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Chapter Thirty-Seven — The Weight in the Book

作者: Ava Sterling
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"Nobody writes that word yet."

Ames's pencil stopped an inch above the page.

Mara had the word in her mouth already. She is eighty-one and does not waste breath, and she let it go unspent.

"A thing is missing after a room has been searched," I said. "This room has been looked into. Those are not the same word, and in February the difference will matter more than anything either of us feels tonight."

"Then we search it," Mara said.

"All of it. You and I, hands only. Ames stays on the threshold a
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