you will pay

Rechel Hedly's P O V 

When I entered his room, all the painful bad memories started to flash, making my heart stop in fear. I looked around the room and tried to reason with him, so that I can get out of this place, but his anger and threat made me stop because I know he would never give an empty threat. 

Suddenly, he took my lips into a deep kiss, making me freeze. My heart started to beat so fast, as I never felt this gentle touch from him before. I have only seen his bad or rough side but seeing him touching me, and stroking my skin gently is making me feel so different, and in a good way. I hate him so much but I can't think about anything right now. All I can feel is his hand on my body and the feeling that is rising inside my body.

I closed my eyes, feeling good for the first time by him but everything stopped when he took back his hot warm hands. My shink felt the clod shiver as his warm hands left my body. I opened my eyes a little and looks at him, who is staring back at me with his dark eyes. I froze and opened my eyes wide as all those feelings are replaced by fear, seeing him is angry. I did everything he asked me to do and why is he angry now?!.

He grabbed my neck painfully tight and moved his face closer to mine, making me scared and hurt at the same time, I closed my eyes in fear and at the same time, tried to remove his hands from my neck because it is hurting me so much.        

"Fucking open your eyes!" he shouted making me snap open my eyes as I looked at him fear and doesn't want to get in trouble. His dark angry eyes sent shivers to my spins as I don't know what I did to make him this angry now. 

"Why the hell did you hide my marks on you with those stupid tattoos!" He asked in his dark voice while tightening his hold on my neck. All the things flashed back in front of my eyes and my eyes turned teary in those memories, and looking at him now is making everything worse. I don't want to be here! I don't want to be with him. I started to struggle, pushing him away and throwing my hands and leg to get away from me. 

I don't care about anything as long as he is away from me, shouting "Get away from me! I don't want to be with you! Get out! Leave me alone!". my tears are flowing like a waterfall and continued to push him away. 

He grabbed both of my hands and pinned them above my head, shouting "What the hell is wrong with you?! fucking shout your mouth!". Right now, I don't care about anything! I don't care about his threat or anything and only wanted to get away from him. My mind is empty and can only think about one thing, to get away from him. "don't touch me, let me go!" I shouted again and again, trying to get him away from me.

Damon Logan's P O V 

I stared at her teary eyes in anger and confusion. I don't fucking know what the hell is wrong with her and why she is shouting like this. I should be the one to be angry for everything she has done now. She was the one that run away 5 years ago and now, she is the one hiding my marks with those tattoos. 

I am controlling my anger and trying to treat her well and gently but right now, she is fuking behaving like bitch. I grabbed her neck to make her look at me, but she is throwing her hands and feet away while shouting "Leave me alone! Don't touch me! Get away from me!" making me angrier than before. I tried to control this but I can't take this anymore, and I slapped her face, shouting "Shout your fucking mouth, it is irritating!". 

she stopped, looking at me with those teary eyes in fear and trying to move away from me. I grabbed her neck again and pulled her towards me, shouting "Don't fucking try to get away from me!". "Please... please.... not now, not today.... please don't do anything now. please just let me go for now. you can do anything you want tomorrow! I ... I will never oppose you! I... I will never do anything that makes you angry... so.... so please let me go!". 

I clenched my jaw in anger, just thinking about the control she have over my feelings. She can make me do anything with those eyes and this voice. I grabbed her face and brought that back to me, saying " I am not interested in doing anything when you fucking crying like an ugly bitch! Remember your words! You will do everything I tell you tomorrow!". 

Then I got up from the bed and walks out, shouting in frustration, I don't fucking know why I always melt at those eyes and tears. She has no idea how well she can control me, All she needs to do is tell me anything with those innocent eyes and I will do that in the next second. She is the only person that can control my feelings and even I can't control my own feelings. 

I walk out of my room, slamming shut and locking it so she won't get out of the room. I started to remember everything that happened today. She was with Tina and is so fucking close to me, but still, I can't reach her to know anything about her for the last 5 fucking years while I was searching for her in the whole world. How could I miss that? How could I never meet her once in those 5 years? 

My head is about to explode thinking about that, while suddenly I got the memory of Devid being touchy with my Rechel and she was smiling at him while she never once gave me any of those in her life. I was her fucking mate but still, she is smiling at another man. She will pay for everything that she has done tomorrow.