LOGINBelle POV
The house didnât feel like home anymore. It hadnât for a long time. Belle stepped inside quietly, closing the door behind her with the same care she used for everything else in her lifeâgentle, controlled, unnoticed. Her phone buzzed in her hand. She didnât need to look. She already knew. Stillâ Her screen lit up. Mom calling⌠Her fingers tightened slightly around the phone. It rang. And rang. Then stopped. A second laterâ Dad calling⌠Belle exhaled slowly, her expression unreadable. She watched it this time. Watched the name. Watched the screen glow. Watched it fade. Ignored. A message popped up almost immediately after. She didnât open it. Didnât need to. Because whatever it said⌠it would sound the same. Come downstairs. We need to talk. Belle, please. Her jaw clenched slightly. They lost the right to ask. A long time ago. From the living room, their voices carried faintly through the house. Low. Heavy. ââŚsheâs ignoring us again,â her motherâs voice cracked softly. A pause. Her father sighed. âShe used to talk to me.â That oneâ That one almost made her stop. Almost. But Belle moved anyway. Past them. Past the voices. Past the weight. Up the stairs. Each step quieter than the last. Like she was trying not to exist. Her room door closed with a soft click. And just like thatâ The world outside disappeared. Belle leaned against the door, eyes shut, breathing in slowly. This was her space. Her silence. Her escape. No expectations. No disappointment. No memories she didnât invite. Or at least⌠Thatâs what she told herself. She pushed off the door and walked to her bed, reaching for her headphones without hesitation. Routine. Safe. Familiar. She slipped them on, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear as her phone lit up again. Another message. She ignored it. Opened her music instead. Her thumb hovered over her playlist. Favorites. A small pause. Thenâ Tap. The song started. Soft. Slow. And instantlyâ Her body stilled. That voice. She knew it. Too well. Her breath caught slightly as the lyrics began to play, wrapping around her like something she couldnât escape. Him. Her ex. The one she tried not to think about. The one she never really forgot. Her expression shifted before she could stop it. The calm⌠slipped. Her eyes softened. Then dimmed. Painâquiet, familiarâsettled into her features like it had been waiting. âI shouldnât haveâŚâ she whispered under her breath. But she didnât stop the song. Couldnât. Because every word felt like a memory. Late-night conversations that stretched into morning. Laughter that felt like home. Promises whispered like they would last forever. But didnât. Belle sat down slowly on her bed, her fingers tightening around her phone. Her chest ached. Not sharp. Not overwhelming. Just⌠constant. Like something missing that never came back. She lay down, staring at the ceiling as the music played on. Her eyes shimmered slightly, but no tears fell. She wasnât the crying type. Not anymore. But the feeling? It was there. Heavy. Unspoken. âI miss youâŚâ she murmured softly, barely audible even to herself. And for a momentâ Just a momentâ She let herself feel. Ethan POV Ethan didnât like loose ends. He liked control. Predictability. Knowing exactly how things would play out. People were easy like that. You pushedâ They reacted. You lookedâ They folded. You spokeâ They listened. Simple. So whyâ Why was he still thinking about her? Ethan sat in his car, one hand resting on the steering wheel, the other tapping absently against the door. The engine was off. But he hadnât left. Not yet. His mind replayed the moment. Her voice. Calm. Unbothered. âYou showed up late. You donât get to claim it.â A slow smirk pulled at his lips. No fear. No hesitation. No attempt to impress him. Just⌠truth. Blunt. Unfiltered. His fingers stilled. That wasnât normal. Not around him. Not with him. He tilted his head back slightly, staring at the roof of the car as her face slipped into his thoughts again. The way she looked at himâ Not like he was someone to avoid, just like he was nothing And he finds that intriguing. He wanted to see what was beneath that cold gazeand break it. Even him was confused at himself at why he was so interested in her Well he knows that she doesn't give a damn about the do's and don't in the school And somehow that go him thinking?? Should he. Or not.Belleâs POV The basement door stood open like a mouth. Dark. Waiting. The cold pouring from beneath the house no longer felt natural. It felt alive. Like something down there had finally realized we could hear it. No one moved. Not me. Not Ethan. Not Macy. The entire hallway remained frozen in silence while the darkness below the staircase breathed softly against the walls. Then the voice came again. Small. Fragile. âMama?â My heart stopped. Not metaphorically. Physically. A sharp pain struck through my chest so violently I grabbed the wall beside me to steady myself. Because the voice sounded real. Too real. Not distorted. Not monstrous. A child. Just a child. Ethan stepped in front of me immediately. âNo.â His voice came out harsher this time. Terrified. The kind of fear that only exists when someone has already survived the thing theyâre looking at once before. âYou cannot go down there.â âButââ âThat is not Lyra.â The words cracked through the ha
Belleâs POVGrief has a memory of its own.That was the first thing I understood after learning about the child.After learning about her.Not some faceless tragedy hidden inside an ancient kingdom.Not just another loss buried in Seleneâs past.My daughter.The words alone felt impossible.Wrong.I was seventeen years old.I had never even held someoneâs hand long enough to call it love.And yet nowâthere were moments when my chest physically ached with the memory of carrying a child who no longer existed.Some nights I woke up crying before I even remembered why.Other nights I woke hearing laughter.Soft.Tiny.Coming from somewhere beneath the house.Always beneath.The basement remained closed for three days after the notebook changed.Three days of silence.Three days of pretending none of us heard footsteps below the floorboards after midnight.Ethan barely left my side anymore.Macy barely slept.And meâI was falling apart quietly.Because memories were no longer arriving li
Belleâs POVThere are some truths that do not arrive all at once.They bloom slowly inside you.Like poison learning your bloodstream.After the throne room disappeared, nothing felt real anymore.Not my house.Not Ethan.Not even my own reflection.Because every time I looked at my face nowâI saw traces of someone older staring back.Selene.The name followed me everywhere after that night.Inside my thoughts.Inside my dreams.Inside the silence between heartbeats.And the worst part wasâit no longer felt unfamiliar.It felt remembered.The basement door had been sealed again by morning.Not physically.The wood remained cracked open slightly.But none of us could force it wider.Every time Ethan tried, the door refused to move.Like the darkness beneath it had become heavier than matter itself.Masonâor Macy, as Selene once called himâstood near the kitchen window in exhausted silence while rain slid softly down the glass.He looked different now that I remembered him.Not phys
Belleâs POVDarkness has a sound.Nobody tells you that.People think darkness is silent.It isnât.It breathes.It remembers.And beneath my houseâit whispered.The moment the lights died, the world disappeared with them.No walls.No staircase.No Ethan.No Mason.Just blackness swallowing everything so completely it felt alive.Then came the breathing.Not one.Many.Slow.Ancient.Surrounding me from every direction.My pulse hammered violently inside my chest.âEthan?âMy voice barely existed.No answer.Then softlyââBelle.âNot Ethanâs voice.Not Masonâs.A womanâs.Low.Smooth.Old enough to sound tired.The darkness shifted around me.And suddenly I realized something horrifying.I wasnât standing in my house anymore.The air had changed.The smell too.No dust.No rain.Instead:Smoke.Burning oil.Flowers.And blood.A faint golden light appeared ahead of me slowly.Flickering.Torchlight.My breathing stopped.Stone walls emerged from the dark.Massive.Ancient.Covered i
Belleâs POVSome houses remember things.Not memories.Not moments.Things.The kind that settle into walls slowly.The kind that wait beneath floorboards.Breathing quietly while families pretend not to hear them.I stood frozen in the middle of the living room while the knocking continued beneath us.Three slow knocks.Then silence.Then three more.Not random.Patient.Like something underneath the house understood waiting better than humans did.The rain outside had softened now, but somehow that made everything worse.Storms at least sounded alive.This silence felt dead.Ethanâs flashlight shook slightly in his hand as he stared at the old storage door near the kitchen.The door I suddenly couldnât stop looking at.My chest tightened painfully.Because now that I remembered it existedâI couldnât understand how I had forgotten it for so long.It had always been there.Always.Old white paint peeling near the edges.A rusted brass knob.Faint scratches near the bottom like someth
Belleâs POVSome memories do not return gently.They claw their way back.Bleeding.Hungry.Wrong.I sat frozen on the living room floor while rain finally began crashing against the windows outside.Hard.Violent.The kind of rain that made the entire world feel far away.Nobody spoke for a long time.Ethan stood near the staircase, tense and silent.Mason remained by the front door like he still wasnât sure if staying here was safe.And meâI couldnât stop staring at the notebook in my lap.At Lukeâs handwriting.You were never supposed to remember me after the first time.The first time.The words kept opening something inside my head.Not fully.Just enough to hurt.Small fractures.Tiny cracks spreading through old walls.I pressed my fingers harder against the page.âWhat happened after I opened it?âMy voice sounded distant.Like someone else speaking through me.Mason didnât answer immediately.That scared me more than if he had.The storm outside groaned softly.Then lightnin







