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Chapter 41

Hide and Seek

But who am I kidding? How many years had passed again? Five or six? I thought he wasn't in my heart anymore. I thought I was completely over with my love for him. But it turns out, for those years, I just filled my heart with anger, the reason why I thought that I was over him.

But not yet, he's still here. Still intact. I love him. I still do. I can't deny that anymore to myself because I already feel it. But then, I don't trust him. And my love for him is not enough for me to take a risk again. Especially because of the words I heard from Beatriz yesterday.

"What is the problem?" I was brought back to reality when Raf nudged me. "You said we're leaving tomorrow, right? But why does it seem so early? Aren't you too excited to leave?" he asked. I sighed before adjusting Indira who is sitting on my legs.

"No. I just want to make Indie happy," I said. I saw him pouted, clearly not believing to what I said.

"It's not that. I know there's something else. You