LOGINZena's POV
Being a rogue means no pack, protection, or even rights. Rogue means anyone can kill me on sight and face no consequences. I make up my mind to survive outside the pack grounds at all cost. I don't remember leaving, nor do I remember the guards shoving me forward, nor the gate slamming behind me. I just remember running. We're alive, Skye whispers. It is the only comfort she can offer. I must have slept, because I wake to howls. My legs won’t stop shaking. I run again. Through forests, across roads, through small towns where I steal bread from dumpsters and water from garden hoses. The howls never stop. Three days. I run for three days straight, sleeping under dried leaves and eating nothing. I only survive on the water I drink from the dirty puddles. On the fourth night, I stumble out of the woods onto a paved road. My legs give out. I collapse on the ground with shaky breaths. The howls are closer now. They must have found my trail again. Get up, Skye urges. Get UP. If I give up now and remain on the ground, I will be tortured and killed. I drag my weak, shaky frame up. At the entrance to a long, tree-lined driveway, gold lettering shines in the moonlight. Shadowmire Academy Excellence in Leadership Since 1874 Welcoming the Next Generation of Pack Leaders My heart stutters. An academy? We just found a means of escape! Skye rejoices. I can't agree less. I manage to stumble toward the driveway and hide behind a row of cars. A sigh of relief escapes my lips as I slip through the shadows and follow a group of three boys toward the entrance. It is a good thing six months of torture made me skinny, masculine, and flat-chested. If this is indeed an all-boys school, then I will have no trouble fitting in. I have my guess, but I don't want to jump to conclusions. One of them glances back. “You lost, man?” My throat closes. “I'm running late,” I manage. The words scrape out, lower than my natural pitch. “My family couldn’t get me here on time.” He shrugs. “It happens. Are you in East Hall too?” I nod. I have no idea what East Hall is, but I will figure it out. We walk through the massive oak doors together. The entry hall swallows us whole. Wolves everywhere. Young, strong, Alpha-born, and all MALE. Skye presses against my mind. Breathe, Zena. You’re just another male student and… this is the perfect escape plan. No one would expect a girl rogue to be in an all-boys school. The boys run off toward a staircase and I am alone in the chaos. Students push past with boxes, parents give last-minute instructions, and a bored administrator at a folding table checks names off a list. I need a name and a fake identity. “Hey! Little boy over there!” I freeze. The administrator is waving me over. There are obvious lines of aging on her face, her glasses are perched on her nose, and she looks me up and down. “I don’t have you checked in. Name?” Zane, Skye supplies. You’re Zane now. “Zane,” I say. “Kingston. I was… my family, they had to… I was supposed to check in late.” The administrator frowns, flipping through pages. “Kingston… I don’t see a Kingston on my list.” My pulse thunders. Someone jostles me from behind, a tall wolf with dark hair and an easy laugh. He glances at me, then at the administrator. “New kid? Yeah, they added him this morning. My dad knows the headmaster.” The stranger grins, slinging an arm around my shoulders like we have known each other for years. “Zane, right? You’re in my hall. East, third floor. Come on, I’ll show you.” He steers me away before the woman can respond. I let him, too stunned to do anything else. We walk through the crowd, up a staircase and down a hallway lined with doors. “My name’s Marcus,” he says when we are out of earshot. He drops his arm and studies me with sharp gray eyes. “You looked like you needed help. What’s the real story?” My throat tightens. “I have no story. Just running late, that's all.” Marcus’s gaze flicks over my too-thin frame, the messy hair, and the shadows under my eyes. He doesn’t believe me. I see it in the way his nostrils flare. However, he just shrugs. “Whatever, man. Welcome to Shadowmire.” He points to a door at the end of the hall. “That one’s empty. Room 317. Get settled before the RA does rounds.” He walks away without looking back. I stand in the hallway with my every nerve screaming. The empty door stands before me. I push open Room 317. It is small. Three beds, three desks, and a narrow window overlooking the driveway. My hands shake as I close the door behind me. We are finally safe, Zena, Skye breathes. “No we aren't, Skye. Let me guess. My roommates are boys too.” I roll my eyes and blurt out in defeat. The door bursts open and I step back instinctively. My gaze travels to the door...two boys are laughing as they drag their luggage in. What do we do now? Skye questions as she starts to grow restless. My hands shake by my sides too. I don’t know what to do. If they find out I am a girl, then I am as good as dead. Hide! Skye suggests, but it is already too late as their eyes fall on me.Zena’s POV~ My heart sinks into my stomach as I watch the door click shut behind Cade. I just remain seated on the edge of my bed and think back to the conversation we just had. The spring of the bed groans under me. It makes a creaking sound right after. I didn't lie when i mentioned the bed having minor faults. It is in pretty bad condition compared to the ones my mates used. I don't bother thinking about complaining. Staying is pretty much better than staying outside as a rogue. At the mention of 'rogue' in my heart, a heavy feeling rests on my chest. My head is a mess. I wasn't thinking right last night. If only I had stayed on my own side of the room, none of this would be happening. I should have just ignored the heat i was feeling. I touch my bottom lip with a shaky finger. I can still feel the heat from his mouth. I actually kissed him. I kissed one of my mates. A bittersweet feeling settles in my heart. I do not regret what i had done neither do i fail to a
Cade’s POV~I don't recall anything from last night. I just know I black out on my bed after taking multiple shots.A sharp pain bolts through my head so hard that i suck in air through my teeth. It feels like a hammer is hitting my head from the inside.I try to move to get some water but I notice my body feels heavy like I am carrying a fifty pound weight on my chest. Everything looks blurry.Too bad I was born with poor vision and I can’t see much without my contacts. I just know I'm either carrying an animal or a freaking bag of flour because whatever is touching me feels warm and soft.The smell of herbs and a sweet mix of vanilla fills my nostrils and it makes my wolf want to wag its tail. I have perceived that somewhere before but i can't seem to connect the dots. I fling the white sheets over and try to feel what it is or who it is with my hands. I can feel hands... soft hands and a slightly skinny frame that doesn't belong to my brother.My brain still can't recall wher
Zena's POV~I get to my dorm room and find the twins sleeping peacefully on their beds. The room is quiet except for the sound of their heavy breathing and the faint beeping sound coming from a phone.Caleb must have forgotten to turn off his livestream again because his screen is still glowing with a soft blue light.I stand there in the dark and I contemplate helping him turn it off before finally deciding it is best to do so. I don't want thousands of people watching him sleep or seeing me walk around in the background.I tiptoe over and see the comments scrolling fast on the screen. Most of them are girls saying how cute Caleb looks when he is snoring.They gush over Cade too.“Jobless!” I mutter.I feel a little sting of jealousy in my chest, but I just tap the end button and watch the screen go dark.The images of what happened minutes ago flash before my eyes.My thoughts fill with what happened earlier in Marcus's room. The way he looked at me and the way his fingers
Zena's POV~The next morning arrive colder than I expected. Marcus predicted that it wouldn't rain today so he convinced me not to bring a jacket. It's starting to look like a normal thing in Shadowmire and everyone else seems not to bother about the gloomy sky. Even the coach blows his silver whistle and acts like it is the brightest day of the year while he yells at everyone to keep moving.Our detention in the woods is finally over and after the light morning routine of training and developing our skills, we are required to head over to class. The musky scents of the alpha and beta boys fill my nostrils and make my head feel a bit dizzy. It is a little overwhelming because we are all cramped up in the little passageway to get to the main building.Since my name is now in the school register Marcus has registered the same lectures he is having for me so we have the same classes every day. We arrive late to class and the floorboards creak under our feet while we try to be quiet
Zane's POV~My face flushes red as I recall what happened earlier.That was close!I make a mental note to never give room for these imaginations in front of people. Or… maybe never imagine at all. It would be best if i put my desires aside and only focus on survival.I slowly navigate the woods with a stick in hand. My fingers start to hurt because I clutch the hem of my shirt so tightly. It is freezing tonight and the uniform on my body is already starting to stiffen.Everywhere is pitch black and i can only listen to the sound of footsteps in front of me to find my way through the heavy bushes and prickly thorns. Somehow I have gotten lost, and I am trusting my wolf senses to help me.The footsteps must have stopped because I don’t hear them anymore.My head spins in a hazardous manner and images flash before my eyes. “Find her!” a voice screams in my memory. “I want her dead! Dead! Dead!” I grab my head and grit my teeth so hard they almost crack, hoping to make the screaming
Zena's POV~The sun hits the hot ground of the basketball court and I feel sweat dripping down my neck.Two weeks have passed, and life at the academy is... well, better than it was when I first arrived in those dirty rags.Marcus’s lotion is incredibly effective and the scent of a girl is hidden so well that even the Alphas just think I use a lot of weird soap. Fortunately, the elders officially classified Bruce’s claims as false rumors and even punished him for lying. And Somehow, Marcus managed to sneak my name into the academy’s records by typing on his screens all night long. Thanks to that tech genius, I don't have to worry about them realizing I'm not a student.I look down at my wrist where the metal is cold against my skin. My watch blinks twice, flashing a bright red light that won't turn off. The academy considers us full students now, they even started treating us like real wolves. I glance at the watch for a moment. They distributed these watches so we can contact ea
Zena's POV I make it into my dorm room and lean against the wood while I breathe in the smell of old dust and the twins' sharp pine scent. Feeling exhausted, I scramble toward my bed and pull the curtains shut so I can change into the pad with shaking fingers. Phew! I really do need to find a
Zena's POV The brown water swirls down the hole and it leaves a dark ring on the white tub for a second. Thankfully the soap is strong and it makes the surface look like new again. I lean my head back on the cold edge because I never saw a bathroom this big. I can't help but wonder if Marcus’s
Zena's POV The two men standing in front of me look like they walked out of a fancy magazine. I once read a book about super werewolves. Rich, powerful, handsome, and sexy. They have all the characteristics and exude the aura of strong Alphas too. For a second, my throat goes dry. It isn’t thei
Zena's POV 17 years of living like a princess, 17 years of hearing my father call me his little future alpha… and 17 years of my mum holding my head close to her chest to comfort me. Those memories still live on. A tear escapes my eyes and drops on the ground. I grit my teeth a little. Thos







