LOGINClara arrives on the Sunday evening with an overnight bag, a laptop, and four days' worth of marking she has no intention of doing, and she has clearly decided on the train that she is going to treat the entire situation as a practical problem, because that is what Clara does with things too large to feel about immediately.
"Right," she says, in the hall, before her coat is off. "House rules. What am I allowed to know, what am I not allowed to know, and what happens if a vampire turns up."
"Nothing's going to turn up."
"Veira."
"Nothing is going to turn up because nobody knows you're here except the six people going to Iceland, and of those six, three are terrified of you." Veira takes the bag off her. "Roman asked me last week what you do. I said secondary school geography. He said, and I'm quoting, ah, that explains the questions."
"What questions?"
"You asked him whether the Vein has a measurable magnetic component."
"It was a reasonable question."
"It was a good question. He's been thinking about it for eleven days." Veira puts the bag at the foot of the stairs. "He's genuinely put out that nobody else asked it."
Clara looks briefly, unmistakably pleased.
The flat is warmer than the old one and has a garden the size of a large tablecloth, and Variable has spent three weeks conducting a survey of it with the thoroughness of a man contesting a boundary. He performs a perimeter check now kitchen, hall, the specific doorway he distrusts tail up, while Clara watches from the table with the professional attention of someone who spends her working life observing systems.
"So he might actually be supernatural," she says.
"I don't know what he is."
"That's extraordinary."
"He's a cat."
"He might be a cat who is connected to an undiscovered bloodline in the north Atlantic."
"That sounds absurd."
"Everything about this sounds absurd. I've been recalibrating my threshold for absurdity since October and I've stopped bothering to reset it." Clara opens the laptop, closes it again. "I've written down every time he's done the north thing since I got here in December. Did you know that?"
Veira stops with her hand on the kettle.
"No."
"Forty-one times. I've got dates, approximate durations, what was happening in the room." Clara turns the laptop round and it is a spreadsheet, colour-coded, with a notes column. "I'm not saying it means anything. I'm saying somebody should be writing it down and nobody was, so I did."
Veira looks at it for a long moment.
"Send this to Joon-Ho," she says.
"Is that the probability one or the vampire one."
"Probability. He'll want the raw file, not a summary, and he'll ask you about your recording methodology and he won't be being rude, that's just how he talks."
"I have a methodology."
"I know you do. That's why he'll ask."
Veira finishes packing while the kettle goes. Two bags: the practical one, and the one with the notebook and the things she needs in transit. It has been the same configuration since October, since a train south with a cat carrier and no forwarding address, and she has never once packed differently since and has never examined why.
"I need to know who I call if something happens," Clara says, from the table.
"Nothing's going to happen to you."
"I know. I mean if something happens in Iceland and I need someone who isn't in the Folklore to be a sensible external check on whatever I'm being told."
Veira turns. It is not a question she expected, and it is a better one than most of the questions she has been asked in the last four months by people whose job it is to ask them.
"Sebastien," she says. "His phone is on at all times. Genuinely all times I've tested it at four in the morning."
"That's the mountain man."
"Don't call him that to his face."
"Would he mind?"
Veira considers this properly, which she finds she has to.
"I don't actually know," she says. "Probably not. He'd want to know where it came from and then he'd think about it for a week."
"I'll call him the mountain man, then."
They eat at nine because neither of them has done anything about dinner, and it is the first ordinary evening Veira has had since Geneva: the small table, the bad wine Clara brought because the good wine was eleven pounds more, the specific comfort of a friend who has known her since before any of this and who is not, at any point in the evening, assessing her.
Clara talks about work. The department is being restructured for the third time in four years and she is being offered a head of faculty post that she does not want and cannot afford to refuse, and she talks about it for twenty minutes and Veira listens, properly, and asks three questions.
"You don't have to do this," Clara says eventually.
"Do what?"
"Be interested in the timetabling arrangements of a comprehensive in south Edinburgh the night before you sail into the north Atlantic to meet a bloodline that predates recorded history."
"I'm not being polite." Veira tops up both glasses. "Clara, I have spent four months in rooms where every single conversation is about me. Every one. Where I'm going, what I can carry, what I owe, who failed me, what happens if I stop." She sets the bottle down. "You've been telling me about Michaela in Year Ten for twenty minutes and it is the best time I've had since November."
Clara looks at her for a moment.
"Take the head of faculty job," Veira says. "You'll hate it for a year and then you'll rebuild the whole curriculum and be insufferable about it."
"That's what my mother said."
"Your mother's right about most things."
She leaves at half past six the next morning, before it's light. Clara comes down in a dressing gown to see her off, which she did not ask for and finds she needs.
"Feeding at seven and nine," Veira says, at the door. "He'll tell you when it's seven and nine regardless of whether you have a clock. Trust the cat over the clock."
"I know, you've told me twice. Go to Iceland."
She goes to the door. Stops. Turns.
"Clara."
"What."
"Thank you. For all of it. Since October."
"October was excellent for me personally. I learned that my best friend is the biological keystone of the supernatural world, my threshold for absurdity expanded significantly, and Variable has potential."
"That's not why I'm thanking you."
"I know." Clara looks at her, and for one second the practical thing she has been doing since the train slips. "Go. Come back. Tell me everything."
The taxi takes her down toward Bruntsfield. Clara stands in the doorway until it turns the corner, which Veira sees in the wing mirror and does not comment on to anybody, ever.
Inside, Variable sits in the middle of the kitchen floor, watching the door after it closes.
Clara watches Variable.
His head turns north-northwest with the slow, specific deliberateness of a compass needle finding its setting, and he holds it, and he does not move for eleven seconds.
Clara reaches for the laptop and opens the spreadsheet and types the date, the time, and: departure, 06:34. Duration 11s. Longest yet.
Then she sits back and looks at the cat, and then at the window, and at the black January morning behind it.
"What is north-northwest of here," she says, and the question is meant to be rhetorical, and stops being rhetorical somewhere in the middle of the sentence.
She picks up her phone and adds a number to her contacts under Mountain Man (Veira's).
Then she adds a second one, under Joon-Ho spreadsheet, and attaches the file, and sends it before she can decide it's a stupid thing to do at twenty to seven in the morning.
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The committee reports on the Friday and the Assembly convenes on the sixth of April, and Veira is not there.She watches it from the farmhouse on a link Sunnsdottir arranges through a procedural clause nobody has used since 1974, and Sebastien sits beside her for eleven hours and does not once say anything unless she asks him something.Croft opposes the conduit holding the seat. He does it in seven minutes and it is the best speech anybody makes all day and he loses the vote nine to four.Then Veira's written submission is read into the record by the convener, and Solvieg reads all of it, including the last paragraph, which several Elders have plainly not been shown in advance.I decline the seat. I ask the Assembly to create it and leave it vacant until a member of the restored bloodline is of age and willing to hold it. If that takes fifteen years, the vacancy is the accurate record of what was done, and I would ask the Assembly to look at it.There is a silence of about four secon
The rehearsal is on a Tuesday in March, and it is the most anticlimactic thing anybody in the building has ever witnessed.Nell sits in an armchair in the front room at Braehead with a doctor on one side and Croft on the other and Joon-Ho's monitoring array on a card table, and for four minutes nothing happens, and then she says: "Oh.""Oh what," Croft says."It's just it's a bit more." She frowns. "Like when you're carrying shopping and someone puts another tin in.""Are you in any discomfort.""No. It's fine." She shifts in the chair. "Can I go? Aoife's teaching attenuation at four and she gets annoyed if I'm late."Joon-Ho does not let her go for two hours. The array shows what he later describes as the least dramatic dataset of his professional life: a fifth of a fragment, moved, held, stable.Veira watches it on a laptop from eleven miles away with Adaeze beside her and finds she cannot see the screen properly."It worked," Adaeze says."It worked.""Say it like you believe it."
Croft approves it on the twenty-ninth day.He does not telephone. He drives to the farmhouse eleven miles down the coast and knocks on the door at seven in the evening with a folder under his arm and rain on his shoulders and says, before Veira has finished opening it:"I want you to read the refusal first."He has written both. Thirty-one pages approving and twenty-six refusing, and he has brought both, and he makes her read the refusal at the kitchen table while he stands at the window with his back to her.It is a good document. It is the best argument against the transfer she has ever seen, better than anything the Assembly produced, better than anything she constructed for herself at three in the morning in February. It cites the eleven names from Utrecht and the four who died before twenty and the fact that no child at Braehead has yet passed the two-year adaptation threshold anybody can point to, because nobody has ever measured one.She finishes it. She sets it down."You coul
The first transfer is not a transfer and it does not happen for eleven months.What happens in the eleven months is Tuesdays.Veira teaches by link from the farmhouse down the coast, four hours a day, and the curriculum she builds is the one she assembled backwards out of eight years of a blurred memory and four days in a bedroom in Cults: how to tell your own feeling from somebody else's arriving through the channel. How to attenuate. How to close, and for how long, and what it costs. How to notice the early signs of overload in yourself, which is the thing that killed Morna Croft and which nobody in 1889 was taught at all.The nineteen-year-old from Cork stops being furious in week seven and becomes, by the following spring, the best teacher in the building.The boy from Valencia's grandmother learns enough English to argue with the doctor.The girl from Kraków is the first to attenuate without being talked through it, in October, and does it in front of the whole room by accident a
Emre goes to Ghent in June and sits with Absalom Lieth for four days.He does not expect anything. He says so on the phone to Veira on the first evening, in the flat voice of a man managing an expectation downward before it can damage him."He doesn't know me. He hasn't known anybody since 2013.""Then why four days.""Because he taught me everything and I read something out at his memorial while he was alive and eleven years is a long time." A pause. "And because if there is one lucid hour in a year I would like to be in the chair when it happens."There is no lucid hour.What there is, on the third afternoon, is a photograph album that a nurse brings out because a visitor is the first Absalom Lieth has had in nine years and the staff have decided to be kind.Emre goes through it slowly.Ghent. Lyon. A dog. A conference in the 1980s. And then, on the fourth page from the end, a photograph taken in a garden that Emre recognises immediately because he has walked in it, with a man in hi







