LOGINAfter spending a few hours trying to find dirt on Alpha Gideon, I have to concede to the fact that his dark secrets are not on The Academy’s database. It's rare but it does happen; it just means I’m going to have to do some watching after all. I slam the computer closed with a dissatisfied sound and head over to the shower. I’m in no mood for a cold wash so I simply turn to the sink and settle for a whore’s bath. Once all of my important parts are clean, I dress myself in a clean pair of jeans, one of my red tanks and my heavy boots. Once my knife and handgun are strapped to my ankle and under my arm, I swing my bag over my shoulder and head out of the room. The kid is waiting for me; his hand is outstretched for the key and in his other I see a bread roll that actually looks fresh. It's already had several small bites taken out of it, which means his mama put the gold to good use and actually fed the poor kid.
“I won’t be coming back and the bed needs a good clean, tell your master you did a good job.” I know it's important for kids like him to receive praise; most work the rest stops because they have no other prospects in life and most of the owners end up beating them to death before they're able to make their own way into the world. The sun has set and the rest stop is full of life. I can hear men beating the crap out of each other while others bet on who the winner will be; one woman is getting screwed by two men against the side of the building and under my feet are more needles than stones crunching against my boots. In terms of rest stops, this place is actually nice. I’ve heard rumours of rats and unsanitary conditions but I’ve seen none of that during my stay.
“Oi!” I hear the yell just as I’m unlocking my van. I know that tone anywhere and drop my bag so I can face my soon-to-be attacker. I get this everywhere I go. Men see the blonde hair, soft skin and big breasts and incorrectly assume I’ll do whatever they say.
“You should go back to your gut rot.” I growl as the man steps out of the shadows. He’s covered head to toe in tattoos; he’s forgone a shirt to show off his scarred chest. the scars are supposed to scare someone like me. He’s clearly been in several fights but all the scars do is show me that he favours his left side over his right, which gives me all I need to beat him in any kind of fight.
“How about you drop to your knees and I’ll only take half of your gold.” I press my lips together to stop myself from laughing; bigger men than him have tried to take me down and each of them has failed. I separate my feet just enough to give me a strong stance. I hold my hands loose at my sides so I can go for weapons as soon as the man pounces. He’s eyeing me up, his gaze stopping on each of my weapons but the glint in his eyes tells me he doesn’t think I’m a threat to him.
“Just get on with it; I have places to be.” I bring my hands up and cock a finger as if beckoning him closer; the man bares his teeth and raises his left hand so he can try to slam a fist into my face. I drop to my knees just like he wanted; I grab my knife and in less than a heartbeat, I have it plunged between his ribs. A gurgling sound comes out of his mouth as warm blood flows over my hand and down my arm. I can feel it dripping off my elbow as I grit my teeth and put pressure on the knife to force him backwards.
“Bit-ch.” His voice cracks as he grabs hold of my wrist in an attempt to dislodge me but the knife’s point is grazing his heart, we both know he’s dead the second the knife leaves him but if I push just a little deeper, his death will be quicker.
“A pretty face and a nice rack don’t mean you can paw all over me.” I spit in his face. I’m barely an inch from his lips so when he coughs and blood spurts out of his mouth, it sprays across my face. I close my eyes and dig a foot into his stomach so he’s propelled backwards and my knife is pulled from between his ribs. I watch as he drops to his knees and falls to the side; blood spills over the small stones as his face pales and the life drains from his eyes. Using the hem of my tank, I wipe down my blade and shove it back in my ankle holder. I don’t often kill outside of orders but when I do, I always make sure the person deserves it. Kneeling down, I check the man and find no coins or anything of value in his pockets. I do notice a mark on the back of his hand. A brand that is at least a few days old, an uppercase ‘r’ and a lowercase one. A rapist who doesn’t care how old his target is. This was a worthy kill and in the space of minutes I’ve made the world just a little safer.
I’m ignoring Elle; it's been three days since we buried James and Marc. I have done everything I can not to be alone with Elle and her tempting scent. I know she’s been training with the enforcers and from the way the guys have been talking about her, it's going well. Low seems to be working out as well; my life is running smoother than it ever has, which has only left me with more time to sit and think about Elle as well as how to punish Phelan and Dutton. Both males have been giving me a wide berth, but each time I’ve seen them, I do nothing but glare. “Alpha, do you have a minute?” Brandon’s knock and rough voice pulls me from thoughts of Elle and beating on my newest Pack doctor. “Aye, come in.” I grunt as I reach for my coffee; it went cold about an hour ago but Elle is in the kitchen with my mother so I’m making do with what I have. Brandon quickly steps into the office and closes the door behind him, which means whatever he has to say is important and requires my full attenti
The funeral is perfect, well, as perfect as burying two friends can be. I panicked a little when everyone started staring at Elle but a quick word with Low and he handled everything perfectly, maybe my father was right about us being a perfect fit for eachother. Now I’m alone with the enforcers with a beer in one hand and a whisky bottle in the other, the enforcers have their own way of saying goodbye and it's going to give me the perfect opening to speak with them. “Marc.” I say softly as I lift the whisky bottle. as each enforcer echoes me, I tip the bottle up and empty the contents over the freshly dug earth. The enforcers each down the beer in their hands and soon enough we’re just a group of guys holding empty bottles. I down my own beer quickly; I hate beer but this is a tradition which was formed long before I was Alpha. “What now, Alpha?” One of the guys calls from the back of the group; it's a natural question but not an easy one to handle. I debated calling Brandon back in
I’m really confused about what I’m seeing. I spent the morning baking with Flora and now I’m standing at the back of a crowd watching two wooden boxes being lowered into the ground. Desmond has said some lovely things but completely pointless; the men are dead, they don’t care what's being said or who is here to witness their bodies being left to rot. At the Academy we burn our dead; when I kill a man, the body is left and I never think of it again. I’ve never seen someone buried like this; it seems weird and I’m not fully understanding the purpose. “You look uncomfortable.” I jump a little when the rough voice sounds just behind me; it's hard for people to sneak up on me but this guy has managed it. I look slightly over my shoulder to see it's Winslow. He’s wearing a shirt and a clean pair of jeans but that doesn’t take away from the rough edge he seems to carry with him. “Shouldn’t you be in a cage?” I ask him quietly; no one is paying me any attention and that's the way I want to
“It's quite the pickle; I don’t even know how I would have handled this if I were still Alpha.” My father says softly after I get done telling him everything that happened in the woods. I can feel his grief from losing James; he knew my Beta on a level I never did, it was only lack of options that meant James kept the role when I finally took over. Usually an Alpha and Beta grow up together but the lowered birthrate has made things take a different direction. “Lexie wants me to accept Winslow as my new Beta but I don’t think I can do it.” I sigh as I lean back in my chair. “He’s a rogue; he saw his Pack die and now he wants to slide into this Pack like nothing happened.” My father is shaking his head before I even finish speaking. I love that I still have my father to talk to; he didn’t have this when he was Alpha but he also didn’t have half of the problems I’ve got. “Back in the day, an Alpha and Beta were said to share a bond that nothing compared to; some even suggested it was s
I follow silently behind Gideon as he leads me back to the main house, the entire Pack is silent thanks to how late it is, so we make it to the front door without anyone stopping us. Although there is a lack of people in the makeshift streets, it's clear there is grief hanging in the air; I can feel it pressing me down, and no matter how much I try to put my mind on something else, it's all I can feel. I’m about to push past Gideon so I can get into the house and away from all thegrief when he places a hand on my chest and holds out his other; he doesn’t say a single thing but I know what he wants. No weapons inside of the house; he warned me that first morning that if I ever picked up a weapon, he would kill me. I suppose the rules have changed somewhat but he still doesn't want me armed in the house. “The safety is on; don’t lose it. I like the balance of it.” I double-check the safety is still clicked in place and then place the cold metal gun in his hand; his long fingers curl ar
I’ve never been one for kissing. It always seemed too personal but with Gideon I find myself leaning into it. His lips aren’t soft or sweet; he’s demanding and forceful, his tongue demands entry into my mouth and I have no choice but to let him in. He’s gripping the back of my head and pressing on my lower back so I have no choice but to be plastered against his naked body. I can feel his cock pulsing between us; it's trapped and unable to get to where I really need it and no amount of wiggling is going to move it. I can do nothing but submit to his will and keep kissing him. I’ve heard that kisses can be gentle and loving but that's not what this is. Gideon is showing me my place by using his mouth and somehow the taste of him is making me want to stay right where I am. I’ve never wanted to submit before; I’ve never met a man worthy of that kind of control but as Gideon’s whisky-flavoured tongue dances with mine, I find myself wondering if submitting would be so bad. At least then I
“Sounds like you know it all. I’m here to kill you and that will happen; maybe not today but I will get my man. I always do.” I sound cocky as hell but I can’t stop the words from falling out of my mouth. Gideon presses his lips together like he’s trying to stop himself from laughing; his shoulders
"Thanks, Doc.” Gideon thanks the elderly man as he packs up his bag and then walks from the office, he didn’t say anything the whole time he was here; he just strapped up my wrist and then left. For the last fifteen minutes or so, I’ve scanned Gideon’s office for a weapon or even a link to somethin
The basement is warmer than anywhere I’ve ever been before; in my experience, basements are damp and a little scary. The last time I was in a cage like this, I was being electrocuted and lashed for bad behaviour. I was sixteen and I’ve never done anything to put myself in this position again. I kno
The house is eerily quiet, with not a single light on and no guards monitoring the basement door. Gideon must not have thought we would escape or he would have had people watching the basement to stop us from escaping. The kitchen is a mix of hardwood and cold metals; there's a fridge and even an ov







