LOGINAimee
It had been two weeks since Aimee started at her new school and a month since she moved to this town, this small, simple, easygoing town that felt nothing like the life she had known before. So far, she was loving it far more than she had expected. The peace and quiet here stood in huge contrast to the bustling city life she had grown up in, and for the first time in a long while, she felt like she could finally breathe without everyone watching her do it.
Everything was going the way she had wanted. Her school life remained quiet and largely unpopular, unlike in her previous school. She knew most people were aware of who she was and where she came from, but since she never welcomed conversations that could lead in that direction, no one had been able to force her into maintaining the lifestyle she had spent her whole life trapped inside.
Aimee knew the majority of the students wanted to become friends with her because of her identity, just like always, but this time, she wasn’t plagued by the need to satisfy anyone’s expectations or curiosity, and because of that, she had managed to keep everyone at a careful distance.
However, there was still one variable in everything, one difference that refused to blend into the quiet life she had tried to build here. The one thing that, despite her attempts to ignore it, had somehow managed to intrigue her enough that she kept paying attention even when she knew she shouldn’t.
The piano boy.
Whom she had come to know as Jayden.
His lifestyle was perhaps the simplest she had ever seen, and somehow, that only made him more intriguing to her. Despite not wanting to, she had found herself observing little things about him, piecing together fragments she noticed herself and others she overheard from classmates.
She had never seen him properly pay attention in class, yet somehow, he always managed to answer the teachers’ questions correctly. Questions that even she, despite listening attentively, sometimes struggled to answer.
He spent most of his free time in the music room playing the piano, and when he wasn’t there, he was usually in the library reading.
The teachers all seemed to have good things to say about him, and everyone knew he was the top student in the school, despite living such a quiet, detached life.
Aimee eventually realized something else too.
Their classmates hadn’t truly outcasted him.
Jayden had done that himself.
No matter how someone tried to start a conversation with him, he either responded with one-word replies or ignored them entirely.
Cindy had once told her they all believed he acted that way because he thought too highly of himself due to his grades and how much the teachers favored him, so eventually, people stopped trying and began ignoring him in return, hoping it would force him to change his attitude. But the opposite happened.
He seemed to prefer the quietness.
Aimee thought otherwise, though.
She didn’t think he was pompous or arrogant at all. If anything, she felt like he simply didn’t want to emotionally invest himself in anyone or anything, perhaps because somewhere along the line, he had learned what it felt like to be disappointed, overlooked, or hurt.
Aimee surprised herself with how easily she had come to that conclusion when she had never even spoken to him before. But somehow, she understood him in ways she couldn’t explain. Perhaps because a part of her related to him more than she wanted to admit.
And maybe that was why his presence resonated with her so much, making her constantly aware of him no matter how much she tried not to be.
She often found herself standing quietly outside the music room just to listen to him play. Sometimes she came early before classes started, and other times she waited after school ended just to hear the soft sound of the piano drifting through the half-open door.
She had noticed that although he spent most of his time in the music room, he wasn’t actually part of the music club. He only went there when no one else was around. Eventually, she discovered the music teacher had given him a key because after school, he always stayed behind to arrange the room for them.
Aimee didn’t understand why he did it.
Still, she found herself silently accompanying him from a distance anyway.
And even though she could now recognize most of the pieces he played, she noticed he always gravitated toward the sad ones. The lonely, aching melodies that seemed to linger in the air long after the music stopped.
Aimee found herself enjoying them more than she should have.
Yet at the same time, there was a quiet part of her that secretly longed for the day he would play something happier, even if it was only slightly lighter than the others.
She sat in the cafeteria, absentmindedly watching him eat his sandwich, the exact same thing he ordered every single day. Aimee often found herself wondering whether he simply disliked the cafeteria food, or perhaps the nutritionist wasn’t doing a good enough job listening to what the students actually wanted. Or maybe, just maybe, he simply preferred sandwiches over everything else.
There were so many things she wanted to ask him. So many little things she wanted to understand. Yet whenever they ended up alone in the same space, especially around the music room, she never did anything except listen.
As soon as Jayden stood up from his seat in the cafeteria, Aimee instantly knew where he was going next.
The library.
He wouldn’t go to the music room now because the club members were using it.
Aimee hesitated briefly before standing and following after him. She caught Cindy furrowing her brows at her from across the table, silently asking where she was going, and Aimee only shook her head lightly with a small smile before leaving.
She had barely walked a few steps when she noticed Jayden standing in the hallway speaking to Mr. Lance, something she had observed happened quite often. She had always wondered why the teacher called for him so frequently, but she had never gotten close enough to hear what they discussed.
Soon enough, Jayden began making his way toward the library, and for the first time since she started school there, Aimee entered as well.
The room was as quiet as every library she had ever visited. She glanced briefly at the students studying quietly at the tables, but she didn’t see who she was looking for, so she moved further in between the shelves.
She peeked through one row after another until she finally found him.
Jayden stood in front of the history section with a book about the World War in his hand. The moment she saw the title, she immediately remembered that the field trip their class would be going on in two days was themed around the war. They would be visiting the old frontline and the remains left behind from it.
Was he studying ahead for the trip?
Why?
Could this be why he always knew the answers to the teachers’ questions despite barely paying attention during lessons?
Was this what his study routine looked like?
Once again, Aimee found herself discovering another thing she wanted to ask him, yet instead of speaking, she simply walked toward the same section, picked up a similar book, and sat two rows away from him.
Aimee tried focusing on the pages she had opened, but even though the words were in English, none of them seemed willing to stay in her head long enough to make sense.
Academic excellence had never really been her strength, and she had never cared enough about it to pretend otherwise.
Still, as she watched Jayden reading with such quiet focus and seriousness, she found herself wondering something she had never considered before.
Could being that intelligent actually feel... nice?
AimeeIt had been a day since Jayden came to Aimee’s house sick, and last night he had had a nightmare and then said he was a bad boyfriend because he was sick.Although she had laughed about it, she couldn’t stop thinking about his words and his nightmare when she was alone in her room. She kept wondering what Jayden considered a good boyfriend, and more importantly, what kind of experience he had with his mother that the wound was still buried so deeply in his heart that it could resurface in his weakened state.“Wow, thank God, it’s finally down,” Aimee said, looking at the thermometer that showed 36.6°C.“I told you I’m feeling better,” Jayden replied, staring at the thermometer in her hand.He had been telling Aimee since morning that he was feeling better, but she didn’t believe him. Part of the reason was because she wanted to make sure he was perfectly fine before letting him go, and the other reason was that, knowing Jayden, he would leave as soon as he felt better, and she w
JaydenJayden ran home after saying goodbye to his friends, but upon reaching the complex, he saw the red-haired woman leaving, dragging a heavy box behind her.He stood frozen in shock, and when their eyes met, the woman sighed and closed her eyes. Jayden forced himself to approach her then.“Mom, where are you going?” he asked, his voice hiding a tremble.The woman sighed again and opened her eyes. “Jay,” she called with an exasperated sigh. “I had wanted to leave before you came home.”“Why? Why are you leaving?” Jayden asked.The woman smiled sadly and tousled his hair. “I’m sorry, Jay, but I can’t stay anymore. I have to go.”“Why?” Jayden repeated, his vision turning blurry as the woman began to take a shapeless form in his eyes. “Why do you have to leave? We are a family.”“We are, Jayden, but I have to leave,” the woman said.Jayden heard the sound of a car and turned around to see a cab parking in front of the complex. A man climbed down from the car and stared at them. Jayde
AimeeAimee had to stop herself from pacing around like someone whose wife was in the labor room. Jayden was seeing a doctor, and she could only wait outside with Gary standing beside her. She tried to sit, but sitting only made her more restless, so she could only stand, pace back and forth, stand again, and then pace back and forth.“You seem too restless. It can only be a common cold,” Gary said.“How come? He was fine yesterday!” Aimee replied.Gary shrugged. “Well, he must have caught the virus earlier but just didn’t notice. Seeing how he works two jobs, it’s easy to miss the symptoms because of stress, and he was pretty laid-back yesterday.”“You don’t know that!” Aimee said. “What if it was because we made him walk home late last night? What if—”“Miss Aimee, calm down,” Gary said gently. “He will be fine. We are already at the hospital. At most, we would arrange a private ward for him.”Aimee sighed and nodded. Gary was right. She knew he was. She just had to be patient until
JaydenJayden had fallen asleep as soon as he fell onto the bed after taking a shower that night. He had actually thought he was going to spend the night going through everything that had happened at the festival, his confession and his possible relationship with Aimee, but he never knew he was so tired that he would fall asleep almost instantly.When he woke up in the morning, he felt feverish and wondered if he was coming down with something, but it had been so long since he got sick that he didn’t even have any go-to medication anymore. The last time he had gotten really sick was a week after his mother abandoned them, and that was already six years ago. Since then, he had only ever dealt with headaches or maybe a little cold, which a day or half a day of rest and aspirin usually fixed.So, he didn’t feel bothered and decided to get some aspirin on his way to work since he didn’t have any at home anymore. As he tried to carry on with his daily routine, however, he noticed that his
AimeeAimee had found it hard to sleep last night. She kept replaying Jayden’s face with the fireworks behind him as he confessed his feelings to her. She would hug her pillow and squeal, kicking her legs in the air, then cover her flushed face and repeat everything all over again. She couldn’t find a comfortable spot to lie on her bed and kept turning and tossing around until the first break of dawn.Seeing the rising sun and knowing she would get to see Jayden again in the afternoon to confirm that they were truly dating now, she suppressed the excitement in her heart and forced herself to catch a few hours of sleep so that she wouldn’t be meeting her boyfriend with eyebags.Although Aimee said that, she still woke up after only a few hours of sleep, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t go back to sleep, so she decided to find something to do to pass the time. But then again, time was sluggish, and even when she felt like at least an hour should have passed, it would end u
JaydenHe did it!He actually did it. Wait, what does this mean? Is he dating Aimee now? Is she like...his girlfriend?Jayden’s face heated up immediately, and he was glad that there weren’t many people in the train, otherwise, how could he calmly sit while they watched him blush so badly?He glanced at the girl sitting beside him, her hands clasped on her bag and her hat tucked under her armpit. None of them had said anything since they got inside the train, and frankly, Jayden didn’t know what to say.Somehow, Aimee didn’t hold his past mistakes against him. He could still remember the way the fireworks reflected on her face, how a tear had run down her cheek after hearing his confession, and the panic that gripped him at that moment, thinking she was going to tell him it was already too late.But instead, Aimee closed the distance between them with slow steps and placed her head against his chest. Even thinking about it now, Jayden still stiffened just as he had back then. He never
JaydenJayden sat quietly in the library, going through a music book he had found earlier while waiting for the free period to end. He never expected to hear the soft thud of a book being placed on the desk in front of him.H
AimeeAimee watched as the students climbed into the school bus. She couldn’t say why she didn’t go in immediately, or why she didn’t take Cindy and Nica up on their offer to sit together. All she knew was that her eyes wer
JaydenJayden lifted the mattress and fetched out the tin hidden beneath it. Instantly, he noticed how light it felt, and his heart missed a beat. He knew what that feeling meant even before he opened it. His breathing tur
JaydenThe sound of the bell was always louder than it needed to be.Not in volume.In timing.It marked the end of something that never really felt like it had started properly.Jayden closed his notebook slowly, not beca







