LOGINThe interview was scheduled for Thursday, three days after I accepted the opportunity and three days after losing my scholarship. In that short stretch of time, my future had become a spreadsheet of tuition costs, application deadlines, and increasingly desperate backup plans. I spent most of it pretending everything was under control.
It was not a convincing performance. “You’re going to wear that?” I looked up from my desk to find Ava leaning against the doorway of my dorm room, coffee in one hand and judgment in the other. I glanced down at my outfit. “What exactly is wrong with this?” “Easton’s sports media department is interviewing you, not appointing you to Congress.” “Black slacks, white blouse, navy blazer. It’s professional.” “You look like you’re running for office.” “It’s an interview.” “It’s a sports media internship.” “At a rival university.” “Okay, yeah. Fair.” I pointed at her. “Exactly.” Ava rolled her eyes, tossed a granola bar onto my bed, and wandered farther into the room while I gathered my things. “Just don’t let them intimidate you.” “They’re not the ones I’m worried about.” She knew what I meant without asking. Most of the internet had moved on from my public humiliation, but not entirely. The story itself had faded beneath newer scandals, yet my face had taken on a life of its own. Somewhere along the way, I had stopped being the Northbridge girl who got her heart ripped and had become the reaction girl from the Mason Hart disaster. Screenshots of my expression appeared everywhere now. Sports losses. Failed exams. Burnt dinners. Political arguments that had absolutely nothing to do with me. Search my name, and you could find compilations, GIFs, edits, and memes created by people who had no idea who I actually was. The breakup had become content. At least people talked about the joke more than the reason behind it. Small victories. “You’re going to be fine,” Ava said. “That sounded suspiciously like a lie.” “It was a supportive lie. There’s a difference.” I laughed, grabbed my bag, and headed out before she could offer any more encouragement disguised as insults. The bus ride to Easton gave me entirely too much time to rehearse answers. By the time I stepped off near campus and walked toward the arena, I had mentally completed the interview at least twenty times and somehow felt less prepared than when I started. The building rose above the surrounding campus like a monument to money and success. It was larger than Northbridge’s arena, newer too, all glass and steel and confidence. Championship banners hung prominently enough that nobody could miss them. Easton had one of the strongest hockey programs in the country, and unlike Northbridge, it had Mercer money backing every ambitious project. I checked my email while crossing the plaza. Third floor. Media offices. Interview at eleven. Simple. At least in theory. Inside, the arena was quieter than expected. Activity echoed somewhere deeper in the building, but the hallways themselves were mostly empty. I followed a series of signs toward the elevators, took a wrong turn somewhere along the way, and ended up completely lost. Typical. I pulled out my phone to check the building map when a sharp crack echoed through the corridor. Another followed, then several more in rapid succession. Pucks are hitting the boards. The sound carried through the building with surprising force, and before common sense could intervene, curiosity took over. I followed the noise down a side hallway until I reached a viewing window overlooking the rink. Practice was underway below. Players moved through drills with the effortless precision that came from years of repetition. Coaches barked instructions from the sidelines while skates carved clean lines across the ice. Even from the viewing level, the pace was impressive. I recognized several players immediately. Sports journalism had a way of filling your brain with names, whether you wanted them there or not. One player drew my attention more than the others. Not because he was demanding it. Because he wasn’t. During a break in drills, most of the team gathered near center ice. He drifted toward the bench instead, pulling off his helmet and sitting alone while everyone else talked. Dean Mercer. Recognition came instantly. His face was impossible to avoid. Athletic campaigns, commercials, magazine profiles, social media advertisements—the Mercer family practically marketed him as aggressively as they marketed their sports empire. Yet the version standing on the ice looked different from the polished image that appeared online. The advertisements always showed him smiling. This version looked like smiling was an obligation he fulfilled only when necessary. A teammate skated over and said something. Dean answered. The teammate laughed. Dean didn’t. There was nothing hostile about it. He simply seemed uninterested in performing friendliness for the sake of appearances. The coach called everyone back into position, and practice resumed. I should have left then. Instead, I lingered at the glass, watching the drills for another minute. Dean reached for his gloves and paused. Something caught my eye. A flash of blue. I leaned closer. Paint. Or at least what looked remarkably like paint beneath his fingernails. I frowned. Maybe the distance was playing tricks on me, but it certainly looked like blue paint. Which made absolutely no sense. A hockey captain with paint-stained hands? Before I could spend another minute trying to solve that mystery, someone cleared her throat behind me. I turned so quickly I nearly dropped my phone. A woman stood in the hallway holding a tablet and wearing the expression of someone trying to determine whether I belonged there. “Can I help you?” “Sorry,” I said immediately, stepping away from the window. “I was looking for the media offices.” Her expression softened. “Third floor.” Right. The place I was actually supposed to be. Not lurking outside a hockey practice investigating suspicious fingernails. “Thank you.” I headed for the elevators before I could make the situation any more embarrassing. As the doors slid open, I glanced back toward the rink one last time. Dean had already pulled his gloves on and rejoined the drill. For a brief second, his attention lifted toward the viewing level. Toward the glass. Toward me. Then he looked away and kept skating. No recognition. No reaction. Nothing. The elevator doors closed, carrying me toward my interview, but the moment stayed with me. Most people recognized me these days, whether I wanted them to or not. Being ignored should have been a relief. Instead, as the elevator climbed toward the third floor, I found myself wondering why Dean Mercer had blue paint under his fingernails—and why the question suddenly felt more important than the interview waiting upstairs. The elevator chimed, the doors slid open, and the first thing I saw was the same woman holding a clipboard. She smiled. “Iris Bennett?” I nodded. “They’re ready for you.” And just like that, my future was about to change.Five years later, I stood in the stands of the Mercer Hockey and Art Academy with a camera hanging from my neck, a coffee going cold in my hands that I had no intention of drinking, and a very familiar pair of shoulders in my viewfinder.Dean was on the ice with a group of seven-year-olds, crouched low as he patiently explained for what I counted as the fourth time why they shouldn’t skate backward into the net. A girl with a ponytail was arguing with him, her arms crossed, and I watched him surrender with a laugh and let her demonstrate her own theory. She promptly took a spectacular fall, got back up, and declared it a success.“Mama!”Our daughter Montserrat, four years old and already furious about most things, hurtled across the bleachers toward me. Paint covered her hands, with an alarming amount of it smeared across her face. She climbed into my lap and presented me with a drawing of what appeared to be a purple horse carrying a hockey stick.“It is Daddy,” she informed me grav
On the morning of my wedding, my tía Rosa pinned a small gold comb into my hair. I had never seen it before, and when I asked where she’d gotten it, she smiled at my reflection.“It belonged to your mother. She wore it the night your father proposed,” she explained, adjusting one of my curls. “She told me that if she ever had a daughter, the comb would go to her on the happiest day of her life. I’ve kept it in my drawer for eleven years, waiting for the right occasion. So here we are, mija.”I touched the necklace at my collarbone, the one with my mother’s name engraved on it. Between the two pieces, I felt as though I’d managed to bring a little of her with me. Around us, my cousins and aunts were talking over one another in Spanish, laughing and fussing over the last few wedding details. My mother would have been right in the middle of it, probably giving everyone her own instructions.The ceremony took place at a vineyard an hour outside the city, beneath an arch Dean had built wit
Wedding planning turned into its own special kind of chaos, complete with color palettes, venue tours, flower arrangements, and a guest list that seemed to grow every time Dean remembered someone else who absolutely had to be there. One evening, he spread invitation samples across the kitchen table while I compared flower arrangements on my laptop, his expression suddenly more serious than the occasion seemed to require.“We need to talk about something.”“That sounds ominous.”“Mason.” He said the name carefully, watching my face. “I want to invite him. I know that might be complicated for you, considering everything, and I wanted to ask instead of assuming.”I closed the laptop and let myself think before answering. Mason had earned his way back into Dean’s life, and, if I was being honest, into mine too. He had helped bring our families together. He had stood up for me when Sophie slapped me. The man he was now wasn’t the same man he had been before, even if the history between us
Dean had been impossible for four days.He answered my texts with the bare minimum, ignored my calls, and when I finally got a response, it was usually a single, distracted word that said nothing. By Saturday afternoon, I had moved past concern and landed somewhere far less charitable. So when he texted to ask me to dinner, I climbed into his car already annoyed, folding my arms as I settled into the passenger seat.“You’ve been impossible all week.”“I know.”I turned toward him. “That’s all you have to say?”“I promise I’ll explain everything tonight.” He glanced over, and something bright and uneasy moved behind his eyes, an expression that didn’t belong on the face of the man who usually had an answer for everything. “Please trust me a little longer.”“I’m trusting you under protest.”“Noted.”He drove without telling me where we were going. I considered asking several times, but the look on his face suggested I would only get another vague answer, and I was already irritated enou
A year ago, I did everything I could to keep my life from falling apart without making the people I loved suffer. Now I had a career I was proud of, friends who were building lives of their own, and a boyfriend who had somehow made room for hockey and art in a world that had spent years insisting he had to choose.Every now and then, the distance between then and now still surprised me.The biggest change was Dean’s Hockey and Art Academy, which had opened that spring. I loved stopping by after work, especially on afternoons when the younger kids moved between the ice and the art rooms with helmets tucked under their arms and paint on their fingers. Dean had hired coaches to handle most of the hockey instruction, but he still taught painting whenever he could.I had watched him sit beside a child struggling with a drawing and patiently show them how to try again. He never made mistakes seem like proof that someone did not belong. He treated them as part of learning, something Dean him
Dean woke me the next morning with coffee already brewing in the kitchen. I blinked up at him from the bed and found him sitting on the edge of the mattress, fully dressed and looking far too pleased with himself.“You let me sleep in,” I said, pushing myself upright.“I made breakfast. You have time.”I checked the clock and, annoyingly, found he was right. A few minutes later, I followed the smell of coffee into the kitchen, where eggs and toast waited on two plates. Beside my coffee sat my usual hot chocolate.“You’re spoiling me.”“I’m aware.” He caught me around the waist and kissed me before I could say anything else. “I could get used to this, you know. Waking up together, making breakfast, arguing over who gets the bathroom first. All the thrilling parts of domestic life.”I gave him a suspicious look. “You mean you want me to move in.”“Fully, yes. Imagine it. My girlfriend actually living with me instead of going home all the time and leaving me to miss her.”“Your girlfrien







