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Ashes of Longing
Ashes of Longing
작가: Just Northbound

Chapter 1

작가: Just Northbound
Thud.

The sound of knees slamming against the floor made my hand jerk, the pen scratching across the medical chart mid-sentence.

When I looked up, that familiar face was already kneeling in front of my desk.

Ellie Wilson. The girl everyone used to call the belle of our college class.

Tears streamed down her face, delicate and trembling as her voice broke. "Dr. Bentley Cooke… Bentley… my dad has early-stage cancer. Please, you have to save him. I know you're an expert in this field."

My fingers tightened unconsciously around the pen.

This scene felt far too familiar.

In my last life, I had been moved by this exact expression on her face. I had softened and agreed to help her. Not only did I personally take on the surgery, but I even fronted the operation costs for her.

And what happened in the end?

Her father, Sebastian Wilson, died in the ward for no apparent reason.

When the police stormed in, she didn’t defend me. She stood off to the side and pointed at me.

"It was him. He was the last one to go into the room last night."

The surveillance footage showed the same thing. That night, I was the only one who had entered the room.

The evidence was overwhelming. I had no way to defend myself.

On the day the death sentence was handed down, she kept her head lowered in the courtroom. From beginning to end, she never looked at me once.

And now, I was reborn.

"Dr. Cooke…" Ellie’s voice pulled me back to the present. She was still looking at me with those tear-filled eyes.

"Also, could you help cover the surgery cost for now? Once I start working, I swear I’ll pay you back in installments."

They were the exact same words as before.

I took a slow breath and closed the medical chart in front of me. "I'm sorry. My schedule is fully booked."

Her expression froze instantly.

I added, "And your father’s condition requires an expensive surgery. It’s not something you can afford."

Ellie stared at me, clearly not expecting a refusal. She quickly grabbed onto my white coat. "Bentley—Dr. Cooke—please, I can pay you back in installments. I swear I will—"

"Next patient." I pressed the call button without hesitation and called out toward the door.

Nurse Natalie Shaw stepped in at once. With professional politeness, she guided the still-stunned Ellie out of the room.

I watched as Ellie kept turning back every few steps.

The look in her eyes shifted from pleading, to shock, and finally, to a trace of coldness I had never seen before.

I thought that was the end of it.

Until that night, when I was scrolling through my phone, and a trending headline suddenly jumped out at me: "Heartless Doctor Rejects Daughter’s Plea."

In the video, Ellie was kneeling in the hospital hallway, crying so hard she could barely speak.

"My dad is only in the early stages of cancer. He can still be saved. But Dr. Cooke wouldn’t even give him a chance."

The caption read: "Father with late-stage cancer denied treatment by unethical doctor."

The comment section had exploded.

"Doctors are supposed to have compassion. What a joke."

"Someone like this shouldn’t even be allowed to practice medicine."

"Let’s crowdfund. We can’t let good people lose hope."

At the very top was a comment from a well-known charity influencer: "Fundraiser launched."

I clicked the link.

$200,000 had been raised for the surgery in just three hours.

My phone suddenly vibrated. Someone had tagged me in the department group chat.

"Dr. Cooke, you’re trending."

I turned off the screen and walked to the window. The inpatient building glowed under the night sky, every floor lit up.

Behind one of those windows lay Ellie’s father. In my last life, he had died in his hospital room the night before the surgery.

The next morning, I froze the moment I reached the entrance to my clinic.

Ellie was sitting in the waiting area. Two overstuffed duffel bags rested beside her.

When she saw me, she immediately stood up, a victorious smile spreading across her face. "Dr. Cooke, I’ve got the surgery money."

She held up her phone. The progress bar on the fundraising page was completely full. "Now… can you operate on my dad?"
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  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 9

    "That’s right. It was me."Aidan Cooke’s voice cut through the dead silence of the courtroom like a blade. He walked slowly toward the witness stand, his dress shoes striking the marble floor in a rhythm that made people’s hearts pound.On that face identical to mine, there was a chilling smile."After I went with that piece-of-trash father of ours, do you know what kind of life I lived?" His fingers trembled as he unbuttoned his shirt, revealing a chest covered in grotesque scars. "That woman he married… she found new ways to torture me every day. Cigarette burns, belts… even boiling water—"My mother let out a heart-wrenching scream and collapsed from her seat. The judge’s gavel froze midair. Even the bailiffs stood stunned.Aidan’s voice suddenly rose, exploding through the courtroom, "And when I had a fever of 104 degrees, my dearest father threw me out onto the street in the middle of winter like I was garbage!"Soft sobs began rippling through the gallery. Ellie was already

  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 8

    "Twenty-five years ago, my father had an affair."My voice rang out clearly in the silence.My mother’s body jerked violently. Her fingers clenched tightly around the armrest of her seat, her knuckles turning white. I noticed her nails had already dug into the flesh of her palm, yet she seemed unable to feel the pain."My mother insisted on a divorce."I turned to the jury, my gaze sweeping across each face. Some were doubtful, some curious."At the time, I had a twin brother. The court awarded him to my father."Ellie suddenly let out a sharp, mocking laugh, her voice slicing through the courtroom’s solemnity. "If you’re going to make up stories, at least make them believable. Do you think you’re writing a novel?"I ignored her ridicule and signaled to Mr. Keller.The projector lit up. A yellowed photograph appeared on the screen.A frail little boy stood at the entrance of an orphanage, dressed in oversized, worn-out clothes. His eyes were hollow, lifeless, like a puppet’s.

  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 7

    At the detention center."0637. You have a visitor."I lifted my head.Through the iron bars, I saw my mother. She looked far more worn than the last time I had seen her. The dark circles under her eyes were stark and heavy."Mom…"Her voice was so soft it was almost inaudible. "Bentley, just confess. I’ll find a way to get your sentence reduced."I grabbed the bars suddenly. "You don’t believe me?"Tears rolled down her face. "Of course, I believe you, but the evidence is overwhelming…"…Three days later, in the courtroom."All rise!"Dressed in an orange prison uniform, I was escorted to the defendant’s stand.The gallery was packed. There were netizens holding signs, hospital colleagues, and in the corner, Dr. Langford."The defendant, Dr. Bentley Cooke, is charged with intentional homicide…"I scanned the room.Every face seemed to carry the same word: guilty."Dr. Bentley Cooke, how do you plead?" Judge Harold Whitman’s voice echoed through the courtroom."Not gu

  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 6

    "Animal!""Rapist!""A life for a life!"The crowd surged forward like it had gone mad. The police had no choice but to block them off, forcing a path through the storm of insults.I was shoved into the police car. The door slammed shut with a bang, but the vicious curses still pierced through the glass.Detective Taylor sat in the front passenger seat. He glanced at me coldly through the rearview mirror. "Regretting it now?"I wiped the spit from my face and smiled. "I didn’t do it. What is there to regret?""Still so stubborn," he scoffed.The siren wailed as the car pulled away. Every face flashing past the window was filled with disgust.Some people held up their phones, livestreaming. Some spat at the car. A child, held in his mother’s arms, even raised a middle finger at me.The police car slowly drove off. The hospital gates faded into the distance.In the rearview mirror, I caught a glimpse of Ellie standing on the steps, a faint, almost imperceptible smile on her li

  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 5

    "They’re definitely working together!"A blond-haired young man holding up his phone suddenly pushed his way to the front. He aimed the camera straight at Mr. Keller’s face and shouted, "How much did he pay you?! You’re actually helping a murderer fake evidence!"Mr. Keller’s face flushed red. "That’s nonsense! We have full surveillance footage—""Who says surveillance footage can’t be fake? Everything can be fabricated these days!" a middle-aged woman beside him chimed in, her phone nearly shoved into my face.Detective Taylor raised a hand, signaling for silence. "We will investigate this thoroughly." His sharp gaze swept over Mr. Keller and me. "Providing false testimony carries legal consequences.""I didn’t lie," Mr. Keller insisted. "The footage is real."Detective Taylor glanced at me. "If it’s just one piece of surveillance footage, it doesn’t prove much. But at the crime scene, we found a number of items connected to you, including a surgical scalpel—the kind you would u

  • Ashes of Longing   Chapter 4

    By the time the police brought me into the surveillance room, my palms were already slick with cold sweat."Take a look for yourself!"Detective Taylor tapped on the keyboard, and the footage appeared on the screen.My eyes narrowed sharply.In the video, a figure in a white coat pushed open the door to Sebastian’s hospital room. The camera angle was awkward, making it impossible to see the face clearly. By the way he walked and the slight downward tilt of his head…It looked exactly like me.Movements could be imitated. I was just about to argue that, but then I saw it.Right before leaving, the figure lifted his head and glanced straight at the camera.That single moment was clear enough to see his face.It was me."That’s… impossible…" My voice trembled.Detective Taylor looked at me. "That's you, isn’t it, Bentley Cooke?"Dr. Brown paused the video and zoomed in on the face. "See? It’s identical to you.""So what do you have to say now?" he said, arms crossed, a mockin

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