LOGINThe register turns up on the sixth day and it is not where anyone looked.
"It's the Foundation's," Roman says, and there is something in his voice Veira has not heard in five months, which is shame. "It has been the Foundation's since 1889."
He has driven from Edinburgh. He is standing in Margaret Fraser's kitchen at nine in the morning with a document case and the specific rigidity of a man delivering news about his own house.
"The protective registry," he says. "It exists to hold instruments for families under threat — the mechanism Emre used in Lyon in 2009. Anything filed there is sealed from all five bloodlines, including us. That is the point of it. Nobody reads the protective registry."
"And?"
"And it has a second index." He opens the case. "Filed alongside every protective instrument is a bare administrative record: date, jurisdiction, and the category of threat the instrument responds to. It is four columns. It has no names. It was created for auditing purposes in 1889 and nobody has looked at it in a hundred and thirty-six years because it appears to contain nothing."
He puts it on the table.
"There are four thousand one hundred and six entries," he says. "Two hundred and eleven of them are categorised ordinal."
Veira pulls the page toward her.
"Two hundred and eleven hybrid births," she says.
"Two hundred and eleven protective instruments filed in response to a threat category that exists in no other Folklore document, using a word that appears in exactly one other place, which is a standing instruction issued to the Kin convener in March 1889 forbidding ordinal restoration in perpetuity." Roman's hands are flat on the table. "Somebody has been counting hybrids in my archive for a hundred and thirty-six years. In a register I am responsible for. In a system I have personally administered since 1931."
"You couldn't have known. It's sealed."
"I sealed it." He looks up. "In 1974 I restructured the protective registry's access protocol and I sealed the second index behind the same barrier as the instruments, because I judged that an administrative record with no names was harmless and the protective principle should be absolute." His voice does not change. "I made it unreadable. Whoever has been maintaining it has had a hundred and thirty-six years of perfect privacy and I gave them fifty-one of them."
Nobody says anything for a moment.
"How many of the two hundred and eleven are alive," Veira says.
"That is the part I came to say in person." Roman turns the page. "Entries stop in 2011. The last is dated the fourth of November 2011, jurisdiction Aberdeen."
"Nell."
"Nell. And then nothing for fourteen years." He looks at her. "Either hybrid births stopped in 2011, which is not credible, or whoever was counting stopped filing in 2011."
"Or died," Emre says, from the doorway. "Lieth was recorded dead in 2014."
"Then there are three years unaccounted for," Roman says. "And a register that has been maintained continuously since 1889 by somebody who has never once been named, and whose last act was to hide a child in Aberdeen four weeks after her mother's funeral."
Veira looks at the four columns.
"Two hundred and eleven," she says slowly. "Roman. How many of those entries are dated after 1990?"
He checks.
"Nineteen."
"And of those nineteen, how many jurisdictions?"
He checks again, and she watches him arrive at it a half-second before he says it.
"Eleven," he says. "Across four continents. All within the last thirty-five years."
"So somebody has known the location of nineteen hybrid children since 1990," Veira says, "and there are two of us in the world."
"Yes."
"Then where are the other seventeen?"
"I don't think you do, actually, because you've been carrying the second half so hard you've forgotten I've been carrying the first." She pulls her coat round her. "I love you. Not the way you're asking. In the way where there are two of us in the world and there always will be, and if you ever needed me at three in the morning I'd be on a plane before you finished the sentence, and that isn't a consolation prize, Emre, it's the only relationship of its kind that has ever existed."He does not say anything for a while."That is considerably better than what I was braced for," he says."It's also true, which helps.""Is it Cole.""It's been Cole for about four years and I've been refusing to look at it because I was fairly sure I was dying." She picks up a stone and turns it over. "Which he knew, and never once raised, in four years."Emre laughs a real one, short and surprised."He's a better man than I am," he says."He's a better man than most people are. It's very irritating." She
She tells Nell on the deck as they come back into the fjord, because the boat is loud and the wind takes half of it and it is easier to say difficult things when the weather is doing some of the work."It's happened before," she says. "Three times. Same conversation. Somebody at the end of a channel apologising for closing it.""And it came back.""Every time. Not soon they were very clear about not soon, and their not-soon is not our not-soon." Veira watches the black cliffs go past. "But it's not an ending. I've been carrying it as an ending for a year."Nell is quiet for a while."Can I say something you won't like," she says."You will anyway.""You've been treating this whole thing like you're the last one. Since Aberdeen." Nell has her hands in her pockets and is not looking at her. "Every time you talk about the channel closing you say it like the door's shutting behind you. And there's nine of us and there's a school and there's an empty chair in Geneva that Zofia's going to s
It grieves her, which is different, and worse in a quieter way."Then I need to talk to them," she says. "Before it goes. Properly, not a report.""About what?""About what happens to a channel nobody can hold." She stands. "They've been in the Vein since before the compact. They waited seven hundred years for a conduit who could hear them. And in about a year there won't be one, and I'd like them to hear that from me rather than have it stop."Croft says, "You'll need a boat.""I'll need a boat," Veira agrees. "And I'd like Nell to come."Nell looks up sharply."You can't hear them," Veira says. "I know. But you're going to be doing this for sixty years after I stop and I'd rather you'd been in the room once."The Friðargeir is eleven years older and so is Brynja, who greets them at the Reykjavik dock with the expression of a woman who has been waiting five years to be asked again and would rather die than say so."You brought more people," she says."Six.""Last time it was seven."
The programme runs for four years.That is the sentence Veira will use afterwards, when people ask, and it is accurate and it conceals everything, because what four years actually consists of is Tuesdays.Nell takes a full share at seventeen and a second at nineteen and by twenty is carrying more than any of them, and it does not kill her, and by then Joon-Ho has eleven hundred days of monitoring data proving why: gradual, consensual, taught, and above all known the thing that killed the eleven in Utrecht was not the load but the fact that not one of them was ever told what they were holding.Aoife from Cork takes a share at twenty-two and immediately becomes insufferable about it.The girl from Kraków, whose name is Zofia and who did not speak for eleven days in her first month, takes hers at eighteen and then does something none of them anticipated, which is enrol in a medicine degree in Warsaw on the grounds that somebody is going to have to be able to treat this properly in thirty
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon







