You wanted ThisArabella doesn't stop screaming until I'm driving back to the pack house. I don't know how I keep myself from breaking our entire trip there but I carry on. The pack house is just as lively as always, people stare when they see me drive up there. “Come on,” I tell Bella, getting her out of the car seat I recently purchased.“My bear, mommy.”“I know,” I swallow.I grab the damn teddy and give it to her, and she starts skipping to the door the second she has it. Nova is at the door, holding a cigarette in her hand. “Thalia,” she pauses, her eyes dropping to Arabella.“Auntie Nova!” Bella squeals, hugging her legs.“Hi princess, I missed you.” “I missed you too,” Arabella says, still hanging onto her. “I don't want to go to sleepovers ever again.”Nova looks up and I shrug, I don't know what to say, six days with me and she fucking hates me. “Why don't you say hi to Katie Rose in the kitchen?”“Katie Rose!” Arabella screams, running inside. Nova gestures for me to enter
THALIA The last couple of days have been a mixture of bliss and despair. I can't stop looking at my daughter, I look at her even when she's asleep. I can't believe she's mine, every minute I spend with her is healing something inside me. I can't wait to take her home and introduce her to my mother, I couldn't do it via phone call, I wanted the moment to feel real to me. I'm very happy with her, but it makes me sad because Knox isn't here. He tried to come and visit us both but I turned him away, I had Amara drive her to meet him because I couldn't do it. I don't have the slightest idea how to get over what he did to me. I want to believe he tried to tell me but every experience with him whenever we tried to talk about her leads me to believe otherwise. I'm looking into shared custody, I know what it feels like to not have my child and I don't want to do that for him, and as far as we go? I don't see us anymore, I wanted there to be an us for so long and I did things I wouldn't do
“That's the thing, you can’t,” she whispers, her voice broken. “You can’t give me back the years I died every morning without her. You can’t give me back the sound of her laugh or the weight of her in my arms. You were there you saw how much I wanted her, how much I needed my baby and you still hid her from me out of spite.” “I—” “No,” she shakes her head. “You decided that I didn’t deserve to be around my own child. You had no right to do that!” “I thought I was protecting her—” “Regardless of what you thought,” she swallows, blinking back tears. “You should have told me, Knox. If I were in your position I know I would at least try, I wouldn't let you carry on thinking that you had failed as a father. You should have told me right then and there on the plane.” “I wanted to,” I tell her. “When Alpha Ezra came in that's what I was trying to tell you. It was the reason I was distressed over the last couple of days and even before then, I tried so many times but I was afraid.”
Mariella freezes, but I see her lip twitching with a smile right before she speaks. “I shall speak the truth, I Mariella Vincent was coaxed by Alpha Knox to hide and raise his daughter as my own, I have loved, raised and—” “Are you insane?” Knox snaps, slapping her. “This was all you!” “Thalia, please.” Mariella gasps, “Tell him to stop, he's going to hurt our baby.” They're both lying, lying like they've been doing to me all along. He can't command Mariella to say anything, she's from an unbroken curse lineage which means she can't be compelled by anyone. I've been their fool for so long that I wouldn't be surprised if they practised this scene they're causing a few times already. “I don't give a fuck about your baby, and you better enjoy it.” I snap, my gaze shifting towards Knox. “ Because that's the only child you'll both get. I am not your breeder.” “Thalia,” Knox coos, his voice small and defeated. I almost fall for it, almost.. “You will never see my children again,
“We were wrong to keep things from you,” Ryan says. “It's not their fault,” Knox counters, and damn right it isn't. It's his, most of it his and they share the blame for not telling me. “I—I had commanded them to lie.” “No,” I slowly shake my head. “You know, I'm not often the dumbest one in the room but when you're there? I am. Because you're all that I see and I've done nothing but love you for my entire life and yet you couldn't even return an ounce of my love.” I swallow, “ Why did you even get with me in the first place when you could have had your twisted girlfriend all along or did you already—” “No,” I hear Mariella say. “Thalia, I would never do that to you,” she says. Something snaps inside me at that moment, I can't fucking stand her right now. “Stop fucking talking to me!” I scream, launching myself at her. Her eyes widen as I crash into her and I hear a gasp from someone in the room, but no one moves. No one dares to, they've done enough. “Thalia!” Mariella screams,
I don't know what to say to him so I walk away but like the toxic bastard he is, he doesn't let me. He follows me, Ryan follows too, and I finally pause in the hallway when he catches up to me and grabs me by the hand. “Don't fucking touch me!” “What is going on here?” I hear Nova ask, but I don't turn to face her, my focus is on Knox. “Let's put an end to this,” I tell him. I'm done, Knox.” I swallow. I don't know where to go from here. Everything I've known these last few months was a lie, a ploy I fell for just because I wanted to be loved by Knox. I wanted to feel like I was worth something to him, and that's the first mistake I made. Knox shakes his head but it's a bit too late now. I vigorously nod, “Yes.” I sniff, “We can't keep doing this. I can't, I can't keep on letting myself be hurt by you time and time again! This isn't fair to me anymore, you took things too far and I just can't love you this much.” I shake my head, “It's high time I let you go.” He steps clos