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Chapter 17 wallow in your thought

Author: AUGUSTINA T
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Ava Della Sanchez

I decided to clear my head, after the scene I saw a few minutes ago it dawned on me that this is going to be tougher than I thought. I decided to go to the park. I need to clear my head. A lot has been going on lately and my poor heart has been the one suffering it.

I wanted to take my car keys but then I decided against it. I decided to walk to the park and as well clear my mind, I feel so suffocating at the moment. As I walk to the park which is not too far from our mansion, seeing different people go about their daily activities I can't help but smile, knowing that all these people have their different problems and destinations making us different races and that's why we're human beings.

I'm now close to the park as I could sight it from a distance, I sighed and walked towards it. As I sat down on a bench at a corner in the park. I could see different couples with their kids, I can't help but admire them so much. This has always been my dream. This has always bee
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Carol Miller
what new attidude? tired of her now. will she grow sense anytime soon? she is boring.
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marlene sealy
will she change,give him a divorce and get her life together and show him who is strong leave him and go away and return and become strong
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Vivian Morales
yes thats right!
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