Lahat ng Kabanata ng All Over Again, My Dear Dark Alpha: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

I swallowed my pills and returned to work as I intended to do. There were still a lot of things to do and I was waiting for Frederick’s Beta to come and discuss the rest of the project with me. I must see it through to not make the same mistake.“Aren’t you tired from all that work?” Nialliv asked, eating a basket of grapes. I always wondered how she could eat a lot and not gain weight, and here I was, trying to keep my body in a perfect shape to not humiliate Frederick and stay beautiful. “Isn’t your birthday tomorrow? You should take a day off and enjoy it.”“My birthday isn’t important,” I smiled. “The pack comes first. Frederick always prioritises the well-being of the pack first. I don’t want to fall behind.”“You love him a lot, don’t you?” she chuckled. “You’re too devoted.”“Frederick gave me a life when no one did. It’s only normal for me to repay him.”“You know, I found my mate, Ebony. He already marked me.”I smiled. I was happy for her. If she found her mate, she wouldn’t

He had his ways with me the last few days. He left me bruised and feeling so sick. His touch disgusted me, especially when he was doing it with his cruel expression. A punishment for me. Now, it was Nialliv’s birthday.I tried to leave a few times but I was caught. Frederick didn’t allow me to leave at all. We argued about it a few times and he turned into the complete opposite of the man I fell in love with.I shouldn’t have come to the party. Everyone attended. The Alphas from the same region and their Lunas, the Betas, the Gammas. The party was full of important people and I was the only one standing alone, near the buffet.I picked up cupcakes and forced myself to eat them. Frederick was with her. He was standing with his hands all over her, dancing. I had no choice but to fill my heart with horror and tears. The only thing I was waiting for, the end of the party when we could leave. If I had a wolf, I could have shifted and returned home.Humiliation filled me as everyone gossipe

My hand was on my belly as I hummed the song I used to sing to my child when he was inside me. It was a lullaby my mother used to sing for me.“I couldn’t even hold my child properly,” I whispered. “I am sorry.”“Apologies don’t fix anything.”“Yeah! It’s my karma. I deserve it for everything I did. I swear…” I murmured. “I swear I didn’t know Frederick was the one who started the war between the five packs. To be honest, I never cared for anyone but him. Can you blame me?”He didn’t answer.“No one ever treated me well. I tried to not hurt anyone but back then, when I thought Frederick could be killed, I gave it my best,” I sighed. “I miss the sky. What do you think he’ll do to me now?”“He’ll execute you. He has no use of you. There were a few werewolves here but they were all executed once they weren’t useful.”“If only he killed me when she tossed the corpse of my child next to me. The worst is suffering with everything I knew all at once. Betrayal, being used like a pawn all this

It takes a moment for any life to flip over and change.I should’ve known no one was trustworthy. Adolphus got his revenge by getting a deal from Nialliv. I died. He lived on.I held my fist to my heart, hitting repeatedly. It hurt. Waves of pain rushed all over me, making me feel alive and at the same time, I felt lost. The memories flashed before me from the moment my parents died, even what I saw after I died.“Show them what you can do, Ebony.”Two hands grabbed my shoulders, steadying me. My heart hurt more, my eyes refused to open and my body trembled. It took me a while to take in who was in front of me.Long black hair that never lost its fiery, natural colour, hanging in waves around some kind of shoulders. There was a face I didn’t recognize at first. The tears rushed to my eyes and didn’t waste time spilling over.“Ebony,” her voice looked worried. For the first time after a long time, I missed this voice and how it worried about me.“Ebony!” the voice said again. “Ebony, t

My surroundings came back to focus. The soft light from the lamp because I didn’t want to wake my aunt. The comfortable bed that I forgot how nice it felt.And then, rain. It was raining like I remembered. These parts experience rain a lot. It was the most lovable weather for me. The smell in the air, it was intoxicating.I searched for how the purgatory worked on my phone. There was nothing in it. No matter how many times I twisted what happened in my head, I couldn’t understand it. There was one reason why he was there. He was already there.My aunt woke up around 7. She stared at me as if I was mad. It was until she did that, that I realised I was sitting in a pose, holding my pen as if I was smoking. I smoked before. Sometimes. When I had things to think about.She slapped my shoulder.“Get up! Get up! We have a busy day today and you’re acting like a delinquent already. Stop this madness! I didn’t raise you to be like this. You were a shy, beautiful girl. What made you act like t