LOGINKATHERINE
The first thing I could register was the constant pounding in my head. My throat was dry, and breathing could be considered as an exercise. The darkness behind my eyesight was enough to send me into panic. With the way my bones were screaming in protest. There was absolutely nothing that I could do about it. I'm never laying my finger on another bottle of alcohol ever again. Don't lie to yourself. You know you're going to pick it back up at the slightest chance that your sense recovery. The surface of my bed felt so warm. I wasn't sure that I wanted to stand up. Not if I could help it. From the looks of it, I was going to remain in it for a long time. It took me a moment to register the silence before I heard footsteps. My brows furrowed in confusion. Nobody was supposed to be in here apart from me. Maybe I was plunged into some sort of dream. My delusions were beginning to get the better of me. The effects of the alcohol might not be waving off after all. I closed my eyes tighter. If I could pinch myself. I definitely would get myself back.I closed my eyes and sighed. The more I tried to ignore it, the louder the footsteps became. It took me some time to realize that I wasn't dreaming. Someone was definitely in the room with me. Without thinking, I quickly adjusted into a sitting position. My eyes widened with alarm. “Silas?” The name unconsciously fell away from my lips. Except it wasn't Silas. Memories from last night rampantly ran through my head as I stared at the man towering over my bed. Him. He was the one Davis mistakenly snatched off the street yesterday. Now, my heart was suspended in a state of horror as our gaze met and held. Why did I have to be the one to pay for Davis' mistake? How did he follow me here? What the hell was I supposed to do? I considered raising alarm. Yelling for a neighbour, maybe. But I hardly spoke to anyone, and no doubt, I had won the biggest ‘’snub’ of the century without working too hard for it. The second option was to head for the phone, but I had no idea where it was. It could be anywhere, and I was too drunk to care earlier. Stupid alcohol. Now, I was stuck with an intruder with no way to get myself out of this mess. He wasn't exactly an intruder, considering the fact that I had him kidnapped. Mistakenly. Emphasis on ‘mistake’ “What are you doing here?’’ The words escaped me without me thinking. I had convinced myself that I wasn't really going to say anything that I wasn't supposed to say. I didn't know who this man was. Speaking too much won't be such a great decision. My eyes fluttered closed as I tried to gather my thoughts together. “How did you know where I live?” I said again. I hated the way my voice trembled a little. Fear was evident. I didn't want fear to be evident. It was the last thing I wanted him to use against me. “For a moment, I was thinking a thank you would be in order,” he finally spoke. His dark hair was tousled, and a few buttons of his shirt were undone. For a brief moment, I could see the tattoos creeping from underneath and trailing up to his neck. My eyes lingered on them for a moment. There were eye bags under his eyes, but even with that, it was interesting to look at him. He was a beautiful man, and from the looks of things, it was like he knew it. “Thank you for what? Intruding into my home?” I raised an eyebrow at him as I shot him a look. Somehow, his cocky aura was enough to skyrocket my mood into rotten. I could perceive the arrogance radiating over him. It was almost like he was mocking without verbally needing to, and it set me off. “Well, considering the fact that you had your men snatch me off the streets without my permission, this would definitely be double standards, don't you think so?” He tilted his head to the side slightly as he observed me. Whatever words that were on the tip of my tongue disappeared almost immediately. His eyes held me by the jugular, and he knew it. I was tempted to plead with him, explain to him that I made a very big mistake but, for some reason, kept silent. A lot was going on, and I didn't know exactly how to pinpoint my thoughts. My heart was pounding in my ears. Was he going to kill me? You're thinking too far ahead, calm down, Katherine. But I couldn't. The panic was welling up in my chest, and it was spreading. Fast. There was nothing that I could do about it. “Anyways I made you coffee,” he pointed at the tray that he placed on my bedside table. My brows rose in surprise as I tried to process what was happening. So not only was he in my bedroom, he also went into my kitchen too. He infiltrated every corner of my space and my privacy, and there was nothing that I could do about it. I narrowed my eyes on him. “You need it. You were a mess yesterday. You literally threw up all over the place, and then you made me clean it up” he said casually. I cringed because at the back of my head, I knew it was something that I could do. “I didn't make you ‘do’ anything. You were the one who barged into my house,” I snapped. “And for the one hundred and third time. You snatched me off the streets. I came here because I needed to know why,” he snapped back. I swallowed nervously. The air became heavy with tension as silence lingered between us. My shoulders flinched at the sound of the abrupt knock on my door. Oh God, not another intruder “Katty, are you there?” My face paled, and I went ice cold. Silas.KATHERINE My heart threatened to burst out of my chest as I struggled to look at him. The difference in our heights made me feel so irrelevant. It made me feel so small and at the end of the day. There was nothing that I could say or do about it. I couldn't tell if it was fear or if it was intrigue, but my heart clenched with something that I couldn't entirely decipher as he towered over me effortlessly.I was tempted to beg him to just give me a few minutes. But apparently, my pride was more than my desperation as I looked at him, and at the end of the day, the word ‘Please’ remained lodged in the back of my throat.I closed my eyes and sighed as I tried to gather my thoughts together.“What is it? Cat suddenly got your tongue,” he leaned in further. He made no effort to conceal the mockery in his voice.Even though it stung, he didn't need to know that. I fought very hard to maintain a neutral expression. “I'm not sure I know what you're talking about,” I leaned my head to the s
KATHERINE The first thing I could register was the constant pounding in my head. My throat was dry, and breathing could be considered as an exercise. The darkness behind my eyesight was enough to send me into panic. With the way my bones were screaming in protest. There was absolutely nothing that I could do about it. I'm never laying my finger on another bottle of alcohol ever again. Don't lie to yourself. You know you're going to pick it back up at the slightest chance that your sense recovery. The surface of my bed felt so warm. I wasn't sure that I wanted to stand up. Not if I could help it. From the looks of it, I was going to remain in it for a long time. It took me a moment to register the silence before I heard footsteps. My brows furrowed in confusion. Nobody was supposed to be in here apart from me. Maybe I was plunged into some sort of dream. My delusions were beginning to get the better of me. The effects of the alcohol might not be waving off after all. I closed m
KATHERINE There was no word transparent enough to describe how I felt. My heart was racing, but at the same time, I didn't have it in me to care. I didn't care if I was going to live or die. I didn't care about the possibility of surviving this heartache. I felt.. lifeless. The hopelessness lingered over me endlessly, and there was no way to shake it off. The text I received from last night still lingered in my memory ‘I'm watching you.’At the back of my mind, I was positive that I knew who it was, but I decided to stick to denial. Denial was certainly going to give me the reprieve that I needed from the anxiety that tugged at the bottom of my stomach. I clutched the bottle in my left hand tightly. My throat burned from the tequila that I had gulped down a few seconds ago. My senses were already beginning to dull. I didn't know how long it was going to be before I gave it into the darkness and collapsed against the bed of the floor. Any of the options were welcome, and I certain
KATHERINE Unfamiliar green eyes stared at me. My heart paused in a state of frenzy as I stared at them. I froze. Whatever I had been about to say died on the tip of my tongue. Davis stood beside me. He looked as perplexed as I was. I turned towards him. I was definitely going to murder him. “What the fuck have you done?” I spat. If I was filling rage then. Then there was certainly no word available to describe whatever I was feeling now. “We followed your instructions. He was exactly the way you described him to be and he was where you said he was, at the flower shop,” David stuttered a bit in his words. It was obvious whatever confidence he had disappeared right out the window.“Buying flowers for my sick mother. Apparently, I didn't know that was such a crime,” the man said.We snapped out of whatever argument that Davis and I were having and I turned to raise an eyebrow at him. It was then that I took my time to really look at him.My gaze was fixated on his strong jaw lines a
KATHERINE I wondered if I belonged in an asylum. It was an odd thought but at the same time. It was up for question. No one should feel this sort of excitement from holding someone captive against their own will. Maybe it was the by-product of revenge. The adrenaline that flows through your veins when you find your thirst is on the verge of being satisfied.Whatever guilt that I felt, clawing at the bottom of my stomach, I ignored it. I tried not to dwell or linger on it for longer than necessary. This was the man who thought it was okay to dump me after three years of giving my life to him. I didn't get off hurting people. I wasn't some sick psycho who liked hurting people on the side for fun, but when it came to Silas, it was very much deserved.I finally arrived at the abandoned garage where I knew they would be waiting for me. The location blended in.It wouldn't be a prime location for suspicion, and to anyone, it was just an abandoned mechanic shop that had been shut down f
KATHERINE My heart was heavy as I lifted the glass to my lips. It was too early for some tequila, but it was the only thing that was keeping me inches away from running mental, from not acting impulsively on the rage that was eating me up from the inside out.The harder I tried not to think about it, the more persistent the memory was bent on tormenting me. Silas had told me that he would be getting married.I had instantly laughed so hard that I almost bent over from the force of it. It was my first reaction. It had to be a big joke. Nothing more. It was impossible that it could be anything more or so, I thought. I had been with this man for three years. Invested my time, invested my love, and invested my future too to the point that I couldn't phantom my future without him in it. There was no future without him. I had allowed myself to get pregnant twice when he excitedly told me that he was ready to start a family and settle down with me.I had gotten rid of it when he told me t







