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Chapter 103
“Maybe I did,” he mumbled.
“Why?” I sighed.
“Because...Lincoln wanted to be with her. He was telling me about how bad he missed her.”
“Oh,” the only thing I said. It disappointed me, because I wanted me to be the reason of it. “And that’s the only reason?”
He nodded slightly. “Yeah. Which other reason should be here?”
I nodded. “Right,” I whispered and turned on my heel to leave, but he stopped me.
“Did you miss me?” he asked, grabbing my arm.
I didn’t know what to say, because if I told the truth, my pride would omit down.
“I feel the same, as you do,” were the only words, that could come into my head.
And I left.
When classes were over, Dylan drove us home. We wanted to change our clothes to drive to airport and meet Mia there. When I was ready to go, I went downstairs and saw boys playingRelated chapters
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As always, I woke up and started getting ready for the university. I wore a black skirt, black tights, white T-shirt and high heels. I went downstairs and everyone was ready too. Mia and Linc were hugging each other. Uncle Wayne was glad to have Mia at home. He has known her since childhood, because she has always been with us. “Hey, guys!” I said.“Hey!” everyone waved.“Let’s go?” Dylan asked.We nodded and sat in the car. Girls have been looking at me weirdly since last night. I haven’t told them about the last scene. They knew something had happened, because I was very quiet and upset. I would tell them, but later. When we arrived, we went inside. Bella, Mia, Ashley and I had histology together.“Guys, I have biology. See you later,” Linc said and left. “Kylie? Would you tell us what happened?” Mia started.“
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Others woke up and we sat at the table to eat breakfast. I was looking around. Everyone was eating in silence. But I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t get myself swallow even one piece. I put down the fork I had been holding. “Why aren’t you eating?” Raf asked. “I have lost my appetite,” I answered and got up, heading upstairs. I looked at my room and saw a picture in my bag. I took it and sat on my bed. It was a photo of me and granny. I smiled bitterly. She had to recover! She had to...Then, Linc came to me, as he opened the doors, and said: “We are putting the bags in the trunk. I will take yours.” I nodded and started helping him with the luggage. We went downstairs and put everything in the trunks of two cars. These were uncle’s and Dylan’s cars. I sat into Dylan’s car with Raf, Lincoln and Mia. Bella and Ashley were in uncle’s one.I leaned my head towards the window. It was raining that day. The “sky’s tears” were dripping
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He looked at his computer and started analyzing the results.“There is a pice of good news! It’s the first stage. It can be recovered. You just have to get some chemistry procedures and then the surgery will help you get better.”All of us breathed out.“How many procedures will there be?” I asked.“We can’t tell the exact amount, but not much,” he answered.“When can we start?” dad asked.“Come tomorrow at nine A.M.,” he said.“Thank you, Doctor,” dad stated and shook his hand.Uncle did the same. Then we left the hospital. “Don’t you want some ice cream?” granny asked us.“I do,” Linc answered.“Me too! Boys, buy some ice cream for us,” she tuned to uncle and dad.“Your wish is our command!” dad said.“We will go home! It’s such a fresh ai
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Next day, we had to go the doctor’s appointment. It looked like she had to get her first chemotherapy. I woke up at 7:30 and started getting ready. I wore a pair of jeans, white T-shirt and trainers. I made a ponytail and put on some gloss. I went downstairs and saw guys sitting on the couch with grandma. Uncle and dad were cooking breakfast. I sat on the couch and joined the conversation. I noticed that Raf wasn’t there. Probably, he went home last night.“Good morning!” I said.“Good morning!” everyone said back.“What are you talking about?”“Nothing interesting,” grandma answered.I nodded. I knew exactly that they were lying, but I didn’t want to push it. When breakfast was ready, we sat together at the table and started eating. Everybody was silent. I guess they were tensed about the chemotherapy. We knew that everything would change. Her hai
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“Yes,” he answered.“But she said, that she wasn’t,” I said.“That’s for you to be okay. But I can see, how nervous she is. She is scared of dying, and it’s understandable,” dad said.“But is it dangerous?” I asked.“Every surgery is dangerous. But I’m sure that nothing bad will happen with her.”“That’s why she wants to have some fun, before it?” Linc asked.Uncle and dad nodded.“She wants to get distracted. And she wants to spend a lot of time with you, because she thinks that she won’t survive,” uncle added. “But we will make that day the best one. She has to relax and stop being nervous. Can’t it make everything worse?” I asked.“In some way yes, but don’t worry! Tomorrow we’ll make sure she will have a lot of fun. She will completely forget about her
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I went downstairs and sat at the table. There wasn’t Raf. We started eating. I was thinking of the words I had to tell him. Maybe I was stupid, but it meant a lot for me. It was the first time I had ever fallen in love with someone and something told me that it was the last time. I needed to know if it was a reciprocated love. When we were done, we went outside to sit in the car. There was Raf. He was like always sitting on his motorbike. Everyone sat in the car and I sat next to him on the bike. We were driving to the park. I wasn’t distancing myself, I took a hold of his waist and put my head on his back. He looked at me, surprised of my action. Yes, I was confusing. One second I could run I away, but the next second I would pull him in my embrace. And I hoped he would be the only one who understood me. When we arrived to the park, we parked the car and bike and went inside.“I want to ride on carousel!” grandma sc
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When we arrived at the same beach, as I was in the end of the last summer, it was evening. Soon would be the sunset, the way we wanted. The wind was warm but strong. Uncle took from the bag a blanket and put it down on the sand. We sat on it. “We brought some food!” dad exclaimed and took the basket full of food out of his trunk.“When did you manage to do it?” granny asked.“While you were playing in the amusement park, we ordered the food,” uncle explained.”It’s amazing!” I exclaimed.We started eating. There were a lot of sandwiches, bottles of coke, a big plate of salad and a huge cake. When we finished eating, Raf whispered:“Can we talk?”I nodded and he helped me to get up. I wanted to talk to him today too. And it was the best place and time for that conversation. We went a little bit farther and decided to go behind the huge stone.
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Next day was a great and a scary one. Granny had to get her operation done. We were happy about her getting rid of cancer, but of course, every surgery without exception was regarded as a dangerous and a serious one. But that morning was a happy different and the best one. I woke up, understanding that soon Raf was going to come and there wouldn’t be an awkward silence or the pain beating in the chest, because of the unspoken words. There would be his hugs, support, love and the knowledge of his feelings for me. That was what I had been craving for since my mom died. I needed the person who would take care of me, understand and love me, the same way, she did once. And Raf appeared to be that person. People say, that there are parts in the world. They are divided at first, but the goal of the life is to find the lost half of your heart and soul. Ras was the one. He found the key to my heart which was lost and have never been found till
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