Raina
I watched the dog for one more moment before I turned and headed out the door. I was a little sad, leaving him behind like that—well, I was always a little sad when I had to leave a dog behind, but even for me, I was sadder than usual. Maybe because I knew that that dog was the only connection I had to one of the only men in years who had actually turned my head, and now that I had handed him over, there was no reason for him to get in touch with me again.
I decided to treat myself to some Greek takeout on the way home. There was a beautiful restaurant not far from me that made an amazing vegetarian gyro, and I was obsessed with them. I inhaled the deliciously savory scent as I tucked it into my bag and carried it down the last couple of blocks to my house. The fact that I had walked most of the way home meant that I had totally earned this, right?
Right.
I tried not to get too hung up on my body. I was tall, and I had the body to match my height. I wasn’t tiny and lean and little like Rita had been before she’d gotten pregnant, and I knew that I was never going to be. I didn’t get a lot of time to go to the gym, and my job was physically demanding enough that I had a decent amount of muscle anyway.
I knew that I wasn’t everyone’s type, but then, I was hardly trying to be. I hadn’t been out on the dating scene in a while, so I wasn’t much concerned with what other people might have been thinking about me.
Still, Reed sometimes got on me about not ever just going out to have a good time, and I supposed he had a point. I could have let loose a little and still been able to do my job as well as I ever could. But my job came first—always had and always would—and I didn’t want to lead anyone into thinking anything different.
My commitment to my career had scared off plenty of men in the past, and I was happy to let it keep doing so. I felt like it acted as an asshole detector. The people who were only interested in me for the way I looked were filtered out after they got bored of waiting for me to stop talking about animals already.
I made it back to my apartment and walked inside gratefully, dumping all my stuff down on the counter and grabbing my food as I set up a cheesy reality show on TV to watch. I needed to kick back and catch my breath a little. That was for damn sure.
I felt like I was exhausted constantly from the amount of work I was doing, and I knew I didn’t give myself enough time off. But for some reason, this evening, I felt particularly tired, as though something that had happened over the course of the day had flicked some switch inside me that had made things worse.
Just as I finished up my food, my phone rang. It was Reed. I answered it at once.
“Hey, bro,” I greeted. “What’s up?”
“Very little,” he replied. “I just wanted to tell you something.”
The way he was talking, I could tell he had something a little devious on his mind. I cocked an eyebrow. I had seen him pull enough pranks when we were kids to know when there was trouble on the horizon.
“Do you care to come out and tell me what that something is?” I asked.
He sighed heavily, as though he knew that I wasn’t going to have the best reaction to this. “All right, but you’ve got to promise that you’re not going to get mad at me, okay?” he commanded.
I took a deep breath. “Reed, what the fuck have you done?” I asked bluntly. I just wanted to hear it already. I was looking forward to having the rest of the evening to myself, and I didn’t want to have to concern myself with other people any more than I already had.
“I signed you up for a dating service,” he replied.
I practically dropped my phone in surprise. “What the fuck!”
“Okay, okay, calm down,” he said. “It’s not that big a deal. I just wanted you to have the chance to get out there for a change, and I knew you weren’t going to do that without a little nudge in the right direction.”
“And you were the one to give me this nudge,” I muttered back.
“Who else could?” he replied.
I sighed and sank down into the chair. “And why, pray tell, would you be coming clean about this now?” I asked, though I was quite sure I knew the answer.
“Because you have a date this Friday night,” he told me. “And I’ve already agreed to it. So you have to go.”
“Reed!” I exclaimed. “What if you set me up with a serial killer or something? You have no right—”
“Then I’ll make sure to crack some really good jokes at your eulogy,” he replied. “Come on. Just give it a try, sis. For me?”
I massaged my temples. I had no idea what to say to him. There I was, foolish enough to think that I was going to get a nice night all to myself. And no. My brother had come swinging in and made it so that I was going to have to spend it chewing him out instead.
Typical Reed.
HarryI knew that I should have been replying to all my emails at that moment, but in truth, I was more caught up in making sure that I had everything covered for Winnie for the next few months.I had no idea how my sister had managed to take care of her by herself for so long. Sure, I had seen the struggle when she had first had her, but I’d had no idea just how much it was going to take out of me on a day-to-day basis.Jesus Christ, the stress of it all. The running around trying to make sure that everything fell into place, that all the bits and pieces came together at just the right moment and just the right time to be sure that everything worked out. She did band and played soccer after school, and that meant I had to make sure there was always someone there who could pick her up and take her home—whether it was Yara, me, or one of the sitters I practically had on twenty-four hour call right now.My sister had worked her ass off to get Winnie this far in life, and it was the leas
HarryI hesitated. I didn’t want to just come out and agree so quickly because that would be tantamount to agreeing that what she had done was a good idea. But she had a point. I had been off the market for such a long time, and it wasn’t doing me any good to be cooped up in the house alone all the time. I would have to get back out there eventually, one way or another. Maybe this was a blessing. I was never going to do it myself, so perhaps Yara putting in the effort was how I could get back into it.I had dated before what had happened, of course. Quite a bit actually. But I had never found anyone who had actually made me want to settle down. Most of the women I met had this edge to them, like there was something on their mind other than just spending time with me. I soon came to figure out that it had nothing to do with me and everything to do with the family name that I was attached to.They took one look at that, and dollar signs started pulsing in their eyes. They couldn’t see a
RainaI rubbed a smear of blood off my wrist and sighed. Ugh.This had been a whole lot harder than I had thought it would be. Work had been pretty mellow right up until the last half hour. Then someone had brought in their dog, who’d been hit by a car and broken his leg.I’d had to set the fracture and get this poor thing all calmed down and dosed up so that he wasn’t freaking out too badly. I was covered in blood, and all I wanted in the world was to go home, have a hot shower, and clean myself up.But instead, of course, I had to go and get myself ready for my darn date. I couldn’t believe that I hadn’t found some way to wriggle out of this since Reed had announced that he had set it up in the first place. I had credited myself with more in the way of guts than that, but I figured this was the only way that I was going to get my brother off my back so I could get back to work again.“You’ve deleted the dating profile thing, haven’t you?” I asked over our coffees the day after he’d
RainaI put a pair of heels in my bag, put on some sneakers so I could actually be comfortable, and went to my truck to start the trek across town to this date that I had no choice but to go on. As soon as this was done, I was going to go to Reed and watch him delete that dating profile myself.No way I was letting this slide again. I couldn’t believe he’d let it go this far, and I was already mad as hell at him for thinking he could just interfere like this. I didn’t get myself involved in his dating life.But then, I knew that he didn’t need my help. He was a great guy, and he was always attracting women, whether or not he was making the effort to do it. His job meant he was in contact with a whole host of different people, and he had the easy, charming confidence to get anyone he wanted to fall for him.It was what made him such a great guy to have on your side in the courtroom, and it was what made all the girls in town tumble over themselves to get their hands on him. He didn’t n
HarryYara is getting a raise.That was the first thing that crossed my mind as soon as I saw the woman who was waiting for me at the table at the restaurant I had been sent to for this date. I couldn’t believe it. It was the very same vet who had treated that dog that we had brought in a few days ago. And damn, if she didn’t look even more outrageously gorgeous than she had then.Her hair was loose around her shoulders, and her gorgeous green eyes seemed to shine in the light of the candle flickering on the table between us. Once we had gotten over the initial shock and ordered our wine, Raina looked at me across the table and shook her head.“Okay, I have a confession,” she admitted. “This wasn’t actually my idea.”“No?”“No, my brother set me up on this date,” she confessed. “I was going to cancel it, but I knew the only way he was going to get off my back was if I just went along and played through the evening for him. I had no idea it was going to be you.”“In that case, I guess
Harry“Yeah, it was my best friend who set me up on this date, and trust me, I wasn’t exactly pleased when I found out what she had done,” I replied with a shake of my head. “I would have canceled it, but I knew that she wasn’t going to let it drop until I had actually been out on a date.”“Oh my God, that’s the same with my brother,” she exclaimed. “We should set them up together.”I laughed. “Yeah, that would show them. Prove that they’re not the only ones who can pull this shit, huh?”“Don’t tempt me,” she replied, lifting her finger as though she was on the brink of setting it up at that very moment. “I’m still so mad at him for this. Trust me.”“Still?” I asked.She smiled at me. “Well, maybe not quite so much anymore,” she conceded, and a little flush ran up her cheeks.The flicker of the candle on her skin made her look even more beautiful than ever, and I glanced down to her mouth, her soft plump lips all but begging me to lean down and taste them for the first time. The stir
RainaI threw on the grungiest clothes I could find, climbed into my truck, and headed out to the shelter. I was dressed so badly, it felt like I was trying to put as much distance between the version of me that existed now and the version of me that had existed last night as possible.And in some ways, I supposed I was.I’d had a great time the night before. A better time than I had ever imagined I would.When I had seen it was him, I had instantly found myself way more interested in what this night had in store—though I was never going to admit to Reed that it had gone well, in case he got it in his head that I was asking him for further help to find a man. Last night had been fun, but that was all it had been, and it was better to keep it as a fun one-off than an awkward set of encounters.I arrived at the shelter just before nine, as I always did. I came down here as many weekends as I could to do some of the treatment on the incoming dogs. Jackie insisted on paying me a little mo
RainaI wished I could rewind time back to that exact moment before he asked me out again and tell myself that this was what I wanted. Yes, I knew it would be hard, and yes, I knew that my life was crazy hectic most of the time, but maybe that was just how it was meant to be.I couldn’t keep putting off the thought of being with someone with excuses about how busy my life was. Maybe I just needed to accept that a good guy had come into my life and that the universe was telling me loudly that I should drop the pretense and go after him.“Something on your mind, hun?” Jackie asked as I helped her set the board up outside.I shook my head. I didn’t want to talk to her about all of this. Even though I knew it was kind of pathetic, I didn’t like the notion of her finding out that I wasn’t well put together in my personal life. I knew it was silly, but I liked the thought of everyone around me thinking that I actually had my shit together, even when it wasn’t true. Even when it was so blind