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Chapter 76 — Before the Ice Wall

Autor: Rovelt Vell
last update Data de publicação: 2026-09-07 00:04:04

SKY’S POV

Sleep stopped coming easily that week, the accumulated weight of photographs and messages and a growing list of suspects kept my mind too busy to settle no matter how exhausted my body felt by the time I finally gave up and turned off the lights.

I lay awake one night longer than usual, staring at the ceiling, and somewhere in that stretched, unproductive quiet, my mind wandered somewhere I hadn’t let it go in years.

I was eight years old, standing on a driveway in late autumn, my
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