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Coping
Preparations for the Firelight Festival were underway at full force, and the whole town was buzzing with excitement at the promise of a night of laughter, dancing and free flowing alcohol. The main event of the night would be a mind linking ceremony, the Alpha would proclaim us as his pack and we would accept him, thus sealing the mind link. We would not only have a one way link to him, but to every other wolf in the pack.
Mom was busy making sure the library was cleaned up, she and Alex had worked to gather pieces from the Archives telling the history of Stay's Landing, and Sherry had gone out and photographed the town today to compare to some of the old photos we'd drummed up. It would be a drop-by spot, for our new neighbours to learn about where they now lived. I worked with Mains almost every day, and spent my nights training and honing my skill with Clarice. My mind rarely rested, between the looming doom-filled thoughts of what I learned reading the journals and t
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Ablaze Festival
I awoke the morning of the Festival rested and in high spirits. My time at the pier - even if I was still unsure if it had been real - had restored in me so much peace. I was bright and excited for the new day ahead, of the lights and dancing the festival promised, the prospect of meeting new members and understanding their stories. I loved my poeople fiercely, even the ones I had only just encountered. I wanted nothing more than their safety and happiness, and tonight I could be a part of one of those things.Torrance had made me promise her that I would come get ready with her at the Pack House. She had big, brilliant plans to style me and had left me a long list of clothing pieces to bring, some a mix from our shopping trip and others items I already owned. She said she's leave my hair and makeup to me, but she'd be damned if I didn't let her approve of my outfit."What if your mate's there! They have to see you at your best." She argued, her tone liltin
Ablaze Taking Charge
We huddled in the library for what felt like days, the night grew and swelled above us, and the whispers of lights began to streak across the sky. Leona and I had gone around offering tea to anyone who would need it, encouraging people that needed a distraction to take a book. My mother had gathered up all the kids and was reading to them, book after book, to keep them from getting too scared.While the atmosphere was tense and troubling, it warmed my heart to see the more vulnerable members of our community band together to protect each other.After a few hours, once I knew everyone was taken care of and as comfortable as they could be, I crept downstairs to the study to find Mains, a now lukewarm cup of tea in his hands, studying Ronelda's journals like he had for so many weeks. He looked calmer as he read, and despite the raging violence outside he seemed relaxed. His brow wasn't furrowed, his law was unclenched, but he never moved beyond turning a page, h
Ablaze Patrol
As if only minutes had passed since my eyes closed, they were welcomed again by the streaming of early morning light and the Alpha's voice calling out across the link, "Rise and shine, Theo! Time for your first day."I groaned as I rose from bed, not even bothering to dress as I strode out the front door and shifted immediately. I gently jogged into the treeline, letting Sage control my movements, my own mind still sluggish from the night prior. The morning dew was wet on our paws, the mud between the trees sticking as we walked gently through. I followed the link to the border where the breach had occurred the night before, where a few warriors and The Alpha stood. The huge wolf turned as I approached, and padded over to me lightly, the morning sun pricking at his fur."Good morning," I groaned through the mind link."Good morning, Theo, I know it was a rough night but I need you alert, understood?" The Alpha's commanding voice said."Understood, I
Ablaze Mains
The next few hours were a blur. My mother had, at some point, rushed down the stairs and ran to check for a pulse. I held the back of my hand to his mouth to feel for breath. He was alive, faintly wheezing and unconscious. Kip had come, and we had whisked him off to his clinic. He was hooked up to fluids and machines and a mask pumping full oxygen into his frail frame.I walked through in a haze, my mind and body not fully connected, my legs moving on their own. I sat, cold with fear, grasping the weak hand of my compatriot. His chest rose and fell in measured breaths, wheezing even with the oxygen mask. The beeping of monitors and rusting of papers as Kip came by, checking on him in rotation, blended together into white noise. My blood pounded against my ears, and my mind was blank with worry. I couldn't make my eyes focus, I was fully dissociated from the reality I stood ground in.Mains was my best friend. He always had been. I couldn't lose him, not now
Ablaze Mourning
Moments after his final breath left his body I could feel he was gone. The room began to feel cold and empty, it seemed smaller than it had been and I felt like I was suffocating in its walls. I held tightly to my mother, unmoving as I felt her sob, rubbing her back as she mourned. My own breath was trapped in my lungs, I focused on steadying it as we called for Kip, I stared forward as Kip announced the time of death and covered my dear friend's lifeless body in the thin, white hospital sheet. I clenched my jaw as Mom and I wordlessly gathered the items she'd brought in only moments before, and I did not shed a tear as we turned our backs from the body of our friend and walked out.I drove us home, mother still uncontrollably shaking in her grief. I welcomed the numbness in my limbs as I guided her into the house, running her a hot bath and readying her bed. I left a cup of tea on her nightstand and the softest pajamas she owned and sat unmoving in the dark kitchen, my eyes b
Ablaze Arrangements
The feeling of loneliness never truly faded, but the blow was softened by the aide of the town. Leona and Beta Gideon had brought us food and sympathies, Betty from the bakery had stocked our cupboards with breads and sweets, Dr Kip and Clarice had handled all of the arrangements for Mains' burial. The only thing left to us was the service.I had gone to the pack house, I had sat in the Alpha's office, I had looked to him as he explained the options but nothing felt right. Mains was not a man who liked to be lauded over. He was simple, quiet, humble. He lived in the words on pages and the rich history that ran through town. Alpha Rhodes suggested releasing balloons, a full-pack run, a traditional funeral service, but it was all wrong."Then we'll work backwards, Theo, no bother," he said gently as I started to uncomfortably shift across from his desk.He studied me, uncomfortable and small in the hard leather chair, as he sat in his grand armch
Ablaze Confrontation
The next few days were a blur. Alpha Rhodes had kept to his promise, and hosted a beautiful candlelight ceremony honouring Mains in the library. Pack members old and new sipped at tea and guzzled down pastries and we laughed and told stories from all over the world. My mother's spirits had lifted greatly after this night, she went back to work and her step seemed lighter. We would be broken by Mains' passing for as long as I lived, but the pain was no longer searing my every movement.Alpha Rhodes had kept me off of patrol duty for the time being, letting me mourn and recoup as I needed. I knew I would eventually be called to serve, but the quiet for now had helped me heal immensely. Even Torrance offered me space, letting me come to her, and not overwhelming me in our visits. She knew I needed space to heal and grow, and she offered me that.It took me almost a week to muster up the courage to go back into the study. I knew Mains' cherry wood scent wound lin
Ablaze Research
My mother had eagerly agreed to join in the crusade, I think she'd been chomping at the bit to join in Mains' and my mystery for some time now. We came up with a plan for when we would work, Sherry agreeing to take on more responsibility running the shop. We would only be downstairs, so any one of us would be available to help at a moments notice. Luckily as the air chilled and school settled in the foot traffic had slowed, especially in the mornings.The BEta had taken little convincing when asked to spare Alex from training, both persuaded by the direness of the situation before us and Alex's proven inaptitude, "Kid, taking a few months off can't hurt." He'd joked, and Alex was relieved to be spared his weekly embarrasment as he got his ass handed to him by wolves half his size.The three of us spent nearly every morning poring through archives and photos, their ahrp minds offering new perspectives on things Mains and I had brushed off as unimportant coinci
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