Amy's POV
It's so suffocating. Why do I find it hard to breathe? I tried moving my body but I can't seem to do it. What is wrong with me? I can't see anything. I realized my eyes are closed so I opened them. I was facing the ceiling in my room which looks weird by the way. I don't remember asking to change the layout of my ceiling. Why does it look more expensive and beautiful? I was still struggling to move my body and breathe properly so I tried to look around. My face slowly turned around the room and I saw that something was indeed wrong. Is it my eyes or am I dreaming? This isn't my room! Where on earth am I? I felt something turning beside me and suddenly it felt like a big load was taken off me. I was able to breathe normally which was a relief. I slowly turned my head beside me and I couldn't believe my eyes. I almost jumped out of bed, startled to see the person in front of me. His eyes were open, staring deep into my soul that I could hardly understand what I was doing. I looked around the room which was three times bigger than my bedroom and was completely different from my bedroom. I looked back at him and he just sat up on the bed, his upper half was naked and I could see everything. It was hard to stop myself from staring at his abs. They're so toned and defined, how much does he work out? Or does this come natural to him? "Are you finally awake? You must be awake seeing how you wouldn't stop looking at me like that." His deep voice echoed through the room, sending shivers down my spine. I was brought back to the reality. I cleared my throat, covering myself. "What do you mean? I wasn't staring. I was just... What are you doing here anyways?" He chuckled, "this is my room." "I know. I wanted to know what I'm doing here–" my body felt weird and I stopped. I slowly looked down at my body and my eyes caught my naked body under the sheets. My eyes almost fell out as I couldn't say a word. I am naked under the sheets with the stranger I met last night. "What's going on? What did we do?" I asked him desperately. He shook his head, "You act like you don't remember. You came onto me, remember?" I came onto him? Why would I do that? He might be hot and handsome but I wouldn't just do that because – or maybe I did after all. "What have I done?" FLASHBACK TO LAST NIGHT I remember following him to his place yesterday. I was completely out of my mind, but I was still happy that he brought me out of that hellhole. I didn’t want to stay there anymore in case more people wanted to know if he was my mate or not. He seemed like a decent person, and I didn’t want to get him into more trouble than I already did. So, I was shocked to see that he lived in a big mansion. I followed him inside, and out of curiosity, I got myself a drink without waiting for him to welcome me. I made myself at home and started drinking. To be honest, I was thinking about how humiliated I felt for asking a stranger to help me out. I couldn’t help but wonder why the Moon Goddess was treating me like this. Everyone else got their wolf, and I was the only one going through life without it. If I were an ordinary person’s daughter, it would have been better. But I am the daughter of a gamma, and everyone else looks up to me. This is so embarrassing, I swear. While I was drinking, I saw that he had already gone upstairs to his room to change into comfortable clothes. Through his clothes, I could see his perfect body, and I didn’t understand why I suddenly felt hot seeing him. I moved closer to him, touching his defined abs. "Wow... I can’t believe men are allowed to have this beautiful body," I said, suddenly ripping off his clothes so I could see his body more clearly. He stared at me in shock. "What do you think you’re doing?" "If you’re angry, just tear mine," I fired back at him. "You know what? I’ll just help you out. I’ll take off my clothes so you don’t feel like I’m the only one left." "You don’t have to do that—" I shut him up by kissing him. "Hey, fake mate, do you want to get laid with me?" "You’re drunk," he stated, taking the bottle away from me, but I had already finished it. I did feel tipsy, but I wanted to do something somehow. I don’t know if it was the drink or not, but it was affecting me greatly. "Don’t you want to do it with me?" I asked him again. "Do you go around asking men to do it with you?" he questioned me. I shrugged. "It depends on who it is. Right now, I want to do it with you. It’s my first time, and I’ve always been curious about it. Let’s just do it one time and never meet again." I didn’t give him a chance to say anything before jumping on him. Frankly speaking, everything was my fault. I am the one without self-control whenever I drink. I don’t know what kind of drink he has in his house, but it’s making me feel so hot, and I wanted him badly. I forcefully kissed him without giving him a chance to retaliate. Then I continued to rip off the rest of his clothes just so I can touch his body all while kissing him. He stopped me, "I didn't want to do this to you, but you started it. Don't regret this later I'm not going to control myself tonight." "Then... Lose it." I whispered in his ears, which made him completely lose control. FLASHBACK ENDED How could I not control myself and have a night's stand with a stranger especially with my first time? How am I supposed to find my mate if I already gave my first time to someone? I looked at him and smiled awkwardly, "Umm... I... I remember. I apologize for being so impulsive. I'm not usually like that." I need to clear this misunderstanding before it gets more awkward. I don't want him to think something else. To be fair, I don't even know who he is aside from his face and name. He scoffed, getting up from the bed with his other half covered. I didn't know he was wearing a trouser underneath. I quickly shifted my attention away from him. "You said you would pay me for what I did for you but you did something else. How are you going to compensate me for the emotional trouble?" He demanded. "I thought we already did that. Let's treat this incident as the payment. Let's never meet again, it was a pleasure meeting you. Please turn around, I have to change my clothes." I said, trying to get off the bed. He rushed in a speed I've never seen before even as a werewolf and arrived in front of me. He caged me to the bed with his hands, sitting at the edge beside me. "Where do you think you're running to Amelia?" His voice sounded like that of a psychopath... For real.Damien's POV I watched the car leave, knowing I couldn't do anything to keep her by my side now because I already messed things up. I didn't think it would be like this, I never wanted things to be like this. I don't even know how to explain things to her. Her friend was indeed rude and annoying to me. I didn't do anything to her because Amelia would hate me. That's the reason everyone around her have been able to survive disrespecting me. I only care about her. But her happiness matters too. I can't believe I let Carla make her sad again. I looked at the mansion. It's been over two weeks since the last time I talked to her. I didn't bother her because I thought she needed some time to cool down. She was so mad that she didn't want to see me. I decided to wait till she was ready to see me. I didn't want her to get mad at me again. I could wait for a month or a year, depending on how she was willing. I hurt her so many times, I should be able to endure this. I didn't think she wou
Amy's POV "This scumbag! He even got you pregnant and dares to ignore you for weeks just because you scolded him?" Stacy gritted her teeth. "The next time I see him, I should poison him to death."I could feel her anger and frustration for me but I couldn't do anything about it. I was in a much worse state of mind. I couldn't think straight, and I didn't know what was going to happen after this. How am I supposed to face my parents and tell them that I got pregnant for the same person they've been trying to keep me away from? What if my father finds out that he doesn't even care about me anymore and he's with his first love right now? What should I do? How can I have it out at a critical moment like this? What if he doesn't like children at all? He's probably not going to accept it. Do I just accept that I'm doomed right now?"What am I going to do now?" I asked no one in particular.She grabbed my hand, "We should go to his place and make him take responsibility for it. We're not
Amy's POV It's been over two weeks since I last saw him and he has never come back to check on me. I was an idiot to think that he actually cares about me. There's no way he wouldn't have come to check on me for over two weeks just because I was angry and sent him away. With his temper, I know he's someone that wouldn't give up just because I sent him once. He would have come back to check on me if he was indeed interested in me.Maybe he lost interest in me because his first love was back. He just wanted to give me a reason to break up the last time, and now he got what he wanted. This is what I wanted, right? Then why do I feel so sad about it? Why do I keep anticipating him? He messed with my feelings and I still fell in love with someone like him. I shouldn't have done this to myself.How do I end up forgetting this? I said I was going to leave and not see him again. In reality, I just wanted him to come back to me. I was tired of acting up. I thought he would come, but he didn
Amy's POV "Miss... Stop making things difficult for me please. It was already hard to get in here, I have to take you to the Alpha." Lucas said for the umpteenth time. "And I'm already helping you by not screaming for help. I know you're just doing your job. You should leave while you can or I'll have to be rude." I replied him. I don't know what Damien was thinking when he decided to send his beta on a dangerous mission like this. What if the warriors in my father's mansion saw him? They would immediately attack him, and he might not be able to fend them all off, no matter how powerful he is. They're all specially trained by my father, who is a great warrior."I really can't leave here without you. My Alpha told me that I have to bring you here, no matter what it takes," he replied again.I wonder what kind of threat Damien gave him that he's refusing to leave, despite me telling him to go. That bastard must have threatened to kill him, which is why he's like this."Listen, becau
Damien's POV No. No. No. This isn't what I wanted to happen. How am I supposed to explain this to her? I didn't even mean for her to see all of this. I don't know why she took my words the wrong way. I didn't want her to see the other side of me. There's no way she's going to stay if I'm worse than she already knows. "Now that she's finally gone, can we talk about us?" Carla said, at the moment when my anger was rising up. I wasn't expecting her. I didn't ask her to come back to me after she's been gone for years. She thinks I'm still that idiot who loved her so much that she could manipulate me at will? I was so stupid at that time and didn't experience love because I was alone for a long time. It was a very dark moment for me. When I finally thought I had someone that cared about me she decided to leave me just like the rest of my family did I was all alone and needed her but where was she I promised myself I wouldn't do romance anymore until I met Amelia.I was smitten by Amel
Amy's POV I stopped crying for a moment to think about what she just said to me. Did I actually fall for that jerk? There's no way right? I just feel like he used me when I haven't even met any man before and also he's supposed to be my mate. What am I supposed to do when he wants to be with others?"You're not saying anything. Do you want me to confirm it for you?" Stacy asked me. "I... I'm not in love. I'm just angry." I replied. "So you're jealous."Jealousy? Why would I be jealous of him when we're not even... We're not together anyway!"I'm not jealous. Stop saying nonsense Stacy." I scolded her. "I'm just mad. He's my mate, he... He should at least respect me."She looked at me like she was using her eyes to interrogate my soul. I know why she looks at me like that, she does that to force me into telling the truth. But I'm telling the truth. "You're mad he brought another woman and he sent you away. You can't stand it so you're crying here. What do you think it is?"I shrugg