Alex turned and headed toward the door, disarmed the alarm, and let his hand pause on the knob.“You okay?”She shuddered but managed to speak. “Yes.”He opened the door to a uniformed cop whose anticipation for trouble changed to suspicion. Alex’s drugged eyes and obvious arousal must have seemed suspicious, because the cop peeked down the hall to the robed woman and crowd of dogs about her feet. He holstered the weapon. “Sir, you reported a break-in.”Alex wondered if this moment was about to challenge his most embarrassing. He pushed a hand through his mussed hair and grabbed forhis usual, logical sequence of thought. “Right. I’m sorry, officer, there’s been a mistake. Please come in.”He knew if he didn’t let him in it would look suspicious. The cop took the scene in with a glance and seemed to note the woman appeared willing and the dogs weren’t trying to protect her from a maniac. He tipped his head.“Ma’am.”She swallowed hard. “Officer. Sorry about this.” As if she knew Alex
Alex struggled for composure at his wife’s speech. The itch between his shoulder blades warned him she hid a lot more than she let on. He knew this moment could turn on a quarter and not a dime if he took one step away from his logically plotted course.He pushed the nagging thought away and looked at her. As the days passed, he realized she became more beautiful to him. Light shimmered from her eyes, and smile, and her very heart. Their dialogues pushed opendoors he thought had been locked, but the result was a strange flow of emotion he didn’t feel comfortable with and never would. She was a woman who needed a secure relationship. Hell, she was a woman who deserved it. He could only give her sex and friendship. Not love.He’d made his decision years ago. The cost was too great.So, Alex watched the fragile thread snap between them again with a mixture of emotions and too much damn regret.He forced a nod and a slight smile. “Apology and explanation accepted.No more analyzing.”She
“Alex.” Her eyes burned but her tone was chilly. “It’s good to see you.”He nodded. “What’s going on?”“I need some advice. I got a contract offer for Lace Cosmetics.”“That’s a huge account, Diana. Congratulations. What’s the problem?”She leaned in. The expensive scent of Chanel drifted in the air. “It’s a two-year deal but I’d need to relocate to California.” Emerald eyes widened with the perfect amount of innocence and desire. “This is my home. And I hate Baywatch mentality. I’ve always been a die-hard New Yorker. Like you.”A warning bell clanged somewhere in his brain. “You need to decide this for yourself. It’s over between us. I’m married.”“We had something real. I think you got spooked and jumped at the first female you could control.”He shook his head with a twinge of sadness. “I’m sorry, that’s not true. I have to go.”“Wait!” One moment she stood a few inches away, the next she was squished against his chest with her arms looped around his neck and her hips seriously gri
Guilt gnawed at her stomach. The lies added up to an impressive pile.First to her parents. Then to Alex. How was she supposed to explain the lack of expansion when Alex had already handed over the check? And her parents thought she was now rolling in dough. They’d be questioning Alex about when he’d begin the architectural work for BookCrazy. After all, why wouldn’t her husband help his own wife with her business?The elaborate tower of cards swayed and threatened to topple.She drove home amidst the edges of gloom and pulled in next to Alex ’s car. She hoped he had made dinner, then realized she couldn’t haveanything but a salad because she cheated on her diet at lunch with a delicious, greasy cheeseburger deluxe and large fries. Her mood turned blacker.When she walked in, the house practically expanded with the scent of garlic and herbs and tomatoes. Maya threw her purse on the couch, kicked off her shoes, and hiked up her skirt to rip off her pantyhose before entering the kitch
Her heart beat so fast the blood roared in her head. This was bad. Very, very bad. “Umm, Alex, I don’t expect you to help me with the cafe. Youhave enough on your plate with the waterfront project and the board hounding your every step. Besides, I already sort of hired someone.”“Who?”Shit.She waved her hand in the air in a dismissive gesture. “Forgot his name.A customer recommended him. He’s, um, drawing up the plans and we’ll start soon. I may wait until spring.”He frowned. “No reason to wait. I don’t trust this guy already. Give me his number and I’ll talk to him.”“No.”“Why not?”“Because I don’t want you involved.” The words seemed to punch him like a surprise right hook. He winced, then quickly recovered. The miseryof her lies festered, but she reminded herself to stick to business, even though she knew in some strange way she hurt him.His face reflected disinterest. “Fine. If that’s what you prefer.”Her voice gentled. “I’d just like to stick to business in our relation
She continued creating the perfect sundae and let him dangle in discomfort. “She was upset because I rejected her.”“Why’d you push her away, Alex?”He looked distinctly uncomfortable. “Because we made some promises. Even if we’re not sleeping together, we agreed I wouldn’t cheat.”“Very logical. I’m surprised you were able to think so clearly after such a kiss. With me, I understand. But Diana seems to inspire a morepassionate response.”His mouth dropped open. She swished the whipped cream and drizzled a few cherries on top, then stood back to admire her creation.“You think I react more passionately to Diana?”She lifted one shoulder. “It was obvious the night I met her you two tore up the sheets together. We don’t have that problem. The only times you’ve ever kissed me was when you were pissed off or bored.”“Bored?” He rubbed his face with his hands and tore his fingers through his hair. A humorless laugh escaped his lips. “I don’t believe this. You have no idea how I was feelin
touches of gilded mirrors, tapestries, and smooth marble sculptures to break up the flow of polished elegance that permeated the rooms. Opera played on the stereo system piped throughout the floors. Michael had decorated with an underlying sensuality Maya appreciated.“Then I am doing my job well, signora. He makes you sad tonight, I can tell.”She paused and looked up at him. For the first time, she allowed the raw emotion of Alex’s confession to escape. It had been difficult pretending not to care this past week. “We had a fight.”“Do you want to tell me about it?”“Men suck.”He nodded with flourish. “Sometimes, yes. Sometimes when we wear our hearts on our sleeves, we are wonderful. But mostly we are scared of breaking open ourselves to another.”“Some men never do.”“Yes. Some never do. You must keep trying.”She smiled at him. “I’m giving you my friend Olivia ’s number. Promise me you’ll call her.”He gave a long sigh. “If this will make you happy, I shall call her and invite he
She blinked and stepped back. Then looked straight in his eyes and cracked the final whip. “I’m going to bed. You may be able to control who I don’t sleep with, but you don’t have any power over my fantasies.”Her icy tone contradicted the mocking words pulsing in the air between them.He broke.Alex walked toward her with a steady slowness that made her back away for every footstep forward. Her back slammed against the wall when he reached her. Slowly, he splayed his palms flat against the wall on either side of her head. His body caged hers. His wide stance trapped her between his legs.He bent over and directed his words right against her lips. “If you want sex so bad, all you have to do is ask.”Her entire body stiffened. “I’m not interested in you.” The wildly beating pulse at her neck contradicted her words.“Try again.”“Go play your head games with Diana.”“You want me. Why don’t you finally admit it?”Fury spat from her in waves. “I don’t want you. I just want your money.”He