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Chapter 49
3 weeks later......

Winter break is approaching and already the change in weather has made itself known. Today is one of those really cold days and staying at home seems best.
Gosh, my home.
I still haven't gotten used to it. Roman and I are actually living together.
It's been quite a busy couple of weeks I must say. We've had a number of visitors, mainly my dad, my friends, Roman's family which obviously means his stepmom and Rosy, since him and his dad aren't really talking. Well Roman not talking to his dad that is.
And when it comes to his friends, lets just say I've been doing a pretty good job at avoiding them. After what had happened at the hospital, everything is still as thick as when we had that little stand off. Everything has been a little calmer, now that I am not living at the Academy
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