LOGINDennis didn’t text her that night.
Rihanna told herself it was fine.
She told herself she was tired anyway. That she didn’t need constant reassurance. That nothing had actually happened—no argument, no accusation, nothing she could point to and say this is where it went wrong.
Still, she slept badly.
By morning, her phone was quiet. No good-morning message. No teasing. No nickname.
She stared at the screen longer than she meant to, then put it face down and got out of bed.
The day moved on without waiting for her.
Rihanna helped her mother in the kitchen, answered a few college emails, tried to concentrate on things that mattered. But every few minutes, her attention drifted back to the window across the street. Dennis’s car was gone.
When her phone finally buzzed in the afternoon, relief came first.
Then confusion.
Dennis:
Hey. Sorry. Busy.
That was it.
No explanation. No warmth.
She typed back.
Rihanna:
All good.
The lie tasted bitter.
They exchanged a few messages after that—short, surface-level. What are you doing. Just work. You? Nothing much. The easy rhythm they’d built over weeks felt strained, like both of them were stepping carefully around something neither wanted to name.
In the evening, Rihanna decided she wasn’t going to sit around waiting.
She put on music. Took a shower. Let herself breathe.
On impulse, she posted another I*******m story—nothing dramatic. Just her desk, fairy lights on, a book open, soft music playing in the background.
Her phone rang less than a minute later.
Dennis.
“You’re home?” he asked.
“Yeah.”
“Who’s there?”
Rihanna closed her eyes briefly. “Why do you keep asking that?”
A pause.
“I’m just checking.”
“Checking what?”
“That you’re okay.”
She exhaled slowly. “I’m fine.”
Another pause. Then, quieter, “You didn’t reply for a while.”
“I was busy,” she said. “The same way you were.”
Silence.
When he spoke again, his voice had changed—careful, controlled.
“You don’t have to post everything.”
Her chest tightened.
“I wasn’t posting for anyone.”
“I know,” he said quickly. “I just—people look at you differently.”
She laughed softly, but there was no humor in it. “People have always looked at me differently.”
“That’s not what I mean.”
“Then what do you mean, Dennis?”
Another silence. Longer this time.
Finally, “I don’t like feeling like I don’t know what’s going on.”
The words settled heavily between them.
Rihanna leaned against the wall, heart pounding. “You don’t need to know everything.”
“I just don’t want misunderstandings.”
“About what?” she asked. “About me?”
He didn’t answer right away.
When he did, it was carefully worded. “About us.”
That should have sounded reassuring.
Instead, it felt like pressure.
She chose her next words slowly. “We said no expectations.”
“I know,” he said. “I’m not changing that.”
“But you’re acting like it.”
Another pause.
“I just think some things are better kept private.”
Rihanna felt something inside her stiffen.
“Private,” she repeated. “Or hidden?”
“That’s not fair.”
“What’s not fair is being treated like I’m doing something wrong when I’m not.”
His breath was audible on the other end of the line now. “I didn’t say you were.”
“You didn’t have to.”
Silence stretched again, heavier than before.
Finally, Dennis spoke. “Maybe we should slow down.”
Her stomach dropped.
“Slow down how?”
“Just… take a step back. Less posting. Less noise. Keep it simple.”
Simple.
The word echoed unpleasantly.
Rihanna stared at the floor, then at the reflection of herself in the dark window. She looked the same. Felt different.
“I don’t make myself smaller to make things simpler,” she said quietly.
Dennis didn’t respond right away.
When he did, his voice was calm—but distant. “I’m just trying to avoid complications.”
The call ended shortly after that.
Rihanna sat on her bed in the silence that followed, heart racing, thoughts colliding.
Across the street, Dennis’s bedroom light flicked on.
She watched it for a long time.
And for the first time since this had begun, Rihanna felt it clearly:
This wasn’t about pacing anymore.
It was about control.
And she didn’t yet know how much either of them was willing to give up.
Rihanna didn’t cry.That surprised her most.She walked the length of the street with her hands tucked into her coat pockets, the city moving around her in practiced indifference. Somewhere nearby, a café door opened and released the smell of coffee. A bus hissed to a stop. A couple laughed too loudly on the corner, wrapped in a life that had nothing to do with hers.London didn’t pause for heartbreak.And somehow, that helped.She walked without direction at first, letting her feet decide. Every step felt deliberate, grounding—proof that she was still here, still moving, still capable of choosing what came next. The image from earlier tried to resurface, but it didn’t land the same way anymore. It felt distant, like something she’d already survived.Her phone vibrated in her pocket.She ignored it.She didn’t need to check to know who it was. Dennis had always reached louder when he realized he’d lost control. Apologies came fast then, tangled with excuses and urgency, as if speed co
Rihanna saw it by accident.That was the cruel part.She wasn’t looking for Dennis. She wasn’t scrolling with that quiet hope she hated herself for. She was standing in her kitchen, kettle boiling, phone propped against a jar of sugar while Andy sent her a voice note about the underground being a mess that morning.The screen lit up.A name she didn’t recognize.A message request.Curiosity, not expectation, made her open it.And then the world narrowed to a single image.Dark. Blurry. Intimate in a way that didn’t need explanation. A woman’s thigh. A man’s hand resting there like it belonged. A watch she knew too well.Dennis.Her stomach dropped—not dramatically, not violently. Just a slow, hollow collapse, like something giving way after being cracked for too long.She stared at the screen, waiting for the feeling she’d imagined this moment would bring.Anger.Jealousy.Devastation.None of it came.Instead, there was a strange, almost unsettling calm.So this is how it happens, sh
Dennis missed her in ways that didn’t make sense.Not in the loud, cinematic way people talked about. Not in the way that made you run through airports or cry into your hands. He missed her in the small, stupid moments—reaching for his phone without thinking, hearing a laugh on TV that sounded like hers, turning his head at the wrong time because his brain still expected to see her on the porch across the street.He missed her most when he had nothing else to fill the space.And that was the problem.Because Dennis didn’t know how to sit with emptiness.He knew how to win. How to charm. How to be wanted without having to want anyone back. For twenty years, he’d been the guy girls leaned toward—hands on his arm, smiles too practiced, invitations that required no commitment.He was the one who decided.Not the one who waited.Rihanna had flipped that without even trying.She hadn’t chased him. She hadn’t begged. She hadn’t clung to him when he started pulling away. She’d done something
London smelled different.Rain and metal and something sharp she couldn’t name. Rihanna noticed it the moment she stepped out of the airport, the air cooler than she expected, heavier somehow. The city moved fast around her—heels clicking, suitcases rolling, voices overlapping in accents she recognized only from screens.She stood still for a second too long.Andy noticed.“First day always hits,” he said gently, taking her suitcase before she could object. “Come on. The car’s this way.”He was exactly as he’d sounded on the phone—polite, efficient, kind without expectation. He talked as they drove, filling the silence with useful things. Neighborhood names. Transport routes. Where to buy groceries without spending half her rent. Which cafés stayed open late.Rihanna listened, nodding, smiling when she remembered to.The house surprised her.It was tucked into a quiet street lined with trees just beginning to turn, brick warm against the grey sky. From the outside, it looked narrow li
They met on a Tuesday.Nothing about it felt final.The sky was pale and undecided, the kind that couldn’t commit to rain or sunlight. Dennis texted her that morning like he always did when he wanted to pretend things were normal.Can we talk? Just once.Rihanna stared at the message for a long time before replying.Okay.They met near the old café, the one that had survived everything—lockdowns, gossip, changing owners—by staying exactly the same. Dennis was already there when she arrived, hands in his pockets, shoulders tense. When he saw her, his face softened in that familiar way that still hurt.“Hey,” he said.“Hey.”They walked instead of sitting. It felt easier not to be still.For a while, they talked about safe things. The weather. How quiet the town felt lately. How strange it was that life kept moving even when everything else felt paused. Dennis cracked a joke. Rihanna laughed, surprised by how easily it came.For a moment, it almost felt like before.“I hate that it got
Dennis heard her laughter before he saw her.It floated down the hallway—light, unguarded, unfamiliar. He stopped, keys still in his hand.Rihanna sat on the couch, phone to her ear, knees tucked beneath her, smiling in a way he hadn’t seen in weeks.“No, you’re impossible,” she said, laughing. “I’m not doing that on my first day.”A pause.“Okay. Maybe the second.”Dennis stepped into the room. She noticed him, lifted a finger briefly—one second—and turned back to the call.“I’ll text you when I land,” she said. “Thank you. Really.”She ended the call and looked up. “Hey.”The smile didn’t fade.“Who was that?” Dennis asked.“Andy,” she said easily. “A friend. From college. He lives in London.”Something in Dennis tightened. “Since when do you have friends in London?”“Since before you decided to notice,” she replied calmly.He scoffed. “So now you’re laughing with some guy while we’re barely speaking?”“We’re barely speaking because you kept choosing silence,” she said. “Not because







