Se connecterNATASHA'S POV
Layla's car was packed outside my house two weeks later for Sasha's party. Peter had insisted that I shouldn't go but he wasn't around, and Layla wasn't having that. Peter's grandma was sick and Peter had to rush back to Europe to see her. Which meant he was faraway. Why had it been so convenient? I hated that he had to leave me. But his grandma was important to him and I couldn't be selfish. I was going to be okay till he got back, Sasha and her minions weren't bullying me anymore. And like she said, the past two weeks, she made it a personal mission to kick out or beat up any elites found bullying subs. She had really changed so I felt more confident about attending this party of hers. Besides, Layla was going to be there and I was happy about attending my first party. And in Sasha's house! Layla brought over a dress for me the other day and made me swear to wear it. It was a little shorter than what I would normally wear and it was spaghetti strapped. I thought she was crazy. There was no way I would go out with my fat arms on full display. Good thing I had a cool silk jacket that matched the dress. When I walked out of the house, she frowned at the jacket. “You shouldn't be wearing that jacket! You promised to wear the gown.” She said, her face twisting into an angry mess. I scoffed and looked down at the dress. “And I'm wearing it, despite hating dresses, but there's no way I'm walking around with my arms on display.” I told her. She slammed the door shut and marched towards me, her face hard, and her eyes flashing with determination and something akin to panic. “You have to take off the jacket, Nat.” I halted. What the hell was wrong with her? Why was she so worked up? “I'm not, if I can't wear it, then I'm not coming.” I insisted and folded my arms across my chest. She glared at me and scoffed before turning and walking back to the car. “Suit yourself, just get in.” She hissed. I let out a sigh as I walked over to the passenger seat and got in, she got in too and kicked the car to a start. The night air was chill and I was a little cold in the dress. I pulled the jacket tighter around me, even though I knew it was going to do little. I suddenly had this tight feeling in my chest and again I wondered if I should be going for this party. My parents had been a bit sceptical too about me going, they had gotten used to Peter being around me all the time. But I couldn't depend on Peter all the time. I wanted to be my own person. We hadn't really spoken since our almost near kiss three times in one day, the last time he was at my place. The last time, it was Piper barging into my room to say that Mom called that interrupted us. I keep wondering what it all meant. Why was he trying to kiss me? Did he like me? Or he it was just fun for him? I couldn't wait for him to get back, so we could talk about what it was. He had said something, about knowing I felt it too, what did he mean? I was so lost in thoughts, I barely registered Layla pulling up to Sasha's house. “We're here.” She announced. The gates opened and she started to drive in, her car moving towards the massive sprawling garage. As we got down from the car and headed away from the garage towards the other side of the house, which was like in a different compound inside a compound. Sounded confusing? Yeah, me too. If I hadn't been to Peter's house before, Sasha's mansion would have paralyzed me. But I was still shocked. Peter's family was obviously modest. Their mansion was nothing compared to Sasha's. I realized Layla was looking at me. “What?” I asked. “You don't look very impressed with. Layla's place.” She noted. I laughed, “I am impressed. I'm just not…fainting because I've seen an elite's house before. I've seen Peter's place.”I said. Her expression darkened. “Right, Peter.” She said his name like it was the name of a deadly virus. I bit my lip to bite back a sigh. She always got that reaction in anything that had to do with Peter. In fact, she had started to avoid me more after I became friends with Peter. I had no idea why she hated him so much. As we walked up to the massive doors, I could already hear music faintly from outside. The moment we stepped in though, it was like stepping into a club. Loud music, loud screams, the smell of expensive alcohol, sweat, weed, even drugs. The sight before me was like a scene out of a p**n or orgy get together. There were students scattered here and there, in every corner of the house, even in the hallways. Some were necking, some dancing, grinding lustfully against one another. And some were just going at it there! Like having sex, girls against the walls, guys thrusting into them from behind. Sultry moans filled the air and sounds of skin against skin. Others stood around watching them, like it was show, some jerked off to the scene. Some just stood around, looking disinterested while some sniffed something from small boxes that looked like snuff boxes, or drugs? What the hell did I just step into? I turned to Layla and she shrugged. She didn't look so surprised. I was horrified. Was this what the elites party was like? Before I could ask _ I doubted you could hear your own voice over the ruckus _ she dragged my hand and started to pull me through the teeming crowd. We passed so many rooms, more sounds of students having sex, and some just hanging out, others getting high until we finally made our way into a large living room. As we walked in, I realized only Sasha and her minions were here. Sasha's face lit up when she saw me. She got up and walked over to me, her hands folded over her chest. “You're here.” She said softly. I nodded, as I looked around at the others. They were only six, and Trent was there. I looked closer and realized the only ones in the room were the top six elites. My heart fell. Something was horribly wrong, I realized. They were all looking at me weird. Except Sasha who was smiling like she just hit the jackpot. “Good job, Layla. You can go now.” She said. Huh? I turned to Layla who gave me a mocking grin and started to walk away. “It was great knowing you, I guess.” She said and then she was gone, locking the door behind her. I turned back to Sasha, my heart beating rapidly against my chest, the others had gotten up and they were all rounding up on me. What just happened? What did she mean? Did Layla sell me out…no, no, she was my friend, she wouldn't do that. But then Peter's words rushed back. About Sasha using Layla to get to me. I didn't believe him. Oh God, I didn't believe him. “What are you doing? What do you want from me?” I stuttered stupidly. They all laughed at me as they advanced closer, they were completely surrounding me now and I was locked in here with them. “Oh you poor stupid thing. Don't you get it? Your friend sold you out to us. And your knight in shining armor won't be here to save your useless ass.” Sasha sneered. She charged towards me and pushed me to the ground with a hard shove. I yelled and one of them reached down and tore my jacket off me. I covered my arms in embarrassment as I stared wide eyed at the group. This couldn't be happening. I felt tears sting my eyes and start to drip down my cheek. Sasha laughed and turned to the others. “Aww, she's crying. Look at her fat flabby arms, guys.” She said, and cackled. I shook my head, as my heart squeezed painfully, threatening to burst with the right pressure. “What do you want from me?” I cried out. “Don't you get it darling? You caused us elites a lot of trouble and we're going to make you pay, and it's going to hurt…very, very badly.” I burst into tears, my only reaction at that moment, I looked up at their sneering faces as they laughed at me. They looked like monsters closing in on me, leading their sacrifice to the altar. Sasha kept their promise and that night, they broke me in multiple ways. Everyone I ever thought was on my side had turned on me, in the end, I was alone…Sasha, Layla, Peter…even him, he was part of this. As I went through hell, my mind automatically flitted back to the beginning, to how it all started. And I wished I didn't take that step. I wished that I had never gone inside the gates of this hell called Delengade College.NATASHA'S POVI couldn't concentrate the whole time Professor Cain was speaking. How could I?Just looking at him reminded me how he betrayed me to Sasha. And how everything happening and was about to happen was his fault.And I couldn't concentrate either because the moment Professor Cain left, Meredith's torture would continue and Sasha could arrive any moment now.Professor Cain already proved that he couldn't stand up to Sasha. He was afraid of her. Why he would be was a mystery to me. I mean, she had to have something on him, right? Why else would Professor Cain be afraid of Sasha just because she was his niece or the most powerful elite?Whatever it was, I didn't care. I just wished I hadn't been dragged into their family issues or whatever.If only I had known he had a connection to Sasha, I would have avoided him at all cost.Did he hide his connection with her on purpose? Was it because he had bad intentions or he knew if I knew, I would have kept my distance?None of that
NATASHA'S POVMy first day back in school went by without much incident from the start.I woke up earlier than anyone and left before anyone was up because I didn't want to argue with my mom again about it.I walked to school alone and got to school when only a few people were in school.When I got to class, there were barely any students in class, except for about three of them.They all turned to stare at me when I walked in and started whispering amongst themselves.I swallowed nervously. At least they weren't staring at me with hate, but disbelief.They must think I'm crazy. I grimaced. I had to be. Only a crazy person would have chosen to return after what happened.Time passed by and I waited, while reading a book for the first lesson.Meredith walked in several hours later and stopped right in front of me. I thought of ignoring her but decided ignoring her would only make her angrier. So, I looked up at her and waited, my heart beating widely.She laughed wickedly as her eyes
NATASHA'S POV I shut my eyes as tightly as I could and tried to feign sleep. I tried to remember if I snored, so I could add it in for effect but I couldn't.Hopefully, Mom would buy the act and leave. Did she figure out that it was all a ruse? The diversion and me sneaking off to my room?Yikes. If she insisted on talking tonight, I had no idea what I was going to say…“I guess you're asleep, dear. We'll talk tomorrow. You're not going to get out of it, you hear me?” I heard her footsteps and knew she was walking away and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.My eyes widened when I realized. She knew. If she really believed I was asleep, she wouldn't make a show of telling me we had to talk tomorrow.She even said I wouldn't be able to get out of it. She would have walked away quietly after knocking and not getting a reply.I groaned into my pillow. This was bad! She would only be more suspicious now that she realized I tried to get out of talking about my suspension.I would have t
NATASHA'S POV“I'm fine, Mom, Dad. Stop worrying about me. Let's just eat.” I said.I was nowhere close to convincing them and it was evident on the worried looks on their faces.I admit I didn't give them much to go on. My explanation was vague. I only mentioned that I got suspended and then I mumbled something about getting in trouble with an elite.If I was being honest, that wasn't much to go on. But then what could I do?For the umpteenth time, I couldn't tell them the truth.I smiled tightly and my eyes traveled to Piper.‘Help me out here.’ I pleaded with my eyes. Piper was good with distractions. It wouldn't get me out of being questioned but it would be enough at least for tonight and I could find time to slip to my room and pretend to be asleep.Piper rolled her eyes, and immediately brought something up, something Mom couldn't resist.Dad would naturally forget about the conservation too if Mom got distracted enough.Piper made up some story about a classmate she suspected
NATASHA'S POVI knew I couldn't hide the fact that I had been suspended from school for long. Not even for a night. I couldn't lie to my parents like that and they would figure it out anyway.I locked myself in my room and pretended to be asleep when my siblings came back to avoid talking to them.I didn't come out until it was dinner time either. I tried to put on a smile and pretend like everything was okay and even laughed at Dad's jokes as usual and contributed to conversations as usual.But they noticed something was off. I couldn't pretend when it came to them.“What's going on, Nat? You locked yourself up in your room all day pretending to be asleep. What's wrong?”That was my mom. I smiled faintly as I tried to force another spoon into my mouth.“I'm fine, mom. I'm just a little under the weather. I'll be fine.” I said.I was only prolonging the inevitable. It was only a matter of time before I spilled about being suspended.“Are you sure? You look physically fine to me.” She
NATASHA'S POVIt was just I and my thoughts for company till someone got home. I thought of calling Peter but then I felt like I would be bothering him.We weren't that close. Besides, I wasn't sure he would help. He might not want to cross Sasha.He did say I could call him if I needed anything. Maybe I should call him…I was lying on my bed and staring up at the ceiling, and I had to get up to get to my phone which I left in my bag.I couldn't call it a phone, exactly. It was more like an embarrassment. So much so I rarely remembered I had one.I took the phone and returned to bed and dialed Peter's number. He picked up on the third ring.“Hey you. Seeing as you called, you must miss me.” He teased, chuckling quietly.I rolled my eyes but I couldn't help but smile as I laid back against the bed.“I don't miss you. I'm just bored. I have no one to talk to.” I said.“Why? What about Layla?” He asked.I let out a sigh as I traced invisible circles in the air.“We don't offer the same m







