MasukI manage to get a few hours of sleep before the sun shining through the windscreen of my van becomes too much. The summer months are killing my bottom line; I’m being forced into finding shelter more and more, which is exposing me to the more seedy underbelly of our world. The nearest rest stop to here is known for its low-priced whores, rat-filled rooms and beer that is more likely to rot your gut than get you drunk. It's also a trading a post so I can fill up on supplies as well as get a few hours of rest. I drive for an hour before the rusted neon sign tells me I’ve reached my target; the two guards standing at the entrance to the parking lot are armed to the teeth; they have enough firepower to put a hole in anyone or anything. The rest stop might be filled with undesirables, but they know how to protect what they have. The man on the left is covered in tattoos, his head has been shaved clean and he’s got a wicked scar down the right side of his face. His light blue eyes are pretty, though; I can see myself staring into them later when I have trouble sleeping. I slow the van to a roll, which gives the blue-eyed warrior a chance to hold up his hand to get me to stop. I know when he’s seen who is inside because his face lights up. I get this reaction wherever I go. I’m blonde with dark blue eyes; a smattering of freckles across my nose gives me a youthful look and at some point in my teens my breasts decided to keep growing when they were supposed to stop. Even by The Academy’s standards, I’m hot and I know exactly what men like blue eyes see when they look at me. People like him see me for the danger I am but some choose to look past it and step into my web; some allow me a few moments of relief and occasionally a warm body to sleep on.
“Three gold to gain access,” blue eyes grunts as soon as I wind my window down low enough, he’s looking me up and down now that he’s closer and the way he adjusts his stance tells me he likes what he sees.
“And what will five get me?” I reach under the steering wheel to grab five gold coins. I hold them up so he can see I’m not all talk; not alot of people have money like this nowadays.
“Room six is pretty warm but I’ll make sure a fresh heater is brought up, say, in an hour?” He holds his hands out for the coins; I pass them over without breaking eyecontact. I know he’s telling me he’s going to come to my room and I’m definitely in the mood for some stress release.
“Don’t keep me waiting,” I purr before looking over at his friend. “I don’t do multiples so come alone or don’t come at all. I also work all day so don’t expect me to do much of the work.” I’m not so subtly telling him that I expect him to do all the work and all the pleasure in that room will be mine. The sparkle in his eyes and the smug smirk on his face tell me he’s up to the task. I wind the window up before he can say anything else and start the van moving again.
Once I’m sure my van is locked up tight and my security system is in place, I grab my backpack and shove a handful of coins into my jeans pocket. They’re so tight that the coins make a noticeable bulge but I’m not worried about anyone attacking me for my money. I have a large knife attached to the bottom of my left leg and the tattoos down my right arm tell everyone how many kills I’ve amassed; only a completely insane person would attack me. Room six is close to where I’ve parked my van so I spot the cleaner as he’s coming out of the room, probably getting rid of all traces of the last guest, it's a rest stop though so I know it's not going to be luxury accommodations. The cleaner is a kid dressed in a torn t-shirt and tiny shorts, probably the child of the person who owns this place or works here. It's sad to think that this kid is probably one of the lucky ones; at least he’s not subjected to The Academy like the girls or the workhouse like the ones rejected by my teachers.
“Is it clean?” I ask the kid as I hold my hand out for the key; he slides it into my hand without looking up at me.
“Yes, miss.” His accent isn’t from around here so I’m guessing his parents work here rather than own it. It means he’s living on scraps just like them; that would explain why I can see his collarbone through one of the holes in his shirt and I’m betting if he took off his clothes, I would be able to see more bones. It's the sad reality of this world: people struggle and there is no one there to help them.
“Take this to your mama; tell her to get some food in you before you turn to dust.” I toss the kid a silver coin from my pocket; the small squeal is enough to tell me he’s never seen this kind of money before. He runs off before I can say anything else and I can do nothing but hope the money puts some food in his stomach and not drugs or drink in his mama.
We pass the two grieving families as we walk to the edge of the Pack. It took a while for either family to look at us but when Rusty showed up for the first time, he helped them move on by offering them a new home. It will be hard losing Pack members but Gideon and I both agreed that they needed a fresh start away from the pain. I have no idea how it feels to lose a pup so permanently but I do understand it after what Seraphina did to me. “Are you ready for tonight?” Gideon asks me as he puts one arm around me; Des is still pulling on his hair but he seems completely unbothered. “More than ready, once she’s dead, we can finally move on.” I rest my head on his arm. We’ve kept Seraphine locked in the basement since we got back to the Pack but tonight she’s finally going to be held accountable for her crimes. I’ve spent six months making her slowly bleed for what she’s done to me; I’ve taken my pound of flesh and now it's time for the Pack to have theirs. We silently decided to wait fo
Six months later“Gideon, we have to go!” I yell from the kitchen as I try to rangle Des into his sweater; he’s doing his best to wiggle away from me while his namesake watches us from the kitchen table. I glance over at my father-in-law to see him looking completely at ease; there is no sign of the illness that has taken hold of him in the last few weeks. Julie swears it's not serious but Gideon is worried. “You know, you could help Gramps.” I growl at the old Alpha; he does nothing but lift his coffee to his lips and take a deep sip. “Fine, then I’m telling Flora that's your second cup this morning.” I stick my tongue out at him just as I get the sweater settled on my son; he stamps, and he kicks his tiny feet at me but thankfully he’s still too small to make any contact with me once I lean backwards. “You are getting mean since becoming a momma.” Desmond mutters as he puts down the coffee cup and slides it across the table. I watch him eye it up as I pick up Des and place him on
I watch from beside the van as Gideon and Rusty shake hands, and Low is even bowing low towards one of the white wolves, while Ghost seems to be silently saying goodbye to the other wolf. It all seems very final but surely my father is coming to the Dark Moon Pack. I know I just disappointed him by naming my son after a man he doesn’t know but he’s just going to have to understand that Desmond feels more like a father to me. “You’re leaving?” I ask my father as I push off the van. Desmond James is lying inside, having a nice little nap. Now he has a full stomach so for the first time in hours, both of my arms are free and I actually feel kind of strange without him attached to me. “I have to, little one.” Rusty mutters as he slaps Gideon’s back and pulls away so he can face me. “A Pack can’t have two Alphas and I am nowhere near ready to step down. Gideon is going to have his hands full with you and the little pup; the last thing he needs is for his wolf feeling threatened.” Gideon
“Is she managing?” Rusty asks me as he pokes at the campfire; I glance over at the freshly clean Elle to see her trying like hell to get our son to latch onto her nipple. She’s been trying for over an hour but the little guy is refusing to latch. I can see her getting frustrated but she’s shouted at me twice to back off so I know better than to go over to her. “He came into this world too early and her body has been through hell; she might not be able to produce the milk he needs and I know she’s blaming herself.” I mutter as I watch Ghost approach her; unlike me, he doesn’t get screamed at. The only reason I’m staying by the fire is because he’s being respectful about the distance he keeps from my mate and he’s pointedly looking over her head instead of at her exposed breast. “Please, Luna, let me help. I know you might not want to hear this but when Nicole was pregnant, she was reading all kinds of books and stuff; a lot of them were about lactation.” I feel Rusty’s eyes focus on
“She’s dead.” Francis gasps out. I’m staring at his thigh muscle as it twitches and spams; I’m soaked in his blood, and I can see nothing but the next cut I want to make. He hasn’t lasted long, but I’ve managed to cause him some serious pain, my mate and father ensured he will never walk again, but I made him feel every ounce of pain he inflicted on every Academy girl. The bloodthirsty part of me wants to keep going, but the shifter and new-mother part of me just wants this all to be over so we can go home. I drop the hunting knife onto the ground and stagger back so I can look at my father. I know it's true now. Only someone who shares my blood could be this angry and this guarded at the same time. I think I knew it was true right from the start, but my time at the Academy has made me want to see the darkness instead of the light. When I first met Gideon, he promised to show me a way to live without killing; he did, and while doing so, he showed me how to see the light and kindness s
‘I thought she was just some random woman?’ I hiss at Gideon; he doesn’t say anything at first, he just squeezes my shoulders and looks down at our son. When he finally looks up at me, I see nothing but love shining back at me; he gives me a small smile before pressing his lips against my temple. ‘A fated mate is special, Killer; they’re an Alpha's greatest weakness. There's a reason not many people knew how I felt about you before I made you mine.’ Gideon looks over at Rusty, who is still beating the crap out of Francis. ‘Rusty runs around screaming about his fated mate, and she would have been killed just to get back at him.’ I’m suddenly seeing Rusty in a whole new light. When I first met him, I thought he was just an asshole Alpha who wanted to make sure he made as big of an impression as possible. Now I see the dark circles under his eyes, the scars lining his back and the intensity of his gaze. He’s been fighting for longer than he told us; he’s most likely been searching for h
After spending a few hours trying to find dirt on Alpha Gideon, I have to concede to the fact that his dark secrets are not on The Academy’s database. It's rare but it does happen; it just means I’m going to have to do some watching after all. I slam the computer closed with a dissatisfied sound an
I dream of nothing so when my computer starts to beep, I’m pulled from sleep and feeling refreshed. I scramble from the bare bed so quickly that my knife clatters to the floor. I need to answer my computer before it disconnects or I’ll be in a world of pain. I ignore my t-shirt; I know who is calli
“Lie on the bed; if you touch me, I will kick you out and find someone else.” I growl as I pull the shirt over my body so he can see my heavy breasts without anything in the way. He has the same reaction as every other man. His eyes go wide, his pupils dilate and his cock juts up to smack against t
I glance left and right to make sure I’m not being watched before pushing into the room. I’m not sure what I expected but even for a rest stop, this place is bare. A double bed with a ratty sheet, a mirror over a sink, a cracked toilet with no seat to protect me from the cold and a showerhead that'







