登入I was the biological son the Rhodes family had spent years searching for. Upon our reunion, all I wanted was to feel accepted. I learned to agree with everything they asked of me, no matter how unreasonable it sounded. Whenever they gave me an order, I followed it. I never questioned them. One afternoon, Reagan Rhodes, the boy who had lived as the Rhodes family's son in my absence, glanced at me and snarled in disgust. "You smell awful. Why don't you get inside the sterilization chamber and disinfect yourself?" I turned toward the industrial machine without hesitation. I stepped inside the chamber, closed the door behind me, and started the machine. My mom discovered me before it was too late. In a panic, she forced the door open and pulled me out herself. My entire body was burning, and my skin had turned an alarming shade of red. Jasmin Rhodes, my older sister, showed no sympathy when she saw me. Instead, she was visibly irritated. "Who are you trying to fool with this act? If you're serious about dying, just take an entire bottle of sleeping pills." I remembered every word. That night, I found a bottle of sleeping pills and swallowed it whole. Jasmin eventually kicked open my bedroom door. By then, I was no longer breathing. She stood frozen beside the bed, staring at my cold body while her hands shook uncontrollably. Some time later, Reagan slipped and scraped his leg. It was a minor injury, yet Jasmin immediately lost her temper with me. "If that leaves a scar on Reagan's leg, you'd better be ready to cut a piece of flesh off your own thigh to make up for it!" I grabbed a shard of broken glass nearby, pressed its sharp edge against my thigh, and cut into my flesh. My parents rushed inside moments later, screaming in horror at the sight of this. Jasmin threw herself at me and snatched the glass shard from my hand before I could continue. "I spoke in a fit of anger! I didn't actually mean it! Why would you even listen to me?" None of them understood what seven years in the mountains had done to me. Back then, defying an order never meant getting scolded or losing a few privileges. Disobedience had only one consequence: death.
查看更多I knew some scars would never completely fade, but all of us were slowly learning how to move forward. During my junior year, I met my girlfriend, Lilia Irwin. She was one of the most well-known students on campus—president of the student union, beautiful, brilliant, and seemingly good at everything she did. Half the guys at school probably had a crush on her. Someone like her had nothing to do with someone like me. At least, that was what I thought. One afternoon, I was organizing materials in the library when I accidentally bumped into a bookshelf. Several heavy books immediately tumbled from the upper shelves. Before I could react, Lilia rushed over and threw herself between me and the falling books. One after another, they slammed into her back. I walked away without a scratch. Meanwhile, she ended up with a broken arm. The guilt ate at me, so I went to the hospital to check on her and help however I could. One visit turned into another, and before I knew it,
"Deagan, I know none of this can ever make up for what you went through." My mom glanced at the thick stack of documents on the desk between us. "This is the least I can do for you." I looked at the papers but made no move to take them. "I don't want them." I spoke clearly and without hesitation. It was the first time I had ever refused her so directly. My mom froze. A flash of hurt crossed her usually composed face before she quickly tried to hide it. "Why not? Are you still angry with me?" I shook my head. "What do you want, then?" I remained silent for a long moment, gathering the courage to say what had been on my mind. "I want to go to school." More than anything, I wanted the chance to live like a normal person. I wanted to sit in a classroom, make friends, and see the world outside the Rhodes Residence. I did not want to spend the rest of my life sheltered, surrounded by their guilt and endless attempts to make up for everything that had happened. My request
Whenever I tried to shake my head, my body would nod before I could stop it. Seven years of conditioning had rooted itself deeply, and obedience was no longer something I consciously chose. It had become an instinct my body followed on its own. Dr. Fraser told me recovery would take time. He taught me a few simple ways to regain control. Whenever I wanted to refuse something, I was supposed to clench my fist. Whenever I wanted to express what I truly felt, I had to look the other person directly in the eyes. One afternoon, my dad came into my room carrying a bowl of creamy seafood chowder. "Deagan, it's time to eat. I added some seafood today. You used to love this." I felt my stomach drop the moment I smelled it. The woman in the mountains had often cooked seafood. Every time she forced me to eat it, hives spread across my body, leaving me itching so badly that I could not sleep through the night. I did not want any. Still, when I saw the hopeful look on my dad's fac
When did everything between Jasmin and me start to fall apart? It all began with Reagan. He never openly went against me. Instead, he slipped small, seemingly harmless comments about me into casual conversations with Jasmin. Whenever something went wrong, he somehow made me look guilty while standing beside her, wearing that same innocent expression. His tears did the rest. Little by little, he chipped away at Jasmin's trust in me until there was almost nothing left. Eventually, the sister who had once protected me became the one who pushed me away. She was the one who convinced me to end my life. Meanwhile, I had nearly obeyed her. The realization seemed to crush her. Jasmin struck herself across the face several times. By the third blow, her cheek was swollen, and blood had appeared at the corner of her mouth. She didn't seem to notice it, though. Whatever pain she caused herself was nothing compared to the pounding ache in her chest. My parents were not d






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