To the two boys I like: Burn me the safe way

It should have been a long, long memory anyway. But it wasn't for her. 

Elena wasn’t in the car when her father and brothers died but that didn’t stop her from imagining the crash every single night.

She hadn’t slept on the flight from Heathrow. Hadn’t spoken more than necessary at customs. Hadn’t cried since the funeral three weeks earlier, because crying felt like admitting the accident had won.

Now the town car stopped in front of a low cream house on a palm-lined street in Pacific Vista. The sky was the wrong color—too bright, too endless. Her mother, Claire, turned off the ignition.

“We’re here,” Claire said quietly.

Elena stared at the sage-green front door. It looked like it belonged to someone else’s life.

Inside, boxes waited like unwelcome guests. Claire immediately started unpacking kitchen things, moving with the frantic energy of someone trying to outrun memory. Elena carried her duffel upstairs to the room assigned to her: gray walls, white bed still wrapped in plastic, window overlooking a jacaranda tree dropping purple flowers onto the lawn like forgotten confetti.

She sat on the mattress edge. Didn’t unpack. Just breathed in the smell of fresh paint and absence.

Downstairs Claire called up, voice careful. “I ordered Thai. Pad see ew—extra tofu, the way you used to like it.”

Elena didn’t answer. She couldn’t remember liking anything anymore.

They ate at the small glass table that came with the rental. Claire tried: weather, the flight, how pretty the sunset looked over the ocean. Elena gave one-word replies until Claire finally set her fork down.

“I enrolled you at Pacific Crest Academy,” she said. “Tomorrow’s your first day.”

Elena’s head lifted sharply. “Tomorrow?”

Claire nodded, fingers twisting together. “It’s a good school. Small classes. They had a mid-semester spot. I thought… structure might help.”

“Help,” Elena repeated, the word flat.

Claire’s eyes glistened but didn’t spill. “I’m not saying it fixes anything. But sitting in this house doing nothing won’t either.”

Elena looked at her plate. The noodles had gone cold. She pushed them away.

“Fine.”

Claire exhaled like she’d been holding oxygen hostage. “Uniform’s in the hall closet. Navy blazer, white shirt, plaid skirt. First bell is 8:5.”

Elena stood. Climbed the stairs. Shut her door. Locked it.

The house was too quiet. In London there had been constant sound—her brothers yelling over Fortnite, her dad whistling while he burned toast, the kettle clicking off like punctuation. Now there was only the fridge humming downstairs and the faint crash of waves she couldn’t see.

She couldn’t stay inside her own skin.

She waited until Claire was in the shower, then slipped out the back door. Hood up. Hands deep in pockets. She walked fast, no destination, just motion. Three blocks down a glowing 4-hour convenience store appeared like a lighthouse. She went in. Bought a bottle of water she wouldn’t drink and a pack of spearmint gum she didn’t want. Paid with the last of her English cash. Anything to delay returning to the green door.

The walk back felt longer. Streets narrowed. Streetlights grew sparse. She saw what looked like a shortcut—an alley between two rows of parked vans, cutting through to the next block.

She took it.

Three guys stepped out of the shadows like they’d been waiting.

Early twenties. Hoodies. Silver chains catching the dim light. Lazy, predatory smiles.

“Hey, princess,” the tallest one said, mocking her accent. “You lost?”

Elena sped up. Kept her eyes forward. “No.”

They laughed. Closed the distance. One flanked her left. One blocked the path ahead. The tall one reached for her wrist.

“Don’t,” she snapped, yanking back.

He grabbed harder. Fingers like iron. “Feisty. I like that.”

Heart slamming against her ribs, she opened her mouth to scream—

A new shape erupted from the darkness behind the nearest van.

No warning. No hesitation.

The first punch landed clean—knuckle to jaw. The tall guy’s head snapped sideways; he staggered, blood already blooming on his lip. The second guy charged; the shadow met him with brutal economy—an elbow to the throat, then a knee driven into his stomach. Air exploded out of him in a wet wheeze. He dropped.

The third spun to run. The shadow caught his hoodie collar mid-stride, yanked him back, slammed his face into the van door. Metal rang. The guy slid down the side and stayed there, groaning.

Twelve seconds. Maybe ten.

Silence returned, thick and ringing.

The figure straightened. Tall. Broad shoulders under a black hoodie. Face half in shadow, half caught by the nearest streetlight: sharp jawline, dark eyes burning with contained fury, a thin white scar slicing through his left eyebrow like a lightning bolt.

Their gazes locked.

For half a heartbeat she saw everything—cold assessment, quiet rage, something almost like recognition.

Then nothing.

He didn’t speak. Didn’t ask if she was hurt. Didn’t wait for thanks.

He simply turned and walked away, melting into the black between buildings. Footsteps silent. Gone.

Elena stood frozen. Plastic bag crinkling in her clenched fist. Adrenaline scorched through the numbness that had coated her for months. Her legs shook. Her pulse roared in her ears.

She ran.

Full sprint back through the streets. Past the jacaranda tree. Through the green door. Up the stairs. Into the gray bedroom. Door locked. Back pressed to wood. Knees pulled to chest.

Breathing hard. Chest burning.

She replayed it in flashes: the crack of fist on bone, the way the attackers crumpled, the scar cutting through that dark brow, the eyes that had looked at her like she was both a problem and a mystery he didn’t want to solve.

Whoever he was, he’d just pulled her out of danger without a single word.

And then he’d vanished like he regretted ever seeing her.

She pressed her forehead to her knees. For the first time since the funeral, something sharper than grief sliced through her.

Curiosity.

Fear.

And the tiniest, most dangerous flicker of heat.