LOGINEthan POV
Ethan didnât chase. He never had to. People came to himâeager, curious, desperate for his attention. He chose who mattered, who stayed, who disappeared. That was how his world worked. So this? This was new. And he didnât like not understanding it. The morning air was sharp as he leaned against his car, eyes scanning the campus without really seeing it. Students passed by in clustersâlaughing, talking, existing. None of them were her. His jaw tightened slightly. He didnât even know why he came early. Correctionâhe did. Her. Belle. The girl who looked at him like he didnât exist. A faint scoff left his lips. âUnbelievableâŚâ But his eyes kept searching. Thenâ There. Walking alone. Of course she was. Head slightly lowered, bag slung over her shoulder, moving like she didnât want to be seen. Ethan straightened. His gaze sharpened instantly, locking onto her like a target. Something in his chest shiftedâsomething unfamiliar. Not interest. Not curiosity. Something⌠sharper. He pushed himself off the car and started walking. Not rushed. Not hesitant. Deliberate. Controlled. But with every step, his focus narrowed until everything else faded into the background. Just her. She didnât notice him. Didnât even look up. Ethanâs lips twitched slightly. âLetâs fix that.â He closed the distance easily, falling into step beside her. Stillâ Nothing. No reaction. No glance. No acknowledgment. His brow furrowed. ââŚseriously?â Belle just kept walking. Like he wasnât there. Ethan let out a quiet breath, then spokeâ âBelle.â No response. Not even a flicker. His expression darkened slightly. That never happened. He tried again, voice a little firmer this time. âBelle.â Still nothing. But this timeâ He noticed. The headphones. Tucked neatly over her ears. His gaze dropped briefly to them, then back to her face. And suddenlyâ It clicked. She wasnât ignoring him. She was somewhere else. Completely. Ethanâs eyes narrowed slightly, something almost amused crossing his expression. âSheâs seriousâŚâ He stepped in front of her. Thatâ That got a reaction. Belle stopped abruptly, her steps halting just before she could walk into him. Her eyes lifted slowly. For a brief secondâ They met his. And there it was again. That same look. Calm. Distant. Untouched. Thenâ Gone. Because just as quickly as it appeared, she looked past him. Like he was nothing more than an obstacle. Her hand lifted, gently adjusting her headphones, pressing them closer to her ears. Turning the volume up. Ethan blinked once. âŚDid she justâ A quiet, disbelieving laugh left him. âYouâve got to be kidding me.â He moved again, stepping back into her path. This time closer. Close enough to force her attention. Belle paused again. A small sigh escaped her lipsânot annoyed, not angry. Just⌠tired. Her fingers slid under one side of her headphones, pulling it down just enough to hear. âWhat?â she asked softly. No attitude. No curiosity. Just a question she didnât really care about. Ethan studied her for a moment. Up close, she looked even more⌠unreachable. Not cold. Not distant. Just⌠somewhere else. âDo you always ignore people like that?â he asked, his tone laced with something between amusement and challenge. Belle didnât answer immediately. Her gaze drifted slightlyâpast him, through him. Then she spoke. âI didnât ignore you.â A pause. âYouâre just not important enough to interrupt my music.â Ethan froze. For a secondâ Just a secondâ He didnât have a response. Then something in his eyes flickered. Not anger. Not exactly. Interest. Sharp. Focused. Dangerous. ââŚwow.â Belle didnât react. Didnât wait. She slid her headphones back into place. Conversation over. Ethan watched her for half a second, then reached outâ Grabbing her wrist. Not hard. But firm enough to stop her from walking away. Thatâ That did it. Belle stopped. Slowly, she turned back to him. Her eyes dropped briefly to his hand on her wrist. Then lifted to his face. And for the first timeâ There was something there. Not fear. Not surprise. Something quieter. Something colder. âLet go.â Her voice was still soft. Still controlled. But it carried weight this time. Ethan held her gaze. Testing. Pushing. Waiting for somethingâanythingâto crack. It didnât. Not even a little. Her expression didnât change. Didnât falter. Didnât react. Like his touch meant nothing. Like he meant nothing. Thatâ That irritated him. More than it should have. His grip loosened slightly. Then he let go. Belle didnât thank him. Didnât hesitate. She just stepped back. Adjusted her sleeve where he had touched her. Then placed her headphones back fully over her ears. The music resumed. And just like thatâ She was gone again. Not physically. She was still right there. But mentally? Completely unreachable. Ethan exhaled slowly, watching her as she walked past him. No glance back. No second thought. Nothing. His tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek as a slow smile spread across his face. Not a normal smile. Something darker. More intrigued. âAlrightâŚâ he muttered under his breath. His eyes followed her retreating figure. Locked in. Focused. Interested. âFor the first timeâŚâ His voice dropped slightly, almost thoughtful. âI think I found something worth chasing.â Belle POV The music drowned everything out. Just how she liked it. The world became softer. Quieter. Manageable. His voice? Gone. His presence? Irrelevant. Belle walked forward, her steps steady, her expression calm. But beneath that calmâ Her chest felt tight. Not because of him. No. Because of the song. The lyrics wrapped around her again, pulling at something she tried so hard to keep buried. Her exâs voice filled her ears. Familiar. Painfully familiar. Memories followed. Uninvited. Unstoppable. His laugh. His promises. The way he used to say her name like it meant something. Her fingers tightened slightly around her bag. ââŚstop,â she whispered to herself. But she didnât skip the song. Didnât pause it. Didnât breathe. Because thisâ This painâ It was hers. And somehow⌠It felt safer than anything else. Even if it hurt. Belle kept walking. Not noticing the eyes still watching her from behind. Not caring. Not stopping. Lost in her own world. Just the way she preferred it.Belle POVMorning came like it always did.Quiet.Unforgiving.Uninterested in what had broken the night before.Belle stood in front of the mirror, her reflection staring back at her with the same calm expression she had mastered over the years. There were no visible cracks. No trembling. No sign of the storm that had torn through her just hours ago.Just⌠stillness.Her fingers moved automatically, brushing through her hair, smoothing it down, fixing the small details no one else would noticeâbut she always did.Because control lived in the details.And she needed control.Now more than ever.For a brief second, her hand paused.Just a second.Her mindâIt drifted.Not far.Just enough.Arms around her.Warm.Steady.Unmoving.Safe.Her grip tightened slightly on the edge of the dresser.No.Her jaw set.The memory didnât belong here.Didnât belong in the morning.Didnât belong in this version of her.Belle inhaled slowly, deeply.Then exhaled.And just like thatâIt was gone.Locke
Ethan POVHe didnât move at first.Even after the sobs softened.Even after the storm inside her quieted into something fragile and uneven.Ethan stayed where he wasâjust a few steps away, hidden behind the tree, his gaze fixed on her like looking away might make her disappear.Because now he knew.Not everything.But enough.Enough to understand that what she carried wasnât something small.Wasnât something she could just âget over.âIt was heavy.It was guilt.And it was slowly destroying her.His jaw tightened slightly.ââŚdamn it, BelleâŚâThe words left his lips quietly, almost swallowed by the stillness of the river.For a moment, he considered staying where he was.Letting her have this moment alone.Letting her rebuild herself the way she always didâsilently, carefully, without anyone seeing.Thatâs what she would want.Thatâs what she was used to.But something in him rejected that idea immediately.Because now that he had seen itâReally seen itâHe couldnât pretend he didnât.
Belle POVBelle didnât go to class.She walked past it.Past the door.Past the voices.Past the version of herself that usually sat by the window, quiet and untouched.Her steps didnât slow.Didnât hesitate.Didnât think.Because thinking meant remembering.And rememberingâWas the one thing she couldnât survive right now.The school gates blurred behind her.The noise faded.The world shifted from crowded hallways and suffocating stares to something quieter.Lonelier.The road stretched ahead, leading out of the city.Outskirts.Somewhere no one would follow.Or so she thought.---Ethan POVHe knew something was wrong.Not just âoff.âNot just âdifferent.âWrong.The moment she walked past himâlike he didnât existâhe felt it again.That same emptiness.But now?It had direction.She wasnât just drifting.She was going somewhere.And EthanâWithout thinking.Without questioning it.Followed.At a distance.Far enough that she wouldnât notice.Close enough that he wouldnât lose her.
Ethan POVSomething was off.Ethan felt it before he even saw her.The school buzzed like alwaysâlaughter spilling too loudly into the halls, lockers slamming, voices overlapping in meaningless noise. It was the kind of chaos he usually ignored without effort. None of it ever held his attention long enough to matter.But todayâŚHis focus was already somewhere else.Unconsciously, his eyes drifted toward the entrance.Scanning.Waitingâthough he wouldnât admit it.ThenâThere.Belle.She stepped through the gates like she always did. Quiet. Controlled. Almost invisible if you werenât looking for her.But he was.And instantlyâhe knew.Something had changed.Ethanâs eyes narrowed slightly, his body going still in a way that was almost predatory.Her steps were the same.Her posture⌠the same.But her faceâIt was colder.Not the usual indifference that irritated him. Not the distant calm that made her unreadable.This was different.This was⌠empty.Like someone had taken everything ins
Belle POV The house was too quiet.Belle noticed it the moment she stepped inside.It wasnât just the absence of soundâit was the kind of silence that pressed against your ears, heavy and suffocating, like the walls themselves were holding their breath.No distant hum of her motherâs voice drifting from a phone call.No sharp clicking of heels against the polished marble floor.No forced conversations pretending everything was fine.Just⌠silence.Her fingers tightened slightly around the strap of her bag as she pushed the door closed behind her. Slowly. Carefully.Like the smallest sound might shatter something fragile.Or worseâalert something waiting.Her heart didnât race.It never did anymore.Instead, it sank.A quiet, sinking feeling deep in her chest, like she already knew what this silence meant.Like she had lived it too many times before.âBelle.âHer steps stopped instantly.Her fatherâs voice.From the living room.Not loud. Not angry.Just⌠there.And somehow, that was
Ethan POVThe classroom buzzed with low chatter, chairs scraping lightly against the floor as students settled in. Ethan leaned back in his seat, one arm draped lazily over the chair beside him, gaze half-focused on the front.Half-focused.Because the other half?Was on her.Belle sat near the window, exactly where he expected. Same posture. Same quiet presence. Same headphones tucked neatly over her ears like the world outside didnât exist.Like they didnât exist.Ethanâs eyes narrowed slightly.âShe does that everywhereâŚâ he muttered under his breath.The lecturerâs voice cut through the room, sharp and commanding.âSettle down.âSilence followed almost immediately.A middle-aged man with a strict posture and even stricter expression, he turned to the board and began writing, chalk scratching loudly against the surface.Ethan triedâhe really didâto focus.But his gaze kept drifting.Back to her.She hadnât moved.Hadnât looked up.Hadnât even pretended to care.Her pen rested loose







