LOGINThe interview was scheduled for Thursday, three days after I accepted the opportunity and three days after losing my scholarship. In that short stretch of time, my future had become a spreadsheet of tuition costs, application deadlines, and increasingly desperate backup plans. I spent most of it pretending everything was under control.
It was not a convincing performance. “You’re going to wear that?” I looked up from my desk to find Ava leaning against the doorway of my dorm room, coffee in one hand and judgment in the other. I glanced down at my outfit. “What exactly is wrong with this?” “Easton’s sports media department is interviewing you, not appointing you to Congress.” “Black slacks, white blouse, navy blazer. It’s professional.” “You look like you’re running for office.” “It’s an interview.” “It’s a sports media internship.” “At a rival university.” “Okay, yeah. Fair.” I pointed at her. “Exactly.” Ava rolled her eyes, tossed a granola bar onto my bed, and wandered farther into the room while I gathered my things. “Just don’t let them intimidate you.” “They’re not the ones I’m worried about.” She knew what I meant without asking. Most of the internet had moved on from my public humiliation, but not entirely. The story itself had faded beneath newer scandals, yet my face had taken on a life of its own. Somewhere along the way, I had stopped being the Northbridge girl who got her heart ripped and had become the reaction girl from the Mason Hart disaster. Screenshots of my expression appeared everywhere now. Sports losses. Failed exams. Burnt dinners. Political arguments that had absolutely nothing to do with me. Search my name, and you could find compilations, GIFs, edits, and memes created by people who had no idea who I actually was. The breakup had become content. At least people talked about the joke more than the reason behind it. Small victories. “You’re going to be fine,” Ava said. “That sounded suspiciously like a lie.” “It was a supportive lie. There’s a difference.” I laughed, grabbed my bag, and headed out before she could offer any more encouragement disguised as insults. The bus ride to Easton gave me entirely too much time to rehearse answers. By the time I stepped off near campus and walked toward the arena, I had mentally completed the interview at least twenty times and somehow felt less prepared than when I started. The building rose above the surrounding campus like a monument to money and success. It was larger than Northbridge’s arena, newer too, all glass and steel and confidence. Championship banners hung prominently enough that nobody could miss them. Easton had one of the strongest hockey programs in the country, and unlike Northbridge, it had Mercer money backing every ambitious project. I checked my email while crossing the plaza. Third floor. Media offices. Interview at eleven. Simple. At least in theory. Inside, the arena was quieter than expected. Activity echoed somewhere deeper in the building, but the hallways themselves were mostly empty. I followed a series of signs toward the elevators, took a wrong turn somewhere along the way, and ended up completely lost. Typical. I pulled out my phone to check the building map when a sharp crack echoed through the corridor. Another followed, then several more in rapid succession. Pucks are hitting the boards. The sound carried through the building with surprising force, and before common sense could intervene, curiosity took over. I followed the noise down a side hallway until I reached a viewing window overlooking the rink. Practice was underway below. Players moved through drills with the effortless precision that came from years of repetition. Coaches barked instructions from the sidelines while skates carved clean lines across the ice. Even from the viewing level, the pace was impressive. I recognized several players immediately. Sports journalism had a way of filling your brain with names, whether you wanted them there or not. One player drew my attention more than the others. Not because he was demanding it. Because he wasn’t. During a break in drills, most of the team gathered near center ice. He drifted toward the bench instead, pulling off his helmet and sitting alone while everyone else talked. Dean Mercer. Recognition came instantly. His face was impossible to avoid. Athletic campaigns, commercials, magazine profiles, social media advertisements—the Mercer family practically marketed him as aggressively as they marketed their sports empire. Yet the version standing on the ice looked different from the polished image that appeared online. The advertisements always showed him smiling. This version looked like smiling was an obligation he fulfilled only when necessary. A teammate skated over and said something. Dean answered. The teammate laughed. Dean didn’t. There was nothing hostile about it. He simply seemed uninterested in performing friendliness for the sake of appearances. The coach called everyone back into position, and practice resumed. I should have left then. Instead, I lingered at the glass, watching the drills for another minute. Dean reached for his gloves and paused. Something caught my eye. A flash of blue. I leaned closer. Paint. Or at least what looked remarkably like paint beneath his fingernails. I frowned. Maybe the distance was playing tricks on me, but it certainly looked like blue paint. Which made absolutely no sense. A hockey captain with paint-stained hands? Before I could spend another minute trying to solve that mystery, someone cleared her throat behind me. I turned so quickly I nearly dropped my phone. A woman stood in the hallway holding a tablet and wearing the expression of someone trying to determine whether I belonged there. “Can I help you?” “Sorry,” I said immediately, stepping away from the window. “I was looking for the media offices.” Her expression softened. “Third floor.” Right. The place I was actually supposed to be. Not lurking outside a hockey practice investigating suspicious fingernails. “Thank you.” I headed for the elevators before I could make the situation any more embarrassing. As the doors slid open, I glanced back toward the rink one last time. Dean had already pulled his gloves on and rejoined the drill. For a brief second, his attention lifted toward the viewing level. Toward the glass. Toward me. Then he looked away and kept skating. No recognition. No reaction. Nothing. The elevator doors closed, carrying me toward my interview, but the moment stayed with me. Most people recognized me these days, whether I wanted them to or not. Being ignored should have been a relief. Instead, as the elevator climbed toward the third floor, I found myself wondering why Dean Mercer had blue paint under his fingernails—and why the question suddenly felt more important than the interview waiting upstairs. The elevator chimed, the doors slid open, and the first thing I saw was the same woman holding a clipboard. She smiled. “Iris Bennett?” I nodded. “They’re ready for you.” And just like that, my future was about to change.The second interview happened three days later, which felt both too soon and somehow overdue. I would have happily pretended the first one counted as a complete piece of journalism, but Melissa had taken one look at my draft and shut that idea down immediately. Apparently, an article composed of Dean Mercer answering in single-syllable words did not qualify as compelling content. She said it with a straight face, which made it worse. I tried to argue. I lost. So I went back. Practice had already wrapped up by the time I got to the rink, which was the only reason I didn’t turn around and leave. The place still smelled faintly like ice and sweat, and players were drifting out in loose clusters, laughing, arguing, already halfway into whatever came next for them. Ryan was in the middle of it all, talking to three different people as he had cloned himself. Dean, on the other hand, was exactly where I expected him to be, sitting off to the side on a bench near the entrance, phone in
The problem with finding a file with your name on it is that it doesn’t leave you alone afterward. It sits there in your head, quiet but stubborn, like something unfinished. I tried to ignore it. I really did. For almost two days, I kept telling myself there had to be a normal explanation. Something boring. Something that didn’t mean anything. Maybe it was tied to Easton. Maybe it was just paperwork. Some administrative thing I didn’t understand. Maybe Mercer Athletics kept files on everyone, and I just happened to notice mine. I kept circling those ideas, trying to make one of them stick. None of them did. “That’s creepy.” Ava didn’t even hesitate. I had barely finished explaining before she said it, already reaching for another fry as she’d just solved a puzzle. “It isn’t creepy,” I said, though even to me it sounded weak. “It’s absolutely creepy.” She chewed, unfazed. “A billion-dollar company has a file with your name on it.” “It could be work-related.” “It cou
Things had settled into something that almost resembled stability. Not the kind that erased problems, but enough that I could move through my days without constantly waiting for everything to fall apart. Tuition still loomed like a threat I kept postponing, my life still split awkwardly between Northbridge and Easton, and the internet still treated me like a storyline they could dip into whenever they felt like it. But I had classes, work, and a routine that held together more often than it didn’t. It wasn’t peace, but it was close enough that I stopped questioning it. That should have been my warning. Melissa didn’t knock when she walked in, didn’t hesitate, didn’t ease into anything. She moved like she always did—already halfway through her agenda before anyone else caught up. “I need a favor.” I didn’t bother pretending enthusiasm. I leaned back slightly, watching her over my laptop. “That depends entirely on what kind of favor.” “A media event.” Too simple. Melissa’s version
I almost turned around when I saw him, not in any dramatic way, just a quiet pivot that would have let me disappear back into the flow of campus traffic and pretend I’d forgotten something. It would have been easy—clean, even—but Mason spotted me before I could commit to it, straightening like he’d been waiting for this exact collision. Leaving after that would have been obvious, and I wasn’t interested in giving him the satisfaction of calling it avoidance. “Iris.” I exhaled, already tired of the conversation we hadn’t even started. “Mason.” Seeing him didn’t hit the way it used to. A month ago, his voice alone could derail my entire day, send me spiraling through every word and implication. Now it felt more like an interruption—unwelcome, inconvenient, something I’d rather not deal with but couldn’t ignore. “You’ve been ignoring me.” “I thought I was being subtle,” I said, shifting my bag higher on my shoulder as students streamed past us, laughter and conversation carrying on
By my second day at Easton, I had something that almost resembled a routine. It wasn’t comfortable, not yet, but it had structure—Northbridge during the day, Easton in the evenings, and whatever scraps of energy remained went into assignments and the quiet effort of holding myself together. It worked well enough to keep me moving. What surprised me more was how quickly it stopped feeling strange. A week ago, walking into Easton’s arena with a media badge would have felt like stepping into someone else’s life. Now I nodded at security without hesitation, navigated the hallways without thinking, and slipped into the rhythm of the place as if I’d always belonged there. Life didn’t wait for readiness; it simply adjusted around you until you caught up. “You’re late.” I glanced up from my desk to find Blake leaning against it, arms crossed, wearing the kind of expression that suggested he’d been waiting specifically to say that. “I’m three minutes early.” “Exactly,” he said, pointing as
Ava’s reaction came through the phone at full volume, forcing me to pull it away before she could permanently damage my hearing. She didn’t bother easing into it, just launched straight into disbelief and celebration, repeating the news like it might vanish if she didn’t say it enough times. “You got the job? At Easton?” “Yes,” I said, trying—and failing—not to smile as I paced my room. “Lower your voice.” “No.” “Ava.” “No.” Her refusal was immediate and predictable, and somehow that steadiness grounded me more than anything else had in the past few days. She kept going, talking over herself, emphasizing every word like she was announcing it to a stadium instead of one person on the other end of a call. “You got the job. The job. The one that could literally save your degree.” That part landed differently. Not dramatic, just factual in a way that settled into my chest with weight. I dropped onto my bed, pressing my hand into the mattress as if confirming something solid existe







