Chapter 67: “There's that attitude again”

“And what about what you did?”

There it is, my one mistake in this life, my biggest regret and he just won't ever let it go. He will forever hold it against me and so I act unapologetic to feed his anger, it's justifiable, I hate myself for that too.

. “Again with that?” I roll my eyes. I already begged and cried so hard but I still lack the power to go back to the past, you need to move on.”

“Move on?” he scoffs, “You're not remorseful at all are you?”

“No.” I swallow, blinking to stop the river of tears begging to flow. “I'm not sad she's gone. I occasionally miss her, I would have loved her, I would have adored her eyes, the sound of her laugh but it all reminds me it would come with a fucked up sadistic psychopath attached.” I glare, “You should be glad too, we'd have killed each other long ago.”

“I was hoping you'd miraculously changed since finding out you're pregnant but I just can't trust you with my baby can I?”

“Say your baby one more time.” I raise an eyebrow, my enti