LOGINEighteen years had passed since I left London.
Right now I was stepping on my car's gas pedal. I was driving along the main city road, my fingers tapping the steering wheel casually. Outside the window, giant screens on tall buildings were displaying my own face. On every corner of the city, my photo was plastered, wearing a white doctor's coat, my black hair flowing, and my face showing no signs of aging after 18 years. Beneath my photo, written in large letters: Dr. Alissa Mariana - Best Plastic Surgeon 2026. Cosmetic surgery was indeed trending. In the last 3 years, my name had soared. My clients came from all walks of life, celebrities, officials, even international stars came to me just to be handled by me. I had built a reputation as a plastic surgeon with a magical touch, capable of transforming appearances without leaving scars. I took a deep breath and smiled slightly. Louis, my son, had successfully gotten into his favorite university last week. He competed with thousands of applicants and was accepted into the medical faculty. I never forced him to become a doctor, but Louis always said he wanted to follow in his mother's footsteps. My car turned into the parking area of the hospital where I worked. This hospital had become my second home for the last 3 years. I parked in my designated spot, stepped out in my neat white coat, and walked through the automatic glass doors. The nurses and staff greeted me respectfully. "Dr. Alissa, good morning!" "Good morning," I replied. I walked toward my practice room on the third floor. When I opened the door, I saw Dr. Nicholas already sitting in the guest chair, holding two cups of coffee. "You know I like black coffee with no sugar," I said while smiling. "I know," he replied, his eyes sparkling behind his round glasses. "You look tired. What surgery do you have today?" "A rhinoplasty for a conglomerate's daughter. She wants her nose higher. I told her her nose was already beautiful, but she insisted." "And you did it?" "I'm a doctor, I give patients what they want, as long as it's safe and ethical." I sighed. "Louis got in, he made it into the medical faculty." "I know. He texted me this morning," Nicholas said. "I can't imagine how we got through all of this without you. You've always been there for us," I said. "I did it because I love you both and I'll keep doing it until you're ready to accept me completely," Nicholas said. I looked down, unable to answer. After eighteen years, Nicholas was still faithfully waiting for me. He still proposed every year, and every year I turned him down with the same reason. "I'm not ready." But really, I knew the real reason: I was afraid of getting hurt again like Damian did to me. Nicholas seemed to understand. He didn't push, just smiled and stood up from his chair. "I need to get back to my office. There's a patient waiting for me. See you at lunch?" "Sure," I said. ** When lunch break came, I walked to the hospital cafeteria to grab a snack. There, I heard two nurses gossiping in the corner of the room. "Did you hear the gossip? This hospital is going to be acquired," said a nurse with short hair. "Yeah, I heard it from the administration department. A European businessman, they said. They've even built a new building across the street. Look, it's huge." I turned to the large glass window in the cafeteria. Across the street, a new building towered high, still half-finished but already looking magnificent. I had heard about this acquisition, but I never really thought much about it. For me, what mattered was that I could keep working and taking care of my patients. "Who said that?" asked another nurse with curiosity. "The director himself. He said the businessman is coming today for an inspection, they've even prepared a tour of the new building." "Wow, who is this businessman? Must be a super rich European." "His name is Damian Kingsley, from a big company in London. He's famous as a property and hospital conglomerate. His family already has a hospital network all over Europe." I felt the cup in my hand drop and shatter on the floor. All the nurses turned to me with shocked expressions. But I didn't care. I only heard one name that stopped my heartbeat. Damian Kingsley. He's here? In my country? At the hospital where I work? I couldn't breathe. I left the broken cup and walked out of the cafeteria, not caring about the strange looks from the nurses around me. I walked to the main corridor, trying to calm myself down. Maybe it's just a coincidence, I thought. There are plenty of Damian Kingsleys in the world, but that name was so rare, so specific, and the European businessman with a hospital network fit Damian's family profile perfectly. I walked down the hospital corridor, trying to steady my breathing. I had to stay calm and professional. This might just be a coincidence. But when I turned the corner of the hallway, I saw them. A group of men in neat black suits were walking at the end of the corridor, accompanied by the hospital director. They seemed to be having a serious conversation, occasionally pointing toward the new building across the street. My eyes squinted, trying to see more clearly. In the middle of that group, there was a man with a tall, sturdy build and a very familiar posture. He turned slightly to speak with the director, and I saw his blue eyes. I knew who he was. I recognized those blue eyes from the nightmares that had haunted me for eighteen years. I recognized his strong jawline and the way he walked with confidence. Damian Kingsley. I felt my entire body freeze. My feet were glued to the floor, unable to move forward or backward. They were getting closer, their footsteps echoing in the quiet hallway. "Ah, Dr. Alissa!" The hospital director saw me and immediately smiled. He waved his hand at me. "I was looking for you! Come here, I want to introduce you to our hospital's new potential owner." I couldn't move and couldn't speak. I could only stare at Damian who was now only a few meters away from me. I saw the shock on his face. "Dr. Alissa! Come here. Mr. Kingsley, this is one of the best plastic surgeons we have. Dr. Alissa Mariana, she's the one who made this hospital's name so famous." Damian stared at me, his eyes unblinking. His mouth opened slightly, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't find the words. Beside him, two other men in black suits stared at me with curiosity. "Alissa," Damian whispered. His voice was soft, almost inaudible.Three months had passed since Louis left. Three months since Damian began to change himself, since I saw real change in him. Three months since we started rebuilding something that was almost destroyed.And today, I woke up with pain shooting through my back."Sweetheart, the time has come," I said softly, reaching for his hand as he held the morning newspaper.Damian turned quickly, his eyes widening."Now?"I nodded, enduring the pain that came and went. "We need to go to the hospital. Now."He didn't waste any time. Within minutes, Damian had packed the bag we had prepared a month ago, carefully helped me stand, and led me to the car. His hands trembled as he fastened my seatbelt."Are you okay?" he asked, his voice hoarse.I smiled despite the piercing pain."I'm fine. It's just that this baby can't wait to come out."Damian drove carefully but quickly. He occasionally glanced at me, his eyes full of worry. During the drive, I saw him gripping the steering wheel so tightly that hi
The sound of Damian's footsteps was faint outside the door, stopping for a moment, then fading away. I knew he wanted to come in, but he also knew I needed time alone. I spent that night crying silently, my body shaking from the sobs I held back. I thought about Louis, the boy I loved more than anything, my own child, my flesh and blood. I thought about his wounded face, his eyes full of hatred, and the slap that landed hard on his cheek.I woke up the next morning with swollen eyes and a dizzy head. Damian had already left, maybe to the office, maybe just to avoid me. I didn't care. I walked toward Louis's room with a pounding heart. I knocked softly on his door."Louis? Sweetheart, can I come in?"There was no answer. I pressed the doorknob, and it turned out to be unlocked. I opened it slowly, and saw Louis sitting on the edge of the bed with his backpack on his lap. His eyes were red, but his face was flat, empty. He was already ready to leave."Louis, where are you going?"He did
I stood still in the living room, my body trembling, tears streaming down my cheeks. Louis's bedroom door had slammed shut, leaving an echo that still rang in my ears. Damian stood beside me, his hand still raised, trembling, as if he himself couldn't believe what he had just done.I couldn't hold back my sobs."Damian... you... you slapped him. You actually slapped him."Damian lowered his hand slowly, his face pale."I didn't mean to. I don't know what came over me. I just... he kept yelling, he kept saying he hated me, and I...""And you thought slapping him would make things better? You thought that would make him stop hating you? You just proved him right about you!""I know, I know I was wrong. I shouldn't have..." Damian reached out his hand to touch me, but I stepped back."Don't touch me! You see what you've done? He's already hurt, he already felt abandoned, and now you've added to his wounds. You've made him even more certain that you're the evil man he's always thought you
That night, as we sat at the dinner table with Louis, the atmosphere felt warm yet awkward. Damian had prepared a delicious meal, my chicken soup that used to always be Louis's favorite, and grilled fish with fresh vegetables. I looked at Louis sitting across from me, his eyes staring at his plate without saying much. Occasionally, his gaze would drift to my growing belly, and I could see something behind his look that was hard to decipher."Louis, did you have lunch earlier?" I asked."Yes, Mom," he answered shortly, still staring at his plate."I made your favorite chicken soup. I hope you like it," I said.Louis lifted his head briefly, then looked down again."Thank you, Mom. It's good."Silence fell over the table again. I looked at Damian sitting beside me, and he just gave a small shrug, as if he didn't know what to say. I could see the tension between them, and my heart ached."Louis, I heard you got good grades on your last exam. I'm proud of you," Damian said.Louis didn't a
I woke up with a feeling lighter than usual. The morning sun came through the gap in the curtains, illuminating Damian's face as he still slept beside me. I looked at him for a moment, feeling warmth in my chest. Last night, I finally confessed all my lies to him, and he wasn't angry. He hugged me and said he had known all along. The heavy burden I had been carrying slowly lifted, and for the first time in years, I felt truly free.Damian opened his eyes slowly, and his smile immediately spread when he saw me."Good morning, sweetheart," he said, his voice hoarse from just waking up. "You're already up?"I smiled, reaching for his hand."I couldn't sleep anymore. I'm too excited.""Excited for what?" he asked."I want to go to the mall today. I need some new, bigger clothes. My belly is getting bigger, and my clothes are starting to feel tight."Damian immediately sat up, his eyes shining with enthusiasm."Of course, sweetheart! I'll take you. We can go after breakfast. I already know
I woke up the next morning with my feelings still in chaos. Damian was already up and in the kitchen, preparing breakfast as usual. The smell of toasted bread and coffee drifted into the bedroom, and for a moment, I felt a familiar warmth. But inside my heart, the same question kept spinning: what was I going to do?I walked to the kitchen with slow steps. Damian turned when he heard me, and his smile immediately spread across his face."Good morning, sweetheart," he said, approaching and kissing my forehead. "I made your favorite pancakes. I added some blueberries, just the way you like them."I forced a smile, sitting at the table. "Thank you, Damian. You're so thoughtful."Damian placed a plate of pancakes in front of me, then sat across from me. He watched me attentively, as if studying my expression."What's wrong, sweetheart? You look confused," he asked, his voice soft.I looked at him, feeling a heavy weight in my chest. I wanted to tell him the truth, wanted to confess all th







