เข้าสู่ระบบChristian’s Point of ViewThe driver came to pick me up and take me home, just like my mother had instructed.I didn’t protest…Didn’t ask any questions.I just followed him.I slumped in the back seat, thinking about all the choices that led me up to this point. Did I regret letting the other team win, especially when Xavier was playing?No.But was I ready to sit through my mother’s endless nagging?Also no.Still, I knew I would.An hour. Maybe two.Of being reminded how useless I was.How much she regretted having me. My fingers curled slightly against my lap.Maybe she was right.Maybe… if I had just died, none of this would be happening.The car slowed as we approached the estate gates, and my chest tightened painfully. My heartbeat stuttered the moment we pulled in.I could spot Father’s car just parked outside, and his chauffeur was standing right next to it, yet to be dismissed. My breath froze against my chest, because now I was certain that it wasn’t just my mother; I had to
Christian’s Point of ViewThe day of the competition.The sharp sound of the whistle cut through the air, and everyone took to their positions.“Strike!” The school’s coach yelled, and everyone readied themselves as the server came forward with the ball. Xavier was first to hoist the ball.“Up!”And then the boy named Shepherd passed, his arms stretched out, almost colliding with the net as he did.But I was first to get it, I jumped so high, without even giving them a chance, I spiked hard, and the ball kissed the floor of my opponent’s court.“Point!” The coach yelled, and the members of my team clapped, happy that I scored the first point.My eyes met the amber eyes of Lana at the other side of the court; she was making her serve this time, her eyes narrowed with seriousness, her eyes searching through the people there… probably trying to come up with some strategic move.But the moment her eyes met mine, I winked at her.She had a plain expression on her face; it was clear she didn
Lana’s Point of View“Why are you looking at me like you want to devour me?” Xavier asked me curiously, as he reached for his bar soap in its holder.“I’m sorry,” I blurted, as I stuck my head in the curtain of water that rushed out of the shower head.I turned on the faucet, increasing the pressure of the water, stepping closer, and allowing the water to envelope me.Maybe this would help to drown out the indecent thoughts from my brain.This is crazy!This is crazy!!A voice was screaming inside my head.How can a man and a woman bathe together and pretend like nothing was wrong?My entire body was in surveillance mode, and I couldn’t help but want to sneak a peek again.Xavier, on the other hand, acted like everything was natural, his hands moving and fingers gliding the soap across the heavy blocks of muscle around his forearms and chest.Once more, my eyes slid down—along the route of his body heading towards the forbidden place, where his manhood stood solid, throbbing and proud
Lana’s Point of ViewOver the week…My father has been texting me nonstop, demanding that I come back home, and threatening to tell the school who I truly am if I don’t listen to him.But I ignored all of his texts.Every last one.My father might be angry at me, but I was aware of how much he loves me; he won’t do that. Meanwhile, I needed to concentrate on the sports competition that will be tomorrow…I hope to win this in Alan’s name.Getting this scholarship.Going to college in his name.And winning such ground breaking competition feels like fulfilling the little promise that we made to each other while we were younger.Alan might be dead, but his ideals still live on, every single promise I will fulfil.And I will live with him and for him.Just as I was glancing at my phone screen, another fleet of texts flooded in.“Lana, come home.”Ping.“You have to come home.”Ping.“Do you think by erasing your own identity, your brother would find peace?”I stared hard at the screen, try
Bobby’s Point of ViewNo one in this damned school seemed to know anything about Christian Blackwood.He didn’t show up at the cafeteria.No one ever saw him in the hallways.Didn’t exist anywhere except in classrooms—and even then, no one could say when he came or when he left.But last week, I figured he played games.It was like trying to chase a ghost.“Fuck,” I muttered under my breath, dragging a hand through my hair.The only lead I had was that feminine-looking boy I’d seen him with once, on the first day of resumption. I had waited at the front gate that morning, planning to catch Christian the moment he arrived.What I didn’t know was that he had come in a helicopter.A fucking helicopter.By the time I even realized where he’d landed, he was already gone.But not before I saw him talking to that boy.I didn’t know what they had been discussing, I just knew I didn’t like it.Didn’t like the way it made something ugly twist inside me.Jealousy.So I did what I had to do.I ap
Christian’s Point of ViewAs much as I wanted to pretend otherwise, I knew exactly what I was supposed to do.I needed to stop seeing Lana.Stop being involved with her.As much as my selfishness resisted it, I couldn’t risk her secrets being exposed just because I liked her—no, wanted her—more than I should.It was bad enough that I’d already made my father suspicious. Worse still, I had sent that money without thinking.I had been too eager… to desperate to fix things, to help her.Without thinking about what I would do to pay for it.For the time being…I needed to end things with her.I threw the ball against the net. It snapped back toward me, and I caught it easily, only to throw it again. The repetitive motion should have cleared my head—but it didn’t.Nothing did.“Do you need someone to play with?”I heard her voice.My head snapped in her direction before I could stop myself.I caught the ball, holding it against my hips, already walking toward her like the mindless idiot tha
Lana’s Point of ViewIt was kind of hectic today at sports, because Xavier got so mad, it made me confused, why he defended me so much when we barely even talk. Though, I realized he seemed focused on me since yesterday, and he talked more.I don’t want to believe all this is happening because he li
Xavier’s Point of ViewAlan is bad… no bad is an understatement, he is horrible at this game.Considering that he is relatively shorter and smaller than the rest of us, they used their bigger body as an advantage to him, and he was barely able to make any hit. And the other team noticed he seemed
Xavier’s Point of View “Xavier seems like the kind of person who would be meek and gentle in bed.” My eyes flickered towards the next sentence. “I personally preferred he would at least suck and bite me in all my sensitive spots like he did in my dreams.” I felt a sharp rush of adrenaline in m
Lana’s Point of View“Stand up,” My heart stopped beating the moment he said that, this was it for me, my legs trembled as I got up. “How can you sit down on such bad furniture?”He asked curiously, and my eyes widened.“Huh?” I muttered as I stared down at my desk, before my eyes darted back towar







