Mag-log inROSAELIE
My blood ran cold. No. No. This had to be a nightmare. The four Alphas I'd spent the night with... were standing right in front of me. My new stepbrothers. Heat rushed to my face so quickly it almost burned. How the fuck did I end up in this mess? I knew Damian had four sons. I just... never imagined they'd become them. Three years had changed them far too much. Back then, I had only stayed in the Bloodmoon Pack for two months before leaving for Shadowfang. We never crossed paths after this. No wonder they had seemed familiar the moment I saw them at Nocturne. Fuck. I should've realized this sooner. How can I forget them? The moment my eyes landed on them, every memory from last night crashed back into me. Their hands. Their voices. The way they surrounded me until I couldn't think straight. The way I'd shamelessly begged them... My cheeks burned hotter. And the worst part? I still remembered exactly how every single one of them felt. They, on the other hand, looked completely composed. Too composed. As though last night had never happened. Xavier's lips curled into that same infuriating smirk. “Hi, Sis.” Every nerve in my body screamed. What the heck was he, no, they up to? “Rosie?” Mom nudged my shoulder. “You've gone quiet.” “I…” My throat suddenly felt dry. “I-I'm fine.” “Really?” Lucien tilted his head. “You don't look fine.” His golden eyes lingered on me just long enough to make my heartbeat stumble. Bastards. They knew exactly what they were doing. “Come on, aren't you going to call us brothers? We've been waiting for you, you know,” Elias said with his piercing gaze landed on me. I stretched my eyebrows. Brothers? What the fuck were they up to? I'm not calling someone I fucked brothers. Brothers didn't know how their sister tasted. Moreover, it's them. The reason I stayed away from Mom for so long. My mom pinched my arm, signaling me. I shook my head at dismissal. No, I wasn't going to call them brothers. Mom pinched me again, giving a pleading look. “Rosie, call them brothers. They've been waiting excitedly for you.” Excitedly? Yes. Excited to torment me all over again. Torment me again. For what? I didn't know. I heaved a sigh and looked down, before finally murmuring, “B–brother…” “Sis, what did you say? I didn't catch you clearly.” Rowan said, acting confused. I shot him a glare, and then inhaled a large breath and shouted, “Brother!” “Much better,” Xavier smirked. I rolled my eyes as I looked at each of them, satisfied with themselves. They fucking didn't look surprised when they saw it was me. Instead, they looked perfectly fine. Did they already know it was me? Did they deliberately lead me on? Why the hell did they have to create such a huge mess? The deal was clear. It'll be a one-night thing. No questions asked. No details given. No entanglements. But now, the Alphas I fucked were my stepbrothers. Just looking at them gave me a headache. “Come on, why are you just standing there? Aren't you going to introduce yourselves? Even though you've already met before, that's been a long time.” “Yeah, of course,” Xavier smiled lazily and stepped forward. However, Lucien tugged his shirt and pushed him back. “Lucien Blackwood. Welcome home, Rosa.” He said, while buttoning his cufflink. I could still remember how he called me princess yesterday. Fuck, I wanted him to call me that. Then, Xavier stepped forward with his infuriating smirk. “Xavier Blackwood. So nice to meet you finally… after so long. Sis.” My breath caught. Bastard. He knew exactly what he was implying. Before I could pull away, another hand reached toward me. “ Elias Blackwood. I hope we get along well, sis.” His smile widened almost imperceptibly. “I already know quite a lot about you.” Fuck, was he implying yesterday? Or, was he implying that they already knew it was me before they fucked me hard? A chill crawled down my spine. Finally… Rowan. He didn't step forward immediately. He simply watched me. Steel-blue eyes. Quiet. Unreadable. Somehow it reminded me of how he was watching me yesterday. Then he extended his hand. “Rowan. You can come to me if you ever require any help, sis.” Fuck, the way each of them were calling me sis, it felt more forbidden. It was as if I'm about to commit a sin. I coughed and managed to mutter, “Rosaelie. Rosaelie Quinn.” “Blackwood. You're now Blackwood’s. A Blackwood.” Lucien corrected. I parted my lips to say something, but couldn't manage to utter a single word. The way he was claiming I was Blackwood's, made me feel as if I was owned by them. The four of them. I'd heard it before. The Blackwood brothers share everything, including their women. Now it seems that was true. “You look nervous,” Elias said with a tone of danger and a wry smile. The way he smiled also sent another shiver down my spine. However, his voice shouldn't have affected me. “I’m not!” “Really? Then why won’t you look at us?” I didn’t look at them. I just tried not to. But Xavier suddenly looked at me and said, “Look at me.” His tone full of command, urged me to do as he said. And when I did, I felt my heart jolted from its place. “See? She’s still blushing,” he said and it made me even more embarrassed. Their smirks spread chills down my spine. What the heck were they planning? I couldn't figure out their plan. The day I first met them, Lucien ignored me. Xavier called me a weak human. Elias smiled while making sarcastic remarks. Rowan simply stood there and watched. Somehow... together, they were impossible to deal with. They had made a hell for me. Every day something of mine kept missing: my homework, my report, etc. And, the numerous pranks they did. And this time, just before my Mom's mating ceremony, they fucked me. Looking at them one by one made me realize they already knew it was me before that one-night stand happened. So many questions were swirling in my mind, demanding answers, but I was at a loss. I couldn't bring it up here. Why the heck were they doing this? To fuck my life harder? I shook my head. I couldn't stay here any longer. I didn't want to ruin my Mom's happy day, but couldn't do anything. I took my mom to the side, and whispered, “Mom, I just got a text. There's urgent matters back at Shadowfang Pack. I need to return. I can only stay until the ceremony.” Mom’s face turned sour. “Isn't Asher there? It's been so long, and you won't even stay a day here.” I bit my lips, looking down. “I… I can't…” “You promised to stay the entire summer, Rosie.” I could feel the sadness and disappointment drooping from her voice but there seemed no option. I didn't want to leave my mom and return to that fucking cold pack house, but I didn't want to stay in the Blackwood’s mansion either. “What's the matter, sis?” Xavier approached us. “If you require any help with pack matters, we'll send people. Luna has been eagerly waiting for you. And, we were too…” My heart thumped. The way they said they were waiting for me made my face darkened. “Yes, great! That way you can stay here!” Mom gasped and hugged Xavier. I shook my head, and gave up. I couldn't say anything further. I didn't want my mom sad. “Go, show your sister her room, and take her suitcase.” “I—” Before I could say anything, they were already ready as they took my suitcase. As we moved away, Lucien looked at me. “Do you want to return to your cheating mate?” My eyes shot up. How did they know? They fucking knew everything. I shot them back a glare. “I don't care how you found out about this, but you guys better keep quiet. And, tell me, what the heck would it take for you guys to keep quiet about what happened last night!” “Oh, you mean, how you moaned under us, how we made you cum, and how we fucked you hard?” My cheek turned hot and it flushed red. Hearing it from them made me turn hot and wet again. Wake up, Rosaelie Quinn. They're your stepbrothers. And, they're up to no good. “Just tell me what you want to keep quiet.” I clenched my teeth. “Hmm… Let us think about it,” Xavier smirked. “Come to our room at night, and we'll tell you what we want.” Room? Night? Did they want to fuck me again? Just like yesterday? I should be hating this, hating how my life is going out of control, but somehow it excited me in ways that it shouldn't.ROSAELIE“Fucking leave now.”I shooed them out of the bathroom while pulling the towel tighter around me. My face was still flushed from what had just happened, and I certainly didn’t need four men–who’d already turned my mind upside down–standing there as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened.Elias just shrugged and handed me a small bottle.“What the hell is this?”“Well, heat suppressants. But it seems you’d rather have us.”An annoying smile appeared on his face.I immediately threw the small towel at him before snatching the bottle.“Shut up!” I slammed the door shut right in his face.I stood there for a few seconds, leaning against the door. My heart was still racing. I stared at the bottle in my hand, then unscrewed the cap and took one pill.After swallowing it, I sat on the floor with my back against the door.I was really in big trouble. I couldn’t get rid of them.Worse yet, a small part of me didn’t even want them to leave.That thought made me shake my head imm
ROSAELIEMy heat returned, and this time, their presence only added fuel to the fire already raging inside me.Without realizing it, my hand reached for the collar of Xavier’s shirt, pulling him closer. The distance between us, which had once felt too close, now felt far from enough. “You’re playing with fire, Sweetie,” he whispered, yet his eyes betrayed an unmistakable satisfaction. My breathing was uncontrolled. It felt like I was being chased by something until I was gasping for air.Before I realized what was happening, Xavier had already lifted me effortlessly. He carried me out onto the balcony of my apartment; the cool night air brushed against my flushed face. “What are you doing?” I murmured, but my voice came out hoarse and full of longing.“Showing you what you’re missing,” Elias replied from behind, his hands sliding down my waist. I could see the city lights twinkling in the distance, aware that anyone could see us if they looked up. Fear and passion mingled, cre
ROSAELIEI let out a long sigh, staring at the four men in front of me with mixed feelings.“You guys are only thinking with your dicks!”The room fell instantly silent.They all looked as if they’d just been slapped in the face by a reality they didn’t want to hear. I would’ve almost laughed at myself if the situation hadn’t been so chaotic. How could they be so nonchalant after ruining my life, claiming to be my mates, and then acting as if everything would be just fine?All four of them sighed.Elias, who had just walked in carrying a box of pastries, raised both eyebrows.“What’s going on here?” he asked.I glared at him.“Nothing. It’s just the mess you’ve created. I don’t care. You guys have to figure it out, and just fucking reject me. I can’t be with you!”Lucien immediately furrowed his brow. He raised his hand and tapped his own forehead in frustration.“God. Why are you so difficult and stubborn?”I rolled my eyes. “Except for sex, have you even fucking known me?”My ques
ROSAELIEI woke up with a heavy head.The first thing I saw was the familiar ceiling of my room. The second thing took my breath away.Lucien, Xavier, and Rowan were standing around the bed.They were all awake. And they were all looking at me, smiling.I fell silent immediately. My body went stiff as memories of the previous night slowly came back. Their confession. Three years of lies. A mate bond I’d never felt with Asher. Then the mark on my neck… My hand moved unconsciously toward my neck.My fingers touched the skin, which still felt a little sensitive.I wasn’t mistaken. I really had been marked… As their mate.My chest felt tight. This was wrong. Everything was wrong.I shouldn’t have been here when morning came. I shouldn’t have woken up between them with a mark that would change my entire life.“Already so awake? Rest a bit. You need it after yesterday.” Xavier chuckled.My face flushed instantly. I pushed him away and pulled the blanket higher, trying to create a little
ELIASI can’t sleep. Even though my body feels exhausted, my mind keeps racing. My gaze falls on Rae, who’s now asleep on the bed, her breathing steady after everything that happened tonight drained her energy. Her face looks much calmer than it did a few hours ago when we made love and marked her.I watch her in silence. She looked beautiful. Always. And it always made me adore her so much.To be honest, I never imagined any of this would happen like this.I’d imagined countless times what it would feel like to finally have my own mate mark. I’d imagined a much more perfect moment–perhaps after she’d fully accepted us, after we’d held a mating ceremony, and everyone knew that Rae belonged to us.But circumstances ended up taking us in a different direction.Even so, I couldn’t deny the happiness that welled up when I realized I’d finally marked him.Rae truly became my mate. Our mate.I smiled faintly and leaned down to gently kiss her forehead. My heart felt warm as I looked at h
ROSAELIE“Let us mark you, okay?”Lucien’s words hung in the air, but they felt like they hit me harder than a scream. For a few seconds, I couldn’t even breathe. My eyes locked on his without blinking, trying to find the slightest hint of doubt in his gaze.And he looked so certain.As if that decision had been made long before I even knew he existed.I shook my head slowly. “No…”The sound came out so softly it was barely audible.I stepped back, but my back hit the wall again. The heat inside my body was intensifying. My skin felt hypersensitive, my breath was shallow, and my heart was racing beyond my control. I hated this situation. I hated the fact that my body seemed to have a mind of its own just when I was trying to hold onto my sanity.“Don’t…”I tried to push away the hands reaching for me.But they didn’t back off.And even though I refused to be touched, it was as if I were letting them strip me, undressing me with impatient urgency. Tears began to fall because of m







