I was paying attention more than ever. “My stepmother, for her own reasons, decided I’d be her doll." A cold dread slithered down my spine. "What do you mean?" "Dressed me in girls' clothes. Told my father I picked them out." His voice was eerily calm, but his knuckles whitened around the glass. "He wasn’t around enough to care. By the time I was six, I wanted to dress like my brothers, but she refused." My mouth fell slightly open, the words catching in my throat. Why would she force him to dress like a girl? Could it be that she wants a female child so badly? I asked in my head. Leo continued. “When my father finally noticed something was off, he asked his wife about it. And she said maybe I was born to be a feminine boy,” Leo said. “Instead of protecting me, he called it ridiculous. He was very religious and homophobic. He said I shouldn’t like girly things. That I was supposed to be his heir. His son.” “Oh my God...” I whispered. Leo’s voice grew darker, more strained.
“Stay?” I asked as if I didnt understand the word itself. He stared down and shoved his hands into his pockets, shoulders tense like he was bracing for a blow. "I meant what I said in the card," he began, voice low. "Every word." I swallowed, my fingers twisting in the fabric of my sweater. "I… I… know." "Do you?" The words were fierce, almost angry. I met his gaze, and the intensity in them made my breath catch. Why does he sound mad, could it be the alcohol? A lump rose in my throat, I kept silent. He took a step closer, then stopped himself, like he was fighting the urge to reach for me. "You think I’d waste my time on someone I didn’t give a damn about? That I’d buy you flowers, a goddamn teddy bear, handwrite a Valentine’s card if I didn’t—" He cut himself off, jaw clenching. My chest ached. “I don't know what to believe anymore, but it's fine. I have been through worse.” I muttered. "Then let me prove it." His voice dropped, rough with emotion. "Stay. Not just
The teddy’s arms were soaked with my tears. My sobs had quieted into tiny hiccups, but my chest still trembled with the weight of it all. I stayed like that for a while, curled into the plush teddy bear. I stared at the card again, then got up and took it. I reread every line as my fingers traced his handwriting, and I could almost hear his voice in my head saying them out loud to me. I sniffled and wiped my face with the sleeve of my shirt. I have to talk to him. Before I leave tomorrow. He deserved that much. I hadn’t been fair to him. I’d pushed him, shut him out, questioned every kind thing he did as if it was a trap. And maybe it was—maybe all this was too good to be true. But I didn’t care anymore. No one—no one—had ever tried this hard to show me I mattered. Not even my own family. Even if he was lying, I still wanted to believe. Just once. Before I disappeared from his life tomorrow like I’d never existed. I stood up, wiped under my eyes again, then walked ou
The door to his place unlocked with a quiet beep, and I stepped inside, my legs unsteady. Another beep and KC's monitor was activated. "You’re back, finally! Ma'am, you have no idea how freaked out Boss was—" "KC. Enough." Leo’s voice was a whip-crack, sharp enough to make me flinch. And for the first time, I heard him snap that loud. I wanted to thank him for saving me back then before heading to the room. However, it seemed like he wasn’t in the mood for that kind of talk. So I didn’t say a word. I walked straight up the stairs, my steps slow and heavy from everything left unspoken. When I opened the door to the guest room I was staying in, I froze. A soft, floral scent hit me instantly—sweet, fresh. My eyes widened as I stepped fully into the room. Three gorgeous bouquets lay carefully on the bed, their vibrant colors almost glowing under the soft lighting. A giant life-sized teddy bear sat beside the bed, arms open like it had been waiting for me. On the dresser, lux
I didn't want to admit it, but it felt good—the warm hug, those soft words felt so nice to hear. And the way his cologne swept through my nostrils, it reminded me of the first time we met. He literally saved my life back then, and I couldn't say thank you. I was so rude to him back then because of my own fears. I envy girls who had it all their life. Their daddy calling them princess, their mother kissing their wounds and attending to them with affection. I envy those who can trust someone without being afraid or being humiliated. I envy those who can tell the real ones from the fake ones. Back then I wished I could stay in his arms and trust him fully, then the usual fear kicked in. "You'll get hurt. You always get hurt." I squeezed my eyes shut, as if I could block out the voice in my head. But it was relentless. You'll get hurt. You'll get hurt. You'll get hurt. I know that... I am that unlucky. A flashback of my happiness when I met Jessica came
Guilt pricked at me when he stopped the car like that just to hear me out. Has anyone ever listened to me this much? I wasn't even allowed to complain as a child. I had called him a creep. A manipulator. Yet, he is reacting this way. What if I was wrong? What if I was not wrong? At my age I am still so vulnerable to acts of service and crave love, affection, which makes me fall for the fake ones. How can I differentiate them? When they all sound so real at first? "You were saying?" Leo cut into my thoughts. His voice was so soft, like he would stand there forever, waiting for me to find my words. That almost broke me, making things harder for me. I couldn't look at him. I looked down as I forced the words. A drop of tear slipped down my cheek. "Can you help me with something I can eat... Just... fries or something. And wine. I'll pay you back later when I get to my friend's place." The same friends I've been ignoring their calls? The same ones I swore to av