Aqua Louise Pov:
I wanted to shout, I wanted to scream at him, to tell him he doesn't own me but then I have learned something from Ma Olive, I also need to show him that his touches don't affect me anymore. The mare thinking of it alone gets me all dripping wet but then...I can't continue like this….I can't continue to let him have his way with me all the time. If I need him to ever look at me as a mate then I need to fight this too. I felt a burning sensation on my chest, I closed my eyes and blink back every once tears that intend to drop. It hurt so much just to go through all this for love, it hurts like hell but then I have no choice, I'm at the point in my life where I had to make something happen and I can't do that without getting hurt emotionally, but I think the most important thing should be that at the end of it, I think it's worth fighting for.
<Diamond PovI was so thankful to Ma Olive, no one has treated me the way she did, and I can only give the credit to Aqua. Good things started happening since she arrived, we were overwhelmed, and Olive suddenly asked us to stop working as maids though she said she had still been paying us. My family depends on my salary and she knows that, but I think she got her plans, and I know it's connected to the Lycan Alpha King and his Betta, my mate. Honestly, I'm tired.I'm tired of loving him alone and being the only one that will always try to make us work. I know I'm not his standard, I mean a maid for a betta, but then I never choose to be who I am and I don't think that anything is wrong with it. The scene of his every ignorance like I never existed brings tears to my eyes. He's just like the Alpha or maybe worse. I could remember my l
DiamondI kept shifting back till my back hit the wall, suddenly stopping my movement. I gulp down unknown saliva as I brace up for the worst to happen. But then….I remembered what Lady Olive told us, and immediately I decided to muster up the courage for the first time. It's time I show him, he's no longer in charge. Days are gone when I crawl to his feet begging for his love, "I mean it's pointless because no matter what he won't ever take two glances at me" I thought to myself and took a peek at him from the corner of my eyes only to see him, burning with rage, but who cares?I folded my hands below my boobs, suddenly, as I positioned myself well looking like I don't care,''What do you have to say?" I ask, staring in his eyeballs, suddenly not knowing where the courage comes fr
Betta RiccoThese past few days have been messed up for me, I tried to concentrate but I couldn't. There is no way I'm caving into this feeling but it's like the more I try to hide away from them, they become stronger. The day I saw her with Lady Olive, the mate bond became stronger that I so much wanted to have her in my arms forgetting my ego, but then...Lady Olive took her away leaving me craving and wanting her so much.These days it feels like I'm not in control of myself, I know she hates but fuck! Who cares, I might not want her as my mate but that doesn't mean she can be with other guys, she belongs to me alone, only I have the power to make her cry and no other man. The thought of her with another man makes me want to devour somebody. When she walked through that door today with Lady Olive and Aqua, I couldn't take my
Give upDiamondI halted on my steps after hearing him call me to kitten for the first time, I would have been blushing hard, if it was before but no...my heart has been hurt so much, it doesn't mean I don't love him it just means I can't let my guard down, I can't be that eighteen years old girl he treated like nothing. I need to act smart. If he can be ignorant of both of us then I guess two can play this game.I turn to stare at him, folding my two hands below my boobs as I straighten my posture keeping a serious face. I watch him rub his forehead tiredly. He started taking steps towards me. I stood still as I watch his every step, he finally stopped in front of me, and for the first time in my life, I stood close to him staring directly into his eyes, fuck! This man is heaven cute.I gulp down saliva looking away, knowing I'm staring too much. I feel him smirking and I turn to face him, "You can't stop loving me huh?" He asked arroga
Chapter 35 ( Mine )Aqua Louise"Mate, mate, mate…." Scarlet continues to chant in my head, almost making me roll my eyes, pulling off the whole of my clothing, I climb the bed shakily and laid down, I look up to see him looking out of the window with his hands crossed behind his back. I know he's only waiting for me to settle down so he would come again, but this time around I will be sorry to disappoint him because he won't be getting the reaction he's looking for today.After waiting for some minutes and hearing nothing, I decided to close my eyes and wait for him, minutes pass and I felt or heard no movement….my eyes are starting to get heavy though I'm fighting and trying to keep them open, I looked up and he's no longer standing in front of the wind
Betta RiccoI know probably now Diamond won't want to see me again, not after years of hurting her repeatedly, but fuck! Who am I kidding? I did this for the company, I know Rudolfo needed to finalize the deal with the Chinese investors and this is the only way I could do it. Britney is the CEO of a Chinese worldwide corporation and she has had her eyes on me for a long time, though I have been neglecting her but this time around she insisted it's now or never, the worst shit is I never knew she had been coming to my suite at this hour, fuck I messed up."It's all your fault you have been hurting mate" Xander my wolf growl in my head"Shut the fuck up I need to think" I growl inwardly blocking our mind link. Feeling frustrated, I ruffled my hair angrily.
Lady OliveI walk round the whole kitchen as I'll make sure that everything is in order, you never can tell who the enemy is. And that's why I make sure that Rudolfo's food is always prepaid by me or by my personal maids with my close watch on them. I ask Aqua and Diamond to withdraw from being maids because that's not their destiny. They have something bigger prepaid for them but being a maid is the part they have to work before reaching their destination, but I think that at this point they have reached that point where everything has to end.I walk out of the kitchen, as I close the door. Walking out of the kitchen I walk around every corner to check them out.I was walking towards the hallway when I sighted Aqua coming out from the path that leads to
Aqua Louis PovI ran out with eyes full of tears, he's really hurt me. How could he? How could he lay his claims on me yet wanted nothing with me? Am I only for pleasure? A thing to satisfy his sexual urges, he's angry I didn't moan out his name yet he's want nothing to do with me.This has to stop, I need to do something. I can't keep on letting him hurt my feelings. I wanted to go to my room, but then it's going to be so suffocating staying in my room. I need fresh air. I need to breathe. I'm so tired of living I feel so helpless and frustrated, I held onto the railings for support as I now stood outside the balcony. I feel so alone, why can't I be loved? Am I that bad….?I feel so tired, I might break down any minute or moment from now, life feels so