Adrian.
I was frozen in place like a startled rabbit. Though Nikolai was gone, it was as if he was still sitting right next to me.
He left a malicious presence in the air.
It was the first time I felt someone's rage burning in my chest. I could tell-he meant every word he said.
One mistake, and I could lose my life in this place.
When Gabriel had said I should live here after the wedding, for a moment I felt liberated from my father, but every bit of that feeling crumbled to the ground after Nikolai’s threat.
I knew this was a suicide mission, but why does it burn this much, hearing those words from him?
I clenched my eyes shut trying to heave in deep breaths to calm my nerves, but it was useless.
Just before I could drink from my glass, the sound of heels clicking the tiled floor echoed in my ears, and I dwindled in the direction.
Vivian.
I sneered.
“If you want my advice, then I'd tell you to stay away from Nikolai.” She took her seat, placing a hot cup of tea on the table.
There was a snugged on her lips as she stirred the tea. “You heard that he is the head of the family, they even own the largest Russian Mafia.”
There was a satisfactory smile playing on her lips. Her words were full of false concern, but she didn't try to conceal her expressions, it was as though she was laughing at my face.
She took a sip from her tea and then said, “Another piece of advice.” The smile on her face faded obscenely, and she fixed her gaze on mine-
“Don't even think of coming back to the Moretti family if you haven't successfully carried out your mission. Of course, it's not me you need to be worried about, but your father.”
“You will die even before you explain the reason for your failure Adrian, that's if you don't die here.”
I've learnt never to exchange words with her, it leads to nothing but trouble.
“Mind your business.” I muttered pushing the chair backwards as I stood up to leave.
“Oh dear Adrian, if only you were smarter we would have gotten along.” Her teeths opened, waiting for me to make one mistake so she could rattle to my father and have me severely flogged just like in the past.
But I've learnt my lesson. Barely two years after she started living with us, I've learned to never exchange more than two sentences with her.
It's been six years now, and it has kept me safe, for now.
She has come to think it was because I feared her, and it only amused me.
When I settle my affairs with the Mancini's, she was next on my list.
My eyes brushed over the floor and a shining red ruby caused me to stop.
I looked down, and it seemed like the ring from Nikolai. It must have dropped from his finger due to our little ruffle.
I picked it up, taking a better look at it.
It was indeed quite similar to the man's I had met at the club.
But could Nikolai be gay?
I doubted. A proud man like him, would never have such an obscene identity.
He looked like one who would judge every single strand of hair on my head.
I wobbled my head, trying to shake the thoughts off. Even though it was him, I'd care less.
Nikolai is my enemy and that he will continue to be.
I trudge towards the balcony on the third floor, taking in the quiet earth friendly view of the estate.
It was quite bigger than ours, not only in size but in space. It's been thirty minutes since enjoying this view, and no one had disturbed me or tried to demean my existence.
It was quite the breath of fresh air I needed.
Arching my brow, I could hear the faint sound of unsteady breathing. And the sound of hips being slammed against the wall.
I followed the directions of the sounds, to a secluded walkway. When I got to a room whose door were slightly ajar, my eyes instantly caught two bodies, writhing against each other.
Half naked, moaning and tangling the sheets as the man swerved the other around.
The upper man's nape glistens with sweat. His clothes were fully untouched unlike the other, who had his hips hooked between the man's thighs.
His hair covered the most part of his face, I could barely see him. Yet, he looked so rugged and handsome and it make me ache with desire.
My body responded to him out of instinct, it was brought to life by his skillful hands, even though I wasn't the one he was touching.
I felt like I was about to explode, inside and out.
The way he pinned down the man on the bed who was almost his size, caused me to wonder who exactly he was.
The bottom moaned quietly, as the slams became more aggressive.
I wanted to be down there.
I bite down on my lips forcing myself to stay quiet so as not to get caught.
The man's pace increased, and I knew he was close to cumming.
I watched him as he spilled himself on the other's body with a low moan.
When the other's lip seek his, he pushed him away as he said-
“Don't even think about it.”
His voice…
I knew that voice. It was new, but familiar.
It couldn't be…
I waited to be more certain and then-
He brushed his hair backwards as he zipped up his pants and I caught a clear view of him.
Nikolai.
It was truly him.
My feets stumbled forward, and mistakenly my body crashed against the door.
He looked at the direction instantly and I quickly fell to ground and crawled out.
I ran towards where I was before, but he seemed to be trailing behind.
Before I could get to the terrace, a voice echoed in the hallway.
“Adrian!”
Nikolai’s POV When we arrived, the tension in the house was immediately apparent. Gabriel’s voice carried from the living room, it was loud with frustration and barely contained anger. Several security personnel stood frozen, their posture suggesting they were receiving the kind of dressing down that could end careers.“How can you be there and didn’t see him leave?” Gabriel’s words echoed off the marble walls, his disappointment clear in every syllable.Liliana’s softer voice provided a counterpoint to her husband’s anger. “I think he is fine, maybe he went to settle some things.”“He is so stubborn,” Gabriel replied, his exasperation evident. “What would have been so important? As for Adrian, where has he been?”Adrian was shocked when he heard his name, but when Gabriel repeated the question-Adrian’s voice cut through the conversation like a blade. “Locked up.”Gabriel seemed to look towards the other side of the room before realizing it might have come from outside.All conver
Nikolai’s POVThe pain that shot through my chest when Adrian’s hand made contact was nothing compared to the expression on his face. The way his eyes twitched and his lips parted in complete devastation. His eyes slowly met mine and that hint of total concern, it cut through my defenses more effectively than any blade ever could. I wanted to retreat but my feet wouldn’t move. His hands ruffled through my shirt and I held his wrist. “Don’t,” I started, but the word came out weaker than intended, barely a whisper against the thundering of my pulse.Adrian’s fingers worked again at the buttons of my shirt when I tried to struggle with him again, he hit my hand and shoved it off like I was some child.I found myself frozen.Part of me craved his touch, even knowing it would expose everything I’d been trying to hide.“Adrian, stop.” I took a step back, my waist hitting the railings and a pain shot through the wound. I grasped. But he looked at me then, really looked at me, and there
Adrian's PovThe weight of Nikolai’s words hung between us like a loaded gun. “I will give you access to the company’s funds so you can finish up with the project.”I squinted at him, my mind racing to process what he’d just offered. “Why?” The question came out sharper than I intended. “Why would you trust me with that kind of access?”Something flickered in his steel-gray eyes, too quick for me to interpret. Was it calculation? Concern? Whatever it was, it spoke to the tenderness I felt in his touch just hours ago.The silence stretched between us. I found myself studying his face, searching for any trace of the vulnerable man who had collapsed into my arms last night. But the mask was firmly in place now, that carefully constructed facade of control and composure that made Nikolai Volkov so formidable.“To hasten the project.” I pushed the remaining toast around my plate, my appetite completely gone. The intimacy of the moment felt surreal, here we were, sharing breakfast lik
Adrian’s POVThe morning sun streamed through the wide terrace doors, casting golden rectangles across the hardwood floor. I woke facing the glass, my body heavy with sleep and a languid satisfaction that made my muscles feel loose and warm. The constant beeping of the alarm clock beside the bed pierced through my drowsy haze, forcing my tired eyes to snap open.Eleven o’clock. Nikolai would be long gone by nowl. The thought sent a pang of something I refused to name through my chest. Last night had been…A hand suddenly crossed my body, reaching for the offending alarm clock. The beeping stopped abruptly, and then the clock clattered to the floor with a crash that made my heart jump just as loudly. I went rigid, every nerve ending suddenly alive with awareness.Nikolai was still here. Still in bed beside me.I turned slowly, afraid of what I might see. Would he regret last night? Would the composed, untouchable Nikolai Volkov be back, leaving no trace of the vulnerable man who h
Adrian's PovThe past week had been the strangest of my life. Seven days of confinement that felt more like a breathing space than prison. I’d grown accustomed to the routine, waking when sunlight filtered through the heavy curtains, eating the meals left by silent servants, reading books from Nikolai’s extensive library. For the first time in seven years, I wasn’t walking on glass, wasn’t calculating every word before it left my mouth, wasn’t bracing for Leonardo’s cutting remarks or dodging Vivian’s poisonous schemes. It should have terrified me, being at the mercy of Nikolai Volkov. Yet somehow, I felt safer in his captivity than I ever beingI’d spent hours staring out the window, watching the grounds of his house. The evening air carried a chill that made me pull the cashmere throw tighter around my shoulders. I’d been dozing in the leather armchair by the window, a book of Russian poetry forgotten in my lap. When I woke, the room was bathed in the amber glow of the setting
Nikolai's Pov The words hit me like a physical blow. Gregory, who could thread a needle at fifty yards, who’d saved my life countless times with his perfect aim, might never see again. The injustice of it made my hands clench into fists, knuckles white with rage.I walked to the window, staring out at the sunny afternoon that seemed to mock our suffering. The light was too bright, too cheerful.Standing there, I was transported back ten years. Another hospital, another window, another person lying motionless in a bed behind me. But that time, the machines had eventually gone silent. That time, I’d watched the only person I’d ever loved slip away while I stood helpless, still believing that money and power could fix anything.Marcus had been everything to me—lover, confidant, the one person who’d seen past the Mancini name to the man underneath. We’d made plans, quiet dreams of a future where we could be together without hiding, without fear. He’d been killed for those dreams, t