He had his ways with me the last few days. He left me bruised and feeling so sick. His touch disgusted me, especially when he was doing it with his cruel expression. A punishment for me. Now, it was Nialliv’s birthday.
I tried to leave a few times but I was caught. Frederick didn’t allow me to leave at all. We argued about it a few times and he turned into the complete opposite of the man I fell in love with.
I shouldn’t have come to the party. Everyone attended. The Alphas from the same region and their Lunas, the Betas, the Gammas. The party was full of important people and I was the only one standing alone, near the buffet.
I picked up cupcakes and forced myself to eat them. Frederick was with her. He was standing with his hands all over her, dancing. I had no choice but to fill my heart with horror and tears. The only thing I was waiting for, the end of the party when we could leave. If I had a wolf, I could have shifted and returned home.
Humiliation filled me as everyone gossiped. They were talking about how Alpha Frederick Jenkins was fawning over another woman while his mate waited for him. I wanted to bury my face, so no one could see me. I knew this would happen, especially after the earful lecture he gave me. Every single word replayed in my head, hurting me more.
I decided to leave and started heading towards the door.
“Luna Ebony,” I turned my head towards the familiar voice. It was Catalina, the Beta’s mate. She was such a beautiful woman. “Are you enjoying the party?”
“No, I am not enjoying the humiliation Frederick is throwing at me. I prefer leaving.”
“You need to clutch your mate harder. Without the strength of a wolf, it’s hard to reign on a man.”
“I’d rather clutch my pillow.”
I fought the tears back, keeping a trembling smile. Catalina was a woman with bright green eyes and blond hair. She was kind to me but distant. This was the first time I ever spoke to her in this tone. I never dared to question anyone in the pack. Her eyes widened. They darted from me to Frederick then back at me.
“I see,” she grabbed my arm and pulled me back to the party. “I am afraid you can’t leave now. It will be the end of your dignity if you do.”
“I don’t care about my dignity, Catalina. Let go of my arm. I want to leave,” she tightened her hold and forced me back.
I grew restless, my heart squeezing into a tight knot. The way the atmosphere felt around me was suspicious.
“Just stay still for a moment. If you leave, I am afraid you’ll die quickly,” she chuckled.
I couldn’t think about anything but what she said.
When the night couldn’t be any worse, I heard a scream then someone crying. I whirled from the buffet, watching Nialliv as she cried in Frederick’s arms. I did what I was supposed to do. I rushed to her side and tried to find out what happened. It was an unconscious reaction, something I did for years. Instead of accepting my kindness like she always did, she pushed my hand away.
“How can you do this?” she yelled in front of everyone. “How can you steal my mate from me?”
“What are you talking about?” I tried to touch her again but Frederick pushed me this time, humiliating me further, as if it wasn’t enough bringing his mate then staying with another woman. As if it wasn’t enough using me for years.
“Don’t touch her, vixen,” he said, disgust in his voice. “I never thought you could do something like this.”
I darted a look around. Everyone understood what was happening, except for me, all over again. I tried to understand from everyone’s faces but it was impossible. I only saw disgust and anger. Alpha Jordan strode from the crowd surrounding us and reached out to me. Before knowing it, he slapped me hard. His hit was so strong that my body was repulsed a few feet away from them.
I looked at them, not understanding anything. Even Frederick turned on me. But I was his mate. He marked me. He wouldn’t risk getting rid of me…
“Such a wicked thing like you! That’s why I was never okay with someone like you joining a good pack like the Crescentmoon pack. Omegas should be hunted the moment they are born. You have no right to claim to be a werewolf. You have no shame. You are not like us.”
“I didn’t do anything…” my eyes widened in horror.
“Shut up, vixen,” Frederick yelled. “How can you bewitch me into believing that I am your mate? I was nothing but good to you. I accepted you in my pack because of your mother. She was a good pack member. I don’t know why she bred a thing like you.”
Ah! I get it. He planned for this.
I darted a look around as I got on my feet. I steeled my heart. Nothing I would say would protect me. It was better to play along and wait for my death.
Frederick ordered his men to take me away. There were a few pack warriors who came with us to the Moonbeam pack, from where Nialliv came. They brought chains and dragged me clutched in them. I came to the party like a mistress and left like a criminal. I should have stayed like I always did, even when Frederick insisted I should attend. I should have known he planned to get rid of me.
I lowered my head, crying silently.
A warrior pushed me inside a van. I sat inside, thinking about my end. Since I had no wolf, rejection shouldn’t be hard. Still, it hurt. I felt betrayed. My whole life dedicated to this man only to be stabbed like this.
If I could go back, I would do things differently but there was no way to rewind time. Now, I was wasted-material. Not only they used me, they smeared my reputation in dirt.
How could he say I bewitched him when I had no power to be like a proper Omega? I could never copy a mate’s scent, or act lascivious like them. I was like any other human being. If only I never came to this place. If only I stayed with humans. It would have been better.
Not only did they humiliate me beyond repair, I recognized the dungeons of the Crescentmoon Pack, where only the worst criminals were thrown. To think that I would one day be imprisoned inside when I was the one sending people to it.
“Stop crying. You’re hurting my ears.”Someone said at the opposite cell, right in front of me. Everything was dark. The moonlight didn’t reach these parts. I got up from the ground and got closer to the bars. It has been two days since I’d been thrown into this place.“I am not crying. If you don’t want to listen, close your ears or get used to it.”“What did you do?” his voice struggled to appear soft.I swallowed. “I was naïve, stupid and too trusting,” I wetted my lips. I didn’t have water for a day now. Thirst ripped me, hunger as well. “I don’t know what they will do to me. Will they kill me? Will he keep using me? What will happen to his child?”“You’re with child. Such an unfortunate one you are but you deserve it.”“No, I don’t deserve it,” I yelled.“Look at me and tell me you don’t. I will rip you apart woman. If you were next to me, I would have killed you. Because of you, I am stuck here.”The man got closer to the bars as well. There was one torch lighting us. As his fac
My hand was on my belly as I hummed the song I used to sing to my child when he was inside me. It was a lullaby my mother used to sing for me.“I couldn’t even hold my child properly,” I whispered. “I am sorry.”“Apologies don’t fix anything.”“Yeah! It’s my karma. I deserve it for everything I did. I swear…” I murmured. “I swear I didn’t know Frederick was the one who started the war between the five packs. To be honest, I never cared for anyone but him. Can you blame me?”He didn’t answer.“No one ever treated me well. I tried to not hurt anyone but back then, when I thought Frederick could be killed, I gave it my best,” I sighed. “I miss the sky. What do you think he’ll do to me now?”“He’ll execute you. He has no use of you. There were a few werewolves here but they were all executed once they weren’t useful.”“If only he killed me when she tossed the corpse of my child next to me. The worst is suffering with everything I knew all at once. Betrayal, being used like a pawn all this
I didn’t know why I stayed behind but I did. I looked at my dumb self. My body lay on the ground, dead, drowning in a pool of my own blood. The black wolf howled and everyone followed him, like a ceremony, as if I was a criminal. Maybe I am. “Is it true?” Frederick growled as soon as he closed the door behind him. After throwing me in the pit, burning me, everyone retreated to their houses. I heard them talking about me like a proper criminal. I protected all of them. My actions led them to have better lives. Now, I was the scorned soul who was everyone’s enemy. No one saw me as me. The thought made me sad. I followed Nialliv to her room, where I found her with Frederick. He was angry. “She was lying, Fred. I swear. I don’t enjoy having men all around me. I am faithful to you.” “And your daughter?” Nialliv lowered her head, thinking. It seemed she couldn’t deny her daughter. She placed her hands on Frederick’s chest and slowly raised her head, showing her pitiful face. One of
It takes a moment for any life to flip over and change.I should’ve known no one was trustworthy. Adolphus got his revenge by getting a deal from Nialliv. I died. He lived on.I held my fist to my heart, hitting repeatedly. It hurt. Waves of pain rushed all over me, making me feel alive and at the same time, I felt lost. The memories flashed before me from the moment my parents died, even what I saw after I died.“Show them what you can do, Ebony.”Two hands grabbed my shoulders, steadying me. My heart hurt more, my eyes refused to open and my body trembled. It took me a while to take in who was in front of me.Long black hair that never lost its fiery, natural colour, hanging in waves around some kind of shoulders. There was a face I didn’t recognize at first. The tears rushed to my eyes and didn’t waste time spilling over.“Ebony,” her voice looked worried. For the first time after a long time, I missed this voice and how it worried about me.“Ebony!” the voice said again. “Ebony, t
I sucked in several breaths and started my usual ranting in my head. From the receptionist to the one who was responsible for the whole fiasco: Frederick Jenkins. I needed to remind myself that this was all a purgatory to stay still. I should stay strong to cross over. Being stuck in a place like this would be horrible.Those facts helped me remain strong and not let him get to me.He was the devil, reincarnation of all evil, an arrogant bastard and a sick jerk.My gaze finally strayed to the devil himself. It looked like he was already here. Before, my aunt left and I had to look for a cheaper room all around town. I managed to find one at the end of the day. Luckily, it was a small town.There was a sitting place around a warm hearth.Frederick Jenkins, the devil. Luke Carter, another devil. Easton Hudson, the third devil and the last, maybe he was their minion.They were the big three. They stuck together like glue and their associative packs were also powerful in the council. Abou
My surroundings came back to focus. The soft light from the lamp because I didn’t want to wake my aunt. The comfortable bed that I forgot how nice it felt.And then, rain. It was raining like I remembered. These parts experience rain a lot. It was the most lovable weather for me. The smell in the air, it was intoxicating.I searched for how the purgatory worked on my phone. There was nothing in it. No matter how many times I twisted what happened in my head, I couldn’t understand it. There was one reason why he was there. He was already there.My aunt woke up around 7. She stared at me as if I was mad. It was until she did that, that I realised I was sitting in a pose, holding my pen as if I was smoking. I smoked before. Sometimes. When I had things to think about.She slapped my shoulder.“Get up! Get up! We have a busy day today and you’re acting like a delinquent already. Stop this madness! I didn’t raise you to be like this. You were a shy, beautiful girl. What made you act like t
I had two thoughts in my mind when I looked at Frederick approaching with his charming smile. First, I felt so good with this girl that I was sure we’d become great friends if we had the chance when I was alive. It felt wrong to me, especially when I knew this was the purgatory. I didn’t want to feel what I lost all those years because it would make me miserable, only because I never tried looking around. Second, if this was the purgatory and I was supposed to see the perfect choices I missed, why was I forced to deal with this bastard again? Shouldn’t he stay away from me? “I am Alice,” she told me. “This is my name. Keep it in mind. I will leave now. Good luck.” “Where are you going?” my voice came out desperate, which wasn’t intended. Did she just give up on me in front of my enemy? Maybe we weren’t meant to be friends. I want this purgatory to end now. “Frederick,” I whispered to myself and I was so happy that he didn’t get to hear me because I just messed up. He didn’t int
The next day, Alice came to visit me. My aunt hugged me so hard that I was about to suffocate. Seeing her alive, in front of me, brought tears to my eyes. This is my reality now and I should protect it. I shouldn’t let her die again, because of a stupid accident.“You don’t know how worried I was,” my aunt cried. “I felt like I was about to lose one of my children. Stay away from the roads from now on.”“I can’t believe she pushed you on the road just like that,” Alice said. “I had to run as fast as I could to stop that car but I couldn’t. The world stopped for a moment. I thought I’d have to bury you the first day you came to Saulville.”I swallowed my pills. “I am fine. The pack doctor did a great job. By the way, you didn’t introduce your full name to me. You’re not just Alice. Aren’t you? You have a last name.”My tone was accusing her of keeping a basement secret.She laughed.“You’re right. I am Alice Avery,” she smirked mischievously. She still kept the last part of her name a