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Chapter 92
It was already June. We have passed our exams. I was happy with my results. Now we had prom to attend. After it we could say goodbye to high school.
“Oh my God! Can you believe it? Tomorrow will be prom. And that’s all. Our school adventures ended so quickly!” Mia exclaimed.We were in the cafe Daisy with Jeremy, Mia, Lincoln, Bella, Dylan and James. Then we wanted to go shopping, because neither of us had found the dress.
I haven’t told anyone about that letter I got on my birthday from Raf. I don’t know why, really. There wasn’t a suitable time for it, I guess. So I wanted to tell today, while picking our gowns.“Me too! It’s awful and exciting at the same time!” Dylan exclaimed.“I am a little bit scared to go to university. It will be so different there,” Bella stated.
“Yes, but we will be together. Linc, you, Mia and I,” I said.
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