Part 56: Her POV

Diana Elizabeth Spencer's POV.

All my life all I ever wanted was to feel like there is someone who will love me and fight for me. It became a longing...an undying obsession that I grew up with.

I never really had those people. All I ever had were people who stays depends on what they can gain from ne. In became a pattern that I do recognize, every single time I spent time with certain people.

Doubts.

"I did my best. I was careful in making decisions."

No one really wanted me, no one ever wanted to make me part of their circle. I could not understand why and I could never understand why they always chose to hurt me.

****** years ago.

"I like you. I wanted to court you. If you will allow me." a guy asked me.

He is the guy that I was talking to for months, lately he's been making it obvious that he wanted something more from us. I cannot give him the commitment that he wanted from me.

I hesitantly looked at him, the sparkle on his eyes began to fade when he saw my expression not ma