clung to my hand as we walked into the restaurant, so tight that my bones were rubbing together. She was scared So was I.I spotted him at a table closest to the kitchen, a busy area that was a little concerning. I wasn’t sure how we could talk freely with all the traffic that was going past there, but, then again, it seemed logical. Everyone was so busy going about their own business that they wouldn’t even remember that much about us, let alone overhear much of our conversation.I don’t think I would be good at this terrorist stuff. I was too honest.The man Colin Francis. stood as we approached the table.“Cyn,” he said with genuine affection in his voice. “How are you?”Cyn smiled politely. “Good, thank you.”“And Ace.” He studied my face for a minute, then offered his hand with a polite smile. I shook it because I didn’t know what else to do.He gestured for us to take a seat. Cyn snatched my hand under the table once we
CynI wanted to stay there for…well, forever. I didn’t want him to let me go. I didn’t want his kiss to stop lingering against my lips. I wanted to feel his heart pounding under his shirt and the heat of his skin, the heat that proved just how alive he was, to forever warm me up. He was my reasonfor getting out of bed in the morning and for facing life with a smile and a little skip in my step.“I love you,” he whispered against my lips.“I love you, too.”He ran his finger along the angle of my jaw. “I kind of like your hair like this. I can see every inch of your face all the time.”I groaned. “You would.”“Don’t you like it?”I laughed. “I should go to the hospital for all my haircuts.”He chuckled before pressing his lips to my forehead.“You look like a pixie. Or a little fairy.”“Gee, thanks.”“That’s a good thing, isn’t it?”I ran my hand up his chest again before letting it slide down, hooking my fingers under the waist of his slacks.“If you like it, I would go bald. Wear a
AceCyn was hiding something from me. I wasn’t sure what it was, and I didn’t like it. But I told myself she wouldn’t do it if she didn’t think it was important.I watched her pace the porch outside the back doors, the way that boot caused her just the slightest limp. Two months ago, the doctor said she would have a definitive limp if she ever woke up. Her recovery was remarkable, but everything about Cyn had always been remarkable.“How can you be with the woman who might send me to jail?”“How can you be with the man who got us all into this position in the first place?”My mom crossed her arms over her chest, a defiant look taking over the attractive features that once made her a very beautiful woman. Now she was tired. A very tired and broken woman.“I trusted that Grant would do the right thing.”“And I know that Cyn’s only doing what she thinks will protect us all.”“She almost went to the press with paperwork that shows Grant was working with terrorists. If it didn’t send him t