LOGIN~ CASSANDRA ~
The cool air whips through my hair as I race deeper into the woods. "It suddenly feels like we're nineteen again," Lyra, my wolf, says, and I fully agree with her. The last time we ran down this trail, I was barely nineteen, about to marry Rhett. We were in love after being college school sweethearts. Daisy had been our coursemate too—his betrothed—but he had always paid her no attention. He chose me instead and married me. Even after I struggled a year without getting pregnant, he stood by me. He comforted me, telling me it was fine, encouraging me not to lose hope. Oh, well... it wasn't. It fucking wasn't. Because all that time, he'd been sneaking around and sleeping with his betrothed behind my back while I remained completely oblivious. I was too deeply in love to ever notice. "Let's do this..." I strip off my clothes, hanging them safe on the tree, my bones snap as Lyra starts shifting. I'm on all fours, taking deep breaths as Lyra shrugs off the last traces of restraint. Finally, Lyra breathes, stretching as she flexes through our shared limbs. Time to run. We tear through the underbrush, passing between ancient trunks, leaping over roots that jut from the earth like gnarled fingers. I feel free, without thinking about the fact that I just got divorced, have no plans for my future, discovered the son I thought I gave birth to isn't mine, or that my ex-husband had been cheating on me for a long time. "Faster," Lyra urges, as she keeps.runnjnf deeper, deeper into the woods, past the old stream where we used to drink as pups, past the ridge where Dad first taught me to hunt. "Careful," Lyra warns suddenly, her senses catching something mine haven't yet. "The road..." It's too late. We break through the treeline at a full sprint, and the roar of an approaching car reaches my ears a second too late. Before I can react, we're hurled into the air as the car's tires screech to a halt. Pain detonates through my entire body. The world spins violently, the impact sending me hurtling sideways before we crash down hard onto the shoulder of the road. Fuck. My rib feels like it's been broken in half. My vision blurs, as a pathetic little whimper escapes me. "What kind of lunatic drives that fast through the woods? Are they trying to collect bodies, or are they just stupid?" The words die in my throat as another wave of pain tears through me. I writhe on the ground, my sides heaving. Blood mats the fur along my hip where the bumper caught me. Rage burns through me. Oh, whoever the hell is behind that wheel is about to have the worst day of their life. I don't care that I'm in wolf form. They're getting an earful... right after I make sure they know exactly where they can shove their driver's license. The car door opens, as a brown shoes steps out... I lift my head to snarl a warning in the direction of the sound, ready to curse out whatever reckless, careless... An enticing scent knocks every curse right out of my head. Lyra begins pacing excitedly beneath my skin as I feel a thin red thread connects me to whoever the reckless driver is. Mate, she whispers excitedly. Mate. Mate. Mate. My heart slams against my ribs, once, twice, painfully hard, drowning out even the ache from the accident. The shadow steps fully into view, tall and broad-shouldered. The moment his face comes into focus, my entire body goes cold. Alpha Cassian. No. No. No. This can't be. Rhett's greatest enemy. The man my stepsister is set to marry. The Alpha I have personally humiliated across a dozen negotiating tables, whose deals I have gutted, whose territorial claims I have fought tooth and nail to deny, all in service of a husband who called me a rented womb not twelve hours ago. Memories flash through me like rapid fire as I recall every summit where I had stood by Rhett's side and dismantled Cassian's proposals, piece by piece. The smirk I gave him afterward, knowing my reputation was built on being the woman who could beat Alpha Cassian at his own game. "Absolutely not," I think furiously, scrambling to gather my aching limbs beneath me. If I can just get up, just get back into the treeline, I can run and pretend this never... Lyra whines in protest, refusing to cooperate, our body trembling with the effort of trying to move against her will. Pain lances up through our hip, and I collapse back down with a frustrated snarl. Cassian crouches before me, his dark brown eyes narrowing as they meet Lyra's. A smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. He's mocking me undoubtedly. "You ran straight into the road. That's very careless... you could have been killed." I try to find the sincerity in his words, but fuck no. With the laughter lines in his eyes and the smirk tugging at his lips, he only infuriates me more. I let out a loud growl, baring my teeth at him. His mouth curves, just slightly, at the sound, as though he finds my hostility entertaining rather than threatening. "I'd apologize," he continues, "but I think you'll agree the collision worked out rather well for both of us." I have no idea what he means until he reaches up and unclasps his coat, shrugging it off his shoulders in one smooth motion. "Shift back," he ordered with his Alpha tome. The order slams into me, and my body responds before my mind can object. The instinctual part of me bows to the command even though I'm fully raging against it. My bones crack and reshape, fur turning into bare skin until I'm crouched, naked and shaking, on the gravel shoulder of the road, pain shooting through me from my bruised hip. He looks away, and with no other choice, I grab the coat he gave me and wrap it around myself, his intoxicating scent permeating my senses. "Can you smell that? It smells so nice," Lyra whines. I clutch the coat tighter around myself before turning to face him. "You should apologize. You were driving above the speed limit." He takes a step closer, a mischievous glint dancing in his eyes, the smirk still tugging at his lips. It makes me want to fucking slap him. "Cassandra," he says, and fuck me, the sound of my name on his lips does something traitorous to my pulse. "What a beautiful thing fate can do, don't you think? If I wasn't driving above the speed limit, I wouldn't have..." He shrugs, clearly referring to the red thread still connecting us. "Don't," I bite out, my voice hoarse. "Don't you dare say it." "Say what, mate?" His gaze drops to my finger. "Where's your ring? Oh, yeah... divorced. Rhett sent me a wedding invitation." My teeth clench. It's not even been twenty-four hours since I signed the divorce papers, and he's already sending out wedding invitations? "It's none of your business," I grit out. "The fucker doesn't deserve you after all." I scoff at his words, my eyes narrowing as I meet his. "I, Cassandra McCarthy, reject you, Alpha Cassian, as my fated mate," I say, taking a step back, my hip throbbing with the movement. His jaw tightens. His eyes narrow just slightly, sweeping over me as though he's recalculating an equation that has refused to balance the way he expected. "I reject your rejection," he says. Before I can back away, he closes the distance between us. One moment I'm about to retreat, the next, he scoops me into his arms. "Put me down!" I squeal, struggling against his chest, but he doesn't budge.CASSANDRAI should have known things wouldn’t be as easy as I wanted. No matter how tightly I shut my eyes, I can’t sleep. My eyes are heavy and puffy from crying. I almost want to laugh at the fact that it took a second round of tears to realize I’d given up Cassian only to land in something dangerous. Daisy’s last words, coupled with the unease stirring within me, are simply intolerable.Sleep eventually finds me, but it doesn’t last long. A searing pain below my shoulder blade jolts me awake. My shoulders hunch as I wince, and it only makes the pain worse. Save for the moonlight pouring in from the French window, the room is dark. I let out a groan, clutching my stomach. It feels like something is twisting inside me, wringing the life right out of me. I pull myself into a sitting position, but the pain makes me topple over, and I land hard on the floor.“Goddess, t-take this p-pain,” the words stumble out of my mouth through gritted teeth. It hurts so fucking bad. Goddess knows I’d
~ CASSANDRA ~If I didn’t know better, I’d say Rhett wants me to go crazy. It’s been hours, at least three, since he left me locked up in this… this fucking prison.I punch a fist into the wooden door, a loud scream ripping past my lungs into the air. Yet no one comes. How long is that bastard really going to leave me? My throat feels sore. The last of my energy drains as I slump to the floor.“Ly…” I gasp, struggling to speak. “Lyra, are you there?” I don’t get an answer, but I can still feel her in my head. With a sigh, I shut my eyes, wetting my parched lips with my tongue.“I’m sorry. Please say something, anything. I know you’re not happy with me and I don’t expect anything to change, but please just… just answer, Lyra,” I say through the mind link.Whether she’s just mad or this is a punishment from her, I don’t know. I just know I deserve it, and it hurts like hell.A small tear rolls down my already tear-streaked face and I sniffle. “Maybe you’re right about Cassian defending
CassandraGoodbye tastes like ash. My palms are pressed to the window pane as I watch the gate shrink till it's swallowed whole by trees. My vision is foggy from unshed tears sitting there too long, and I blink and a tear rolls down. I decide it's too painful to watch and I turn away from the window.The silence engulfs me, wrapping me in its cruel embrace, and I let it. Beside me, Rhett hums contentedly, scrolling through his phone, one palm resting possessively on my leg. The same touch that used to send sparks flying in my head makes me nauseous, but I don't dare show it. It's bad enough I feel like crying; that single gesture would either fuel his anger, and only Goddess knows what he'll do, or it'll simply fuel his obsessed ego.Each time his fingers tighten on my knees, my skin crawls. Is this how it's always going to be? Would I always have to deal with Rhett's revolting presence? Lyra still hasn't said anything since the great hall. Her silence feels like more than just a puni
~ CASSIAN ~It's strange how quickly things can change, from having her in my arms yesterday to being stared straight in the eyes and made to feel like I've been nothing more than a fool.I've been trying so fucking hard to get past the fact that it's over between us, that I'm back to my fucking single life without her in it. But it's hard when the sheets are filled with nothing but her scent, memories of our love making and the book she was reading still lies open on the nightstand, abandoned on the page she never got past.Can't even fucking eat or speak to anyone. Every mind link from Beau gets blocked or ignored because the last thing I want is to hear anyone's voice right now.I grab the bottle of tequila from the nightstand and take a long swig straight from it, not even bothering with a glass. It burns all the way down my throat, but it's nothing compared to the fucking ache in my chest.Fuck love.Love is a fucking bitch, and I should have known better than to fall for it agai
~ THIRD-PERSON POV ~It feels as though the air has been knocked out of Cassian's lungs. His breath catches, and for a terrifying moment, he completely forgets how to breathe. The bond snaps painfully through his chest, his heart hammering louder as panic takes hold.This has to be a dream. A fucking dream he needs to wake up from.What's going on? Why would she say that?They'd walked in here together. Last night had been bliss. They'd made love, held each other close, and fallen asleep together. So what the hell had changed between then and now?The entire great hall blurs around him, the faces and voices fading into an indistinguishable haze as the world he knows begins to crumble around him.The elders around Cassian gasp, their shocked murmurs rippling through the great hall.Luna Emma's hands fly to her mouth as she struggles to hide her smile. She has never liked that fat bitch from Crescent Pack, always seeing Cassandra as nothing more than a gold digger. In her mind, Cassandr
~ CASSANDRA ~I’m still shaking when he rolls us, pulling me on top of him in one smooth motion. My knees sink into the mattress on either side of his hips. His cock, still rock-hard, slick with both of us, stands between us. I reach down, line him up, and sink onto him in one long, controlled drop.The stretch punches a broken moan out of both of us.I plant my hands on his chest and start to move. Slow at first, rolling my hips so he can feel every inch of me sliding up and down his thick cock. My big ass settles heavy against his thighs each time I take him to the core. The wet, filthy sound of it fills the quiet room.His hands fly to my waist, fingers digging in.“Fuck, look at you,” he rasps, eyes locked on where we’re joined. “Taking every inch like a good girl. That perfect fat ass bouncing on my cock… By the goddess, Cassie.”His praise lights me up. I rise higher and drop harder, letting my weight carry me down so he bottoms out with a deep, wet slap. Again. And again. My t







