Chapter 10 Contemplating

Have you ever felt like your soul has been cut into two halves? Or that you have a part of yourself you don’t quite understand yet? How’d you deal with it? Because I have been chilling on the couch trying to figure out what to do with myself. Looking around all I see is things,materials that are used to fill up the empty space in this house. None of it is truly important or needed, but it makes the place feel more homey and warm. Without it the house would feel like an empty box with painted walls and windows. That's why it's important to have people in your life, because otherwise life would be plain and leave you hollow inside. But trying to live life in general does that to you already right? Because life doesn’t come with a manual on who you are supposed to be or how you are supposed to act during difficult situations. You just do your best and hope you make the right ones. Some are born blessed with everything handed to them or their lives alread