FORTY SEVEN
BABY LINEA is coming.
ELLYA
“MA MANGANGANAK NA AKO!!!!!!” sigaw ko mula sa salas ng makitang pumutok na ang aking panubigan.
Naramdaman ko ang paglapit ni Mama at pag panic ni Papa.
“Manong!! Pakihanda ang kotse.” tawag ni Papa at kinuha ang jacket at susi.
Habang si Mama naman ay kinuha ang inaabot na gamit ng mga katulong. Alam ng lahat na kabuwanan ko na kaya naka prepared na incase lang na gusto nang lumabas ng aking baby.
“Ang gamit Ezekiel! Ipasok na agad sa kots
FORTY EIGHTMEET AT THE HOSPITALLIMMUELI know I had to make an appointment before going to a Doctor. But lucky enough walang pasyente si Doc Catherine ng pumasok ako."Aga mo naman dito Limmuel." Sabi ni Doc na mukhang kararating lang."Doc? I am desperate." I said and looked down.I was ashamed at the same time afraid na nahuhuli na ako sa bagay bagay. And most of the time I badly want to know the girl. I don't have any glimpse of her pero meron sa buhay ko na nagpapakita. Such as Ellya.I am torn between if may kinalaman ba siya sa akin or hindi. It's just that I am afraid of the truth.&nbs
FORTY NINEI KNOW THEMELLYAWe are now heading to Limmuel’s resort. He has been discharged and is getting a rest at his house. All of my friends are excited but here I am getting nervous and at the same time happy. ‘Mama and Papa volunteered to take care of Linea. After this one baka magpahnga na ako at nabinat ako sa mga nangyayari. Kaya I hope it ends very well.“Kinakabahan ako paano kung hindi niya tayo makilala ?” I said and they all looked at me.“Ellya calm down.” Mica said.“Of course matatandaan ka nun. Remember he loves you.” Jessica said and that somehow helped
FIFTYI KNOW HIMELLYAOne year of staying in Denmark is not that easy. Everything and even you needs to change. So it is hard to adjust. I am glad that my parents are here with me. Mahirap sa una. Kailangan kapain ang sarili then having a mental breakdown and postpartum depression. While being alone and walang maka share something.I am glad that Linea keeps me in my sanity.Mas lalong kailangan ni Linea ng alaga and she is getting curious about is her things. Hilig na niya agad mag explore but as long as she is a baby napaka sensitive naman. Kaya doble ingat.And my second year in Denmark is good. I got accepted on university and i
FIFTY-ONEHE IS BACKLIMMUELI opened my eyes and saw that I am here again. In the hospital. Suki na ako dito. Hindi na rin ako magtataka. I closed my eyes as I heard footsteps na papunta sa akin.“What did you do?” A girl's voice.“I punch him.” A boy answered.They opened the door and I noticed they were built. It was Ace and Jeff. Nagbabangayan na naman sila. Akala mo ay hindi na matatapos ang pag uusap.“Bakit mo sinuntok? Langya ka Jeff paano kung nabagok yan or lalong nawalan ng memorya. O anoman?” frustrated na sabi ni Ace.&n
FIFTY TWOELLYAI always run when I have the chance to do so. Right now. I can feel my lungs wanting for air. My legs are hurting from running but it is fine. It keeps my sanity.I run until I saw the whole ocean that was waiting for me. Ang balak ko lang takbuhan ay ang punong parte pero Sabi nila pag umabot ka raw sa dulo makakakita ka ng dagat na sobrang lawak.And it is true.Hinawakan ko Ang aking lagayan ng tubig at umupo sa buhanginan. Rinig na rinig dito sa aking pwesto ang tunog ng alon. Maliit man ito pero sapat na ito para kalmahin ang pusong hinahangal.Pinagmasdan ko la
FIFTY THREEELLYA"I remember us. Mahal."Up until now tandang tanda ko ang sinasabi ni Limmuel. I may be confused but it somehow gives me an idea. He remembers me. And all I ever think of now is my child.I have a lot of questions in my mind right now. Like, she will get my Linea? Kukunin niya ba sa akin ang anak ko?Mahal niya pa rin ba ako?Hindi ba siya nagagalit pag sinabi ko na mas pinili ko sarili ko kesa sa relationship namin?I have a lot of questions that need to be answered. That's why I calm myself. Thinking that I will be fine.
FIFTY FOURDADDY IS HOMEELLYAI was preparing our lunch when my daughter Linea came in."Hi to my daughter!." I said and she didn't smile at me like she used to."What happen anak?" I asked. "Is there something you want?""I ... always ...want to know...who is my daddy mommy? I keep on watching some videos and they all have Daddy...Did I have one? " she asked and I know that any minute she will cry.Binuhat ko ito at dinala sa sofa. Linea has been growing up so fast. Her mind is adapting everything that she sees.M
FIFTY FIVEELLYAWe are heading to the mall to get some supplies. It's me, Linea and Limmuel."Daddy I want this." Linea said and held her daddy a bag of gummy worms."Linea." I said and used my warning voice."Mahal, minsan lang naman please." Limmuel leveled himself to Linea and the two just made a gesture of saying please."You two. Kahit kailan. Promise that you will brush your teeth. Okay?" I said and both of them just nodded."Limmuel. Nasasakal kita." I said and Lim just laughed.